13 Bookmarks by Dshea

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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    George and Paul through the years.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    12 May 2026

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    The moment Ilya slips the wedding band onto Shane’s finger, it feels like the world goes quiet for the first time in his life.

    Peaceful in a way Shane has never known.

    They’re married. Husbands.

    And Shane is excited for all of the firsts that lie ahead of them as a married couple.
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    OR: A Bunch of "Firsts" from the First Year of Shane and Ilya's Marriage

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    07 May 2026

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    He knew it stung Ilya, people not understanding. It stung him too. Because to Shane, loving Ilya was like breathing and also like standing on solid ground after years of drifting. It flooded him and steadied him at the same time. It hurt, knowing the world reduced them to a rivalry, a strange story, a piece of scandalous gossip when what they had was so much more. He wanted to be by Ilya’s side for everything, the mundane, the bright and the hard. And maybe not everyone who was in love felt like this, so overwhelmed and so steadied all at once. But Shane did. And if love was a contest, well… he is the winner.
    Best couple. Number one. Most epic love story ever.

    Or 4 times Shane told people him and Ilya were practically soulmates and the 1 time the universe told him.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    In retrospect, they should have called. Texted. Rang the doorbell. Heralded their entry with a trumpet. Something. But everything is clearer in hindsight, especially the sight of your father’s behind.

    Shane suppresses a shudder.

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    Shane and Ilya walk in on an awkward situation. Ilya intends to make it worse.

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    25 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    John leaves the band - Paul knew he would. And it very nearly kills him.

    Unable to cope, Linda leaves Paul; and it's up to John to mend the pieces that he broke.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane doesn’t realize he’s braced for silent eyes until he feels the absence of it — the weight of teammates immediately finding him and going quiet, waiting for him to fuck up, to say the wrong thing, to exist wrong. He expects the chatter of a room to drop when he enters and its disconcerting to find it doesn't yet in Ottawa.

    He stands at the entrance a beat too long.

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    It’s the start of Shane Hollander’s first season in Ottawa and he should be settled. The Centaurs are friendly, the room is easy, and Ilya is finally close enough to touch. But, as Shane is intimately aware of, old habits learned the hard way will linger.

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    02 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 16

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    Running away was supposed to be a solution - and besides, they were never supposed to be anything serious.

    There are some things distance changes, and some things it doesn't.

    Turns out Sydney Adamu is bad at guessing which things.

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    02 Jul 2025

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    Paul can’t get over the sensation that there are two entirely separate sets of people in the same place. One set is their physical bodies in the room, where Ringo is talking and Paul is sitting on the bed and George is watching silently and John is looking crestfallen. The other set is just four beings of consciousness, trying to communicate like they used to, through thought and through imagined bars of music, notes snatched from the ether and knocked together, or stacked on top of each other, or spread out on the floor like old photographs.

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    30 Jan 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    Final installment of "Four Last Songs" - John's deathbed recollections.

    This story is an AU. At this point in the story, it is so far off the original timeline that only one or two details would be considered "accurate," but that's to be expected.

    This is not, by any means, what I "wished had happened." It's an exploration of how the Beatles' mythology would have been different had John not been the first to die.

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    16 Dec 2023

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    “Jesus, took you long enough,” John says, adjusting the duffle over his shoulder. “Thought I might be out here til morning at this rate.”

    For a second he wonders if he’s drunker than he thought, but no. As far as he can tell, it is still 1980, and he hasn’t seen or so much as spoken to John in ten years.

    Or, John comes to stay with Paul in Scotland to ride out the press storm of his divorce to Yoko, and Paul learns to stop running away.

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    14 Dec 2023

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    What if Sirius Black didn't die? It's been done many times. Here's my take on it.

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    23 Nov 2023

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Just because everybody lives, doesn’t mean nobody is hurt.

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    30 Dec 2022

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