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    When Shane is injured in the game with Boston, routine medical testing reveals an unexpected surprise. He has to navigate difficult choices including telling Ilya, dealing with the league, and navigating the public.

    The story will follow Shane, Ilya and other canon characters and minor OCs through an entire journey to sorting themselves and their unexpected situation out, grappling with the world and each other for their happy ending.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    “What are you going to do to me?” Ilya smiled at Hollander.

    “Anything I want.”

     

    Or: Shane Hollander is 26 when an injury ends his career.

    Yuna Hollander thought something she did years ago was long buried. When Ilya Rozanov comes seeking vengeance for her actions, Shane offers himself up to save his parents.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    As his breathing turned rapid and labored, he felt the unmistakable presence of a foreign force pulling him through a closed door. He heard a lock. Before his mind could process the occurrence, he was suddenly enveloped - caught in the unyielding grip of two powerful arms - unforgivingly tight. He couldn’t see who, he could barely process where and why, but he felt himself shaking and his eyes burning and leaking raindrops on the shoulder of the force who squeezed tighter. Minutes passed, who knows how many, in complete silence other than the gasps coming from Shane as he sobbed. When he felt his heart reach a relatively normal pace, and the drumming in his ears quieted, he felt himself melt for a moment in the arms he still hadn’t recognized until he heard the voice. “Hollander, you are having panic attack.” Shane froze.

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are true rivals.

    5 years into their MLH careers, Shane Hollander is outed and the only one there to save him is the man he hates the most.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Shane has never gone this far.
    He’s been waiting, building confidence, studying.
    He feels like now is the right time, it’s been long enough, he’s a regular now, and hopes that XxBearyaxX will be comfortable talking to him privately.

    Montreal1410- $5000, private show request. Send the request now?

    Shane clicks yes without thinking or even typing a message and shuts the laptop screen even though the stream isn’t over, so he can pace the room and think about what he just did while nervously waiting for an answer. He can’t stand the thought of seeing the screen while waiting for a rejection or acceptance.

    Within seconds, a notification dings on his phone.

    XxBearyaxX has accepted your request.

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    Or: Ilya is a camboy. Shane is an anonymous viewer who is obsessed with him.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    09 Jul 2026