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    “Look, I know I’m boring. And lame and… weird. I just… can you not say it? Every time? Or at least not every ten seconds.”

    And suddenly Ilya saw the way Shane was trying to fold in on himself. Like he wanted to hide the parts of his life he had just let Ilya see. Now it looked like he regretted letting Ilya in. Or he expected him to laugh. Or leave.

    He crossed the room.

    “Shane.”

    Shane shook his head once.

    “I’m sorry. Forget it.”

    “No,” Ilya said gently, crouching in front of him. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean it like that. I was teasing. I didn’t realize.” He paused, then said more firmly, “you’re not boring.”

    Shane scoffed under his breath.

    “I mean it,” Ilya said, ducking his head to try to catch his eye. “You’re the most specific person I’ve ever met. It’s fascinating. I love the way your brain works. And the way this house feels like you.”

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    A fluffy/smutty one shot set some time between Tampa and Boston in 2017 where Shane invites Ilya to spend the weekend with him in Montreal.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    He’s already an inch from Shane’s face, closer than any two rivals should ever be.

    And then finally, finally, he gets his kiss. He’s long and lazy with it too. There’s no rush. Let them film it. Let them air it for anyone to see. They’re Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander, the best fucking players in the league.

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    AU where instead of Scott winning it’s Ilya, and so instead of kissing Kip on the ice he kisses Shane.

    (+ a little bit of the media’s reaction to that)

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Shane crosses the room and grabs a chair from the corner, dragging it into the center of the room.

    Right next to the foot of the bed.

    He pats the back of the chair, making sure to keep his expression neutral. “Sit,” he instructs, sounding more confident than he feels.

    Ilya raises an eyebrow but gets to his feet. “You do not want me on the bed?” He asks, sounding more than a little confused.

    “No,” Shane replies simply, patting the chair again.

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    Or: When Ilya shows up unexpectedly at his door, Shane finally gets sweet revenge for Las Vegas.

    Or or: They didn’t even kiss, and Shane takes that personally.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    “Okay, pause. Is he really your fucking best friend, Shane?” Hayden's tone was weird, an entitled undertone shining through that was starting to bother Shane to his bones. “You gotta be kidding me, bro.”

    “Why? He’s my husband. Everyone says you gotta marry your best friend, so I did. What’s wrong with that?”

    “Dude, that doesn’t make sense! I’ve been by your side longer than he has—”

    “No, actually.” Shane corrected, as he fucking should have after the wedding, after the digs started to sting more than a chirp should. “I met Ilya before I signed with the Metros.”

    or: ilya rozanov is shane hollander's best friend, to hayden pike's shock and horror!

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    04 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 94

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    When he was a kid, Shane Hollander's favourite team had been the Ottawa Centaurs. This has absolutely nothing to do with the fact that Shane Hollander then suggested years later that the second best player in the league trade to that very team.

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    04 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 11

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    Winning puts things into perspective. So does losing.

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    03 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    What if the video never leaked and their relationship was still a secret when Shane joined the Ottawa Centaurs? The team wait in anticipation for Rozanov's reaction to his career-long rival joining their team... but wait a minute, they're jumping into each other's arms, giggling like a couple of schoolgirls?

     

    Aka 5 times Ilya and Shane’s 'friendship' seems really gay and the 1 time everyone realises it’s been actually gay the whole time.

     

    Cue the Ottawa Centaurs being absolutely clueless, the Montreal Metros mourning the loss of their best player, and the Centaur WAG's (+Harris) being absolutely done with their ignorant partners.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Hayden goes on a YouTube gameshow where he needs to guess his wife. But as it turns out Shane is selected in the end. Ilya is jelly.

    Now with bonus chapter: Ilya goes on the game show and proves he can do it better. And oh boy can he.

    The next bonus chapter: Smutt after the game show ;)

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    03 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 18

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    New Meeting Request:
    Sexual harrasment: Consent is sexy.
    Locker rooms 10 am
    01/10/2021

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    02 Jun 2026

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    The first year Shane spends with the Centaurs involves kink discussions, aggressively affectionate rookies, a book club, a sex club, Bood and Hazy Being Done™ and Ilya alluding to Shane's sexual preferences to the press, though not necessarily in that order.
    And honestly? He's never been happier.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.

    “Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”

    Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”

    Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
    Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”

    Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.

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    02 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 35

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    A podfic of the incredible work by OpalApparition 'Apogee'. Honestly, you should read the fic first because I'm not great at different character voices and in no way do justice to this story. I tried my best.

    Their original summary below:

    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    01 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 14

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    Gianna: what'd I miss??

    Sarah: my cousin needs a date and shane hollander has a girlfriend

    Gianna: omg????

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    another WAG Ilya podfic <3

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    31 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 12

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    An audio performance of That's me in the Corner, That's me in the Spotlight by lc2l (36 min.)

    It’s not a big deal that Rozanov and Hollander are joking with each other on the bench at their first All Star game. They’re allowed to be friends. They’re allowed to want to catch up somewhere private. They’re allowed to be unaware that Hollander is staring after Rozanov like he’s hung the moon and the only time Rozanov has smiled all day is in response to Hollander’s mild-ass chirping.

    Not that you're paying that much attention.

    aka Five times Scott Hunter Knew but didn't tell anyone.

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    30 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 7

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

    Or:

    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    30 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 46

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    Finally, Ilya manages to lift his lids, glancing around an unfamiliar room hosting beeping machines and plain curtains creating a barrier along one side. He’s in a hospital.

    There’s a man sitting beside Ilya’s bed, looking at something on his phone, and oh. Even in profile, he’s gorgeous. Mid-length dark hair styled in soft waves, beautiful brown eyes, freckles dusting ruddy cheeks. There are bags under the man’s eyes, and Ilya wants to tell him to get more rest, but he figures probably nurses are always tired. Still, maybe they have time to go out for drinks?

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    30 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 91

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    Ilya leans forward, pulls the mic toward him, and smirks. "No, sorry, is fine, was just caught off guard. How long you have worked at MLH News?"

    The reporter frowns. Not the reaction he expected. "Uh, three years. If you could let Shane respond to-"

    "And this is full time job? Interview, form complete sentences?" He doesn't pause for the guy to answer. "So you can see why my beautiful husband was surprised, was not expecting such a terrifically bad question."

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    30 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 16

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    Podfic by klb of Shane As It Ever Was by icopythefax.

    Author's summary: Ilya wakes with no memory after an eventful night. Or maybe it wasn’t eventful. He doesn’t remember, that’s the problem.

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    27 May 2026

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    “Hi,” Ilya says, his attempt at making his voice a purr lost to how fucking happy he is, to have this, to see Shane Hollander in a way no one else ever gets to. He crosses the room and kneels over him, pulling him up into a kiss that Shane gives him easily, making a sweet, soft noise that makes Ilya want to bite him with how cute it is. Instead, he gets a handful of the edge of the soft, fuzzy blanket to whip it off of Shane and replace it with his own body-

    -only to be stopped when the blanket turns out to be far, far fucking heavier than he anticipated, pulling him up short when his attempt at a flick ends with barely moving the edge before it flops back down with audible weight.

    (ilya versus shane's weighted blanket)

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    27 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 94

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    On a roadie, Hayden convinces Shane to come shopping for an anniversary gift for Jackie with him. Surely they're the only two hockey players at this Boston jewelry store, right?

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    27 May 2026

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