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  1. Public Bookmark 67

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    In the early afternoon, he finally hears the bedroom door click open, and footsteps padding down the hall.

    "Thank God you're finally awake," Holland says, still hunched over the paper. "Jack, baby, they got me fucking stumped, they're making up new words. What's an eight-letter synonym for life, starting with a V?"

    There's no reply. Healy can usually think of at least one thing to throw out, even if it doesn't fit. The silence goes on for a beat too long, and Holland didn't hear him move to the kitchen. He turns around —

    — and it's Healy, standing there, it's definitely Healy, but it's a Healy who looks like he's in his fucking twenties.

    His face is completely unlined — his hair is dark, not a speck of gray — and he's staring right back at Holland.

    "Um." Holland's at a complete loss. "Hi."

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    04 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Aaron, I feel like this is perhaps indicative of a much larger issue." Mackenzie says. Which is a stupid thing to say. Aaron hates him.

    "What the hell are you talking about?"

    "Well, I mean, people don't cheat unless there's something wrong in their relationship. Maybe John isn't satisfying you, or—"

    "Oh my god will you please shut up."

    "You're the one who asked me for advice."

    He's at the farm again. On Robert's day off. Mackenzie's in his overalls fixing some fence, had listened rather politely actually while Aaron ranted at him about what an idiot he's been. As much as he hates Mackenzie's input, he's glad to have someone he can talk to about everything.

    "Aaron, you've got to stop asking me what I think if you're just going to ignore everything I say anyway."

    Aaron gives him a look.

    "No I don't."

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 96

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    She stumbled slightly and the man closed the distance, grabbing the back of her bag. She quickly slipped her arm out and took off. She was four houses down when she started yelling.

    “Dad! Mr. Healy!”

    She was two houses down when March stumbled out the front door, eyes wide and frantic. His eyes went from Holly to the man behind her.

    “Holly!”

    OR, Healy realizes he is more protective of this new family than he thought.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Holland kisses him then, a familiar smile planted against his mouth warm and lingering, and Jackson Healy doesn’t know if he's the kind of man who deserves something like this but god damn if he doesn’t need it.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Jessica has a theory about Holly's dad and Mr Healy. Holly is not convinced. Until she is.

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    14 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 41

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    Jackson comes to in the passenger seat of his own car, parked in the driveway of the March house, Holland at the wheel and bitching at him. "Just my fucking luck the universe saddles me with two of you. Emma reacted the exact same way when she found out I was pregnant with Holly. I'm telling you the exact same way except she hit her head on the way down and when she woke up she forgot what the doctor said so I had to break the news to her again and guess what she did next! Guess!"

    "Based on her previous behaviors and my own current experiences," Jackson says, groggy and out of sorts, "I’m assuming she passed out again."

    "Bingo!" March points a finger gun at him and winks as he shuts off the engine and hops out of Jack's car. He leans through the open window to ask, "You remember what the doctor said, right? I don't have to repeat anything."

    "No, I think I'm all caught up on the situation."

    so holland's gotten himself knocked up with jackson's baby and it's all pretty complicated except in all the ways it's all pretty simple

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    13 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 82

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    Reiteration: the action of repeating something, typically for emphasis or clarity.

    Or,

    Robert Sugden falls asleep in August 2017 as a broken man rapidly losing everything he loves. He awakes in August 2014 with more knowledge and hindsight than any man should, but more importantly
    Hope.

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    07 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    “I want you to top me.”
    The words felt as if they were being pushed out of him. His heart was beating a mile a minute in protest, making his hands shake where they clutched furiously at the duvet. It was practically first thing in the morning, the two of them still in bed while Aaron scrolled through his phone carelessly, and Robert couldn't tell what had made his mind decide that now was the best time to bring it up. Maybe because it knew that if he didn't now, then he never would.
    Aaron just looked at him like he was insane. “You what?”

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    07 Jun 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 62

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    Head wounds aren't always fatal.

    Or: If Ray Garraty had survived the bullet to his head, what would have been left of him?

    Peter McVries POV.

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    06 Jun 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 16

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    They deserved a change in scenery. Somewhere their husbands didn’t have a sway. The road stretched out before him, the midday sun intruding through the clouds just off the course. He could take them anywhere. He could keep driving, the hum of the engine their only companion. Robert would wake up, and they’d be someplace nice, somewhere with a beach or a rocky coastline.

    It's Seb's eighth birthday, and Aaron can't help but think about what happened to him at that age. With a sleeping Robert in the passenger seat, he could take them anywhere. But Robert isn't his, not anymore, and Aaron is hurting.

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    31 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Hello, Aaron," she says, as congenially as possible.

    "H-hello, hi, Mrs Brearly," he stumbles, still wide-eyed and blinking at her.

    After nearly a minute of a staring contest, she prompts him, "What can I do for you today?"

    Aaron stares at her, mouth opening and closing not unlike a fish, before he finally blurts out, "Have you seen Robert recently?"

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    31 May 2026

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    McVries didn’t say anything, but when Garraty looked at him, he was smiling a soft, sad smile. “Ray, I’m so tired.”

    “Sleep on me,” Garraty said. “Just put your head on my shoulder. I won’t let you fall.”

    ~~

    When Garraty realizes how much McVries means to him, he decides dying with him is preferable to a lifetime without him. So he convinces McVries to walk off his last three warnings.

    And the Crowd watches.

    Because while the Crowd demands blood, there's only one thing that captures attention more than human suffering.

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    30 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Mack lets out an incredulous, humourless laugh. "Ha! And? Are you going to?"

    "Not likely," is the reply, Aaron's expression still careful, but it's enough for Mack to let out a breath he hadn't known he was holding in, and he looks down at the can in his hands, relieved.

    Still though, "Suppose you'll have to stick by the family now? Thanks for stooping to one last drink with me."

    "You know how it is," Aaron bites his lip as he shrugs, "Dingle Family Law… I'm kind of bloody sick of it, to be honest."

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    29 May 2026

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    Pete wins the Walk. He shoots the Major. He does everything right. He still comes back to the starting line at the end of it though.

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    Pete is stuck doing the Walk over and over again. No matter how things end, he always comes back to the moment where he met Ray Garraty. The moment that matters most. The Walk is hard and unforgiving, but it's better than being alone. They make do.

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    27 May 2026

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    There wasn’t ever supposed to be an after.

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    Pete wishes for Ray Garraty to live.

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    26 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 25

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    Pete feels... itchy. Restless. He's been on the move for so long that even this well needed rest feels wrong. It feels dangerous. It is dangerous. The more you move, the less people look at you. The less they look, the safer you are.

    So, the four weeks he's spent living at the Garraty house feels like forever. He still feels like an intruder.

    It's time, he decides, to give it up. Ray doesn't love him, not in the way he wants him to. It's time to do what he does best and move on.

    So why won't Ray let him?

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    25 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 27

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    Sebastian White was supposed to meet his father for the first time at Christmas 2025, that didn't happen. It's been months without a word from him so he decides to take matters into his own hands.

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    21 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Ray, baby, wait—“

    “Stop!” Ray screams, so loud his voice cracks. “God, f-fucking stop it with the ‘baby’ crap! You know, you m-m-made me — you made me think — I thought we were O-O-Orpheus and Eurydice, walking out of hell, you know?”

    “Ray,” Pete says helplessly. “I don’t know what that means.”

    His big, dumb cow eyes are mean with tears. “The poet,” he shoves Pete in the chest, “and the f-f-fucking corpse.”

    Months after the Walk, months of recovery, and Ray brings Pete breakfast in bed. Things spiral from there.

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    21 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 62

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    Who are you? She wants to ask. Why did you save my son?
    She’s both grateful and terrified. When she dropped Ray off at the starting line, she never really thought he’d come back to her. And if he did, it would be as someone she didn’t recognize. A scraped out shell of her son. She didn’t think he’d come home like this, still able to laugh and talk animatedly with his hands and follow her around the kitchen as she made dinner. It’s a debt she can never repay, and she doesn’t know how to react to this boy in her home.

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    21 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    #47, Pete McVries, has a girl back home. It takes a while to get him to open up about it, he’s cagey about his home life, the tinfoil wrapped package of cookies in his pack, and the photograph he keeps folded into quarters and tucked into his shirt pocket. Almost everyone’s tried to get a peek at it over his shoulder at one point or another, and Olson even gets a warning for interference when he tries to snatch it from his hands.  

    “C’mon,” Olson whines. “Why don’t you want us to see her? She ugly or something?”

    “Prettiest thing you’ve ever seen.” McVries is finally coaxed into saying. “Big brown eyes, red hair, soft all over.”

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    21 May 2026

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