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    Shane stepped off the ice as a flurry of Ottawa jerseys flew over the boards to replace him and his linemates. Sweat poured down his brow as he collapsed onto the bench, hastily squirting water into his open mouth. He wiped at his eyes as he glanced from the Jumbotron to the ice and back again. Thirty-eight seconds. Thirty-seven. Thirty-six. They were going to win. His body was buzzing as the crowd roared their approval when Ilya cleanly stole the puck off a Colorado Avalanche defenseman. Ilya’s face was set in a hard line of concentration as he sent the puck sailing back to their zone, where Wyatt collected it behind the net. Twenty-two seconds. Shane rose to his feet, the melee of sounds muffled by the blood pounding in his ears. This would be his fourth Stanley Cup trophy, but it had never felt like this before. Terror over a last-second goal combined with disbelief and a flicker of hope. He clung to that little flame of hope as the seconds ticked away.

    Shane earns a very, very nice reward for his performance in the playoffs.

    Featuring: Ilya sending Shane's mind into the stratosphere, plenty of body worship and bondage, and another new toy!

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    08 Jul 2026

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    "Fuck you."

    A small smile curved Ilya's mouth. Not cruel. Almost patient, patronizing. "There it is. I was wondering how long it would take." He rose from the chair and crossed the room in three easy strides, then crouched down beside Shane. Close enough that Shane could smell him. Leather and soap and something underneath, something warm and spiced. "You are going to say that a lot, I think. In the beginning."

    Shane's jaw tightened. "You're going to kill me anyway. Might as well skip the bullshit."

    "If I wanted you dead, Shane Hollander, you would be dead."

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    Shane Hollander is a government agent, known for his self-control and restraint; Ilya Rozanov is a crime boss with some bad intentions.
    DD:DNE, DLDR, pure non-con/dub-con hypnosis/Stockholm Sydrome smut

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    21 Jun 2026

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    The first time they’d done this, in Ilya’s bed, Shane had been mystified at Rozanov’s insistence that he not enter the nest without Shane’s permission. Now, Shane feels something akin to smugness flexing its claws in his chest. A primal satisfaction at the rightness that he is the one with the power - at present, if not for much longer - alpha just outside the nest and at his mercy.

    Like Shane will only yield for someone who has earned it. He can draw out Ilya’s suffering just a little longer, make him earn it.

    Shane rakes his gaze over the delicious chest and bicep muscles bunching above the edge of the nest. “Waiting for something, Rozanov?”

    “Are you going to let me into your nest, omega?” His pronunciation of the endearment is more Russian than English, accent thickening around the syllables.

    “Depends. You gonna give me your knot?”

    “Hm, does not sound like begging yet to me.”

    Some months after Shane recovers from rejection sickness in Ilya's bed, they share their heat/rut together at the cottage, both clinging to the delusion it's still casual.

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    24 May 2026

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    "Do you want children?"

    It should have been a simple question, a yes or no answer, and Shane knew that Ilya wanted children, because he did, too. they talked about it before they got married and briefly after they got married. But as their heat and rut approaches, something they have never shared before, Shane wonders if it might be time to talk about the next part of their relationship. But when Shane gets an answer he's not expecting, he starts going down a rabbit hole to confirm that this is actually what he wants.

    Occurs after the Long Game. Canon divergence and is set in Omegaverse. Mix of TV and book elements.

    (On a brief hiatus. Thank you for your patience.)

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    19 May 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a university student trying his best. He is managing three jobs, two majors, and one sexuality crisis that threatens to upend his hockey career before it even starts. When his best friend, Rose, begs him to come with her to an exclusive BDSM club to let loose and experiment, Shane cannot believe it when he caves to her demands and agrees. Oh and it just so happens that unbeknownst to Shane the club is owned by a Russian mob boss. But really, what could go wrong?

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    Or the one where organized crime boss Ilya meets hockey-playing uni student Shane and big feelings and kinky shenanigans unfold

    Updates 2-3x per week <3

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    30 Apr 2026