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After the quarterfinal loss that ended his World Cup run, all Erling Haaland wants is to shut himself away for a couple of hours, with no one bothering him or reminding him of the loss.
Which is why the last thing he expects is Jude Bellingham pounding on his hotel room door at 3AM reeking of alcohol.
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- Part 2 of After the final whistle
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20 Jul 2026
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Two days before England face Norway in the World Cup quarter-final, Jude Bellingham is the only one who can't seem to keep it together in training, so when a careless plan to use his own scent against Erling Haaland backfires halfway through the match, it drags an old, unfinished thing between them right back to the surface.
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- Part 1 of After the final whistle
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20 Jul 2026
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Over the years, Erling has learned all the ways to get through his rut without much trouble. Sure, it's less than ideal to feel a rut coming on when you’re just coming off a Champions League game in a foreign country, but he’ll find a way to deal with it.
But first, he needs to find a way to deal with the overly friendly teammate who keeps insisting on helping him out.
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20 Jul 2026
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We're Back where we Started, and Baby, I Don't want to Leave by falleraatje
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
12 Jul 2026
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They were always friends first, fuckbuddies second. Two young players trying to make it, fooling around on the pitch, but not off it – until it became a necessity. Nobody has ever asked Erling how he made it through his ruts during his time in Dortmund, and nobody but Jude will ever know. Just like nobody but him knew back then how Jude looked, flushed from heat, spread out under him and begging Erling to take him apart.
They haven't been friends in a while, not really. They barely see each other twice a year on the off-chance of their teams playing each other. They haven't been… anything else even longer. And still, it feels oh-so-familiar when Erling catches his first whiff of Jude’s scent in the tunnel before the game.
There is a sweetness in it, which can only mean one thing - that Jude is about to go into heat.
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20 Jul 2026
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First Light by Gjy
Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)
22 Feb 2024
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I grieved for my future self. Now that I felt this kind of relief flooding my body, my resolve cracked on the floor like glass, the pieces skidding under my own feet. I didn’t know how I would ever put it back together. But even more distressing, I didn’t know how I would be able to deny him. Our bond. That instinct within him and that had been growing in me infinitesimally each day I saw him, touched him, thought about him…
Because even though Emily had said theirs was triggered by a single moment, I had had a growing suspicion, no matter how much I tried to deny it, that ours was different. Gradual.
That, without even realizing it, I had stumbled into something I hadn’t meant to and was now caught in it. Like a web that fused to my own skin, indistinguishable.
And, finally, that any more than one more weekend with him would kill me, if I ever became a vampire. Would kill us. Swifter and harder and more agonizing than death at the hands of the Volturi could ever be.
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OR an Eclipse re-write with everything we love: slow burn, angst, fluff, smut, and a new take on imprinting that isn’t gross. The first few chapters pull heavily from Eclipse, but the writing after those is primarily all my own!
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- Part 1 of From Light to Dusk