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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Scott Hunter wasn't supposed to overhear Ilya Rozanov being cruel to Shane Hollander in a bathroom. Now he's decided to show Shane exactly what it means to be actually wanted.

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    02 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    “Well,” the man said after it was clear Ilya wasn’t going to explain himself, “you don’t exactly blend in either.”

    A small laugh escaped his lips. “Ah. No, I do not.”

    The man smiled faintly, almost sheepish this time, like he was amused by his own boldness.

    “I’m curious,” he said. Eyes lifting to meet Ilya’s through his lashes. “Do you always walk up to strangers and scold them, or am I special?”

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    Shane Hollander is a honeypot assassin, chosen to target and report back on known Russian Mafia leader Ilya Rozanov. He must gain his trust, get as close as possible, and if the time comes, take out his mark.

    Ilya Rozanov knows there is something off about the new boy who came into his club. He's too clean, too perceptive, too... boring. So why does he keep finding himself drawn to him whenever he gets close?

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    23 May 2026

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    “Marley.” Ilya says evenly, suddenly knowing he can actually breathe. He had a plan and he knew what he needed to do. And he couldn’t do it from the locker room bench. “If he is very injured, if he cannot play again, if he is very bad, I will kill you. I will kill you painfully.”
    Cliff gapes at him.

    In which the hit that Cliff Marleau had on Shane Hollander goes a little different. For one, they’re in Boston. For another, Ilya realizes he might be panicking? Which is probably not something to do in the middle of a game. And, oh yeah, he just outed both himself and his not-boyfriend to an entire locker room of hockey players.

    But that’s okay, because while Boston may be vicious, they do take care of their own. And they quickly realize that their captain’s happiness and willingness to stay with the Bears is tied to Shane Hollander. The solution is easy, they’ll just have to make Shane Hollander a Bear.

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    18 May 2026

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    “No, you’re trying to push me away, like Sochi and Vegas but this time I’m not going to let you. I know I’m not just a quick fuck and I know you feel this too.”

    “I always knew you’d be the type to get attached. But this arrangement isn’t worth it, not when I can find a girl that’s just as easy as you, and will not bore me to death, Hollander.”

    Or: Cliff doesn't injure Shane, and Ilya breaks up with him (and breaks his heart) only to realize that he can't not love Shane. But this time, when he tries to get Shane back, Shane won't make it easy. And neither will the handsome defenseman on Shane's new team, who is tasked with protecting their star center (and his heart). Oh, and did I mention he's also gay...and Canadian... and very much in love with Shane Hollander.

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    11 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 85

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    Hey you, big star
    Tell me when it's over
    Hey you, big mood
    Guide me to shelter
    Cause I'm through when the two hits the six
    And it's summer

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    “You brought me coffee?,” Shane playfully scoffs but grabs the cup anyways, “Are you trying to suck up to your captain so he gives you the A?” Shane retorts, proud of his chirp. He doesn’t know what he expected Kucherov to respond with, but he knows he never in a million years would have expected the words that come out of the veteran’s mouth.

    “Hmmm, maybe that’s not the only A I want,” Kucherov leans forward to whisper quietly in Shane's ear, his hot breath tickling Shane's neck. “And maybe that’s not the only sucking I'll do”.

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    or; Shane cuts Ilya off after the Vegas incident and starts seeing Andrei “The Russian Rifle” Kucherov, the veteran defenseman that gets traded to the Metros during the off season.

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    11 May 2026