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    On his way home from a New Year's Eve party, university professor Xie Lian is attacked by an unknown perpetrator and left to die in an alleyway.

    Miraculously, however, he wakes up a few days later in hospital.

    There's just one problem: Xie Lian can't see.

    After finding out that his eyesight is permanently lost, he's set up with an organisation who'll help assist him full-time. His caretaker is a young man named Hua Cheng. Xie Lian is unsure at first, but he begins to warm up to him.

    But he can't come to terms with the fact that he's no longer fully independent nearly as easily. Thankfully, Hua Cheng is there to help him every single step of the way.

    Xie Lian eventually realises he has feelings for Hua Cheng, but swears not to act on them, as that would be extremely inappropriate.

    What Xie Lian doesn't realise, however, is that Hua Cheng feels the same way. And he has for quite some time...

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    Russian translation by Juliafm can be read here

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    08 Jan 2025

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    Haru is fairly convinced from the limited interactions he has had with one Kambe Daisuke that though he has somehow amassed a ridiculous unknowable wealth, he is severely lacking in the fundamental decencies it takes to be a basic human being. Daisuke, mildly amused by this boy who is so convinced of his ability to read him, decides to take a special interest in Haru. But Haru has plenty in his past that he has yet to deal with, and somehow Daisuke keeps showing up to help him through it.
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    “Relax, will you? You look like a live animal about to be sent to slaughter.”

    Haru’s eyes narrowed. “And it would kill you, I suppose, to be seen in a restaurant any less fancy than this one?”

    “Hardly,” Kambe said, all pursed lips and cocked eyebrows. “You know, your continued misappraisal of me is as boring as it is inaccurate. You should consider a new character trait, I’m not sure this one will carry you through the series.”

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    22 Dec 2024

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    When home no longer feels like home, Chilchuck makes the tough decision to move north to escape memories he'd rather leave behind. Though once largely made up of tall-men, there are towns and cities on the northern continent that have opened their doors to races of all kinds, and that seems like the easiest sort of place to try and make a new life. There's even a branch of a tailoring company Chilchuck admires that might be willing to hire him.

    Except life outside of a strictly half-foot community is hardly as idyllic as it seems. Everything is too large, and too loud, and getting a good job requires things he couldn't get back home. Then an opportunity falls into Chilchuck's lap—an enthusiastic amateur wildlife photographer offers to pay him for his assistance in capturing pictures of the monsters roaming the countryside. It sounds like a lousy job, but unfortunately, the idea is less bruising to his ego than the other options he has.

    There's no telling if this new life will be sustainable. One thing's for certain, though: Chilchuck is lonely, and his eccentric new employer is all too eager to be his friend.

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    15 Jun 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Chilchuck has a nightmare and Senshi comforts him

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    15 Jun 2024

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    New York City. 2016.
    Two liars meet.

    In a city eating him up, Carlos hides how he makes ends meet and why he keeps on knocking on TK’s window to be patched up. Desperate to be loved, TK hides his true self and relies on substances to be the perfect son, lover, friend.

    Two liars meet - and fall in love with each layer unpeeled.

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    20 May 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 31

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    When Owen introduced a new member to their team, nobody was really joyful, too attached to their tranquility with the original team.

    But, Eduardo Reed, an experienced firefighter, has been transferred from 121 to 126.

    Eduardo was the stereotype of a cool surfer and he quickly became a part of the 126.

    At first, Owen thought that it could be something that could bring them closer.

    He was wrong.

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    20 May 2024

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    Buck stands up from the bed and stumbles back a couple of steps. This can't be happening. It´s white noise in his ears and the room is spinning, panic clawing at his chest. He closes his eyes for a second and takes a deep breath, he doesn't have time for this. He needs to call the police. He quickly pulls up his phone and dials.

    “9-1-1, what is your emergency?”

    “This is firefighter Evan Buckley with station 118, badge number 3671. I need to report a possible kidnapping of a child at 6957 Cantaloupe Ave.” He swallows loudly. “The child's name is Christopher Diaz.”

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    14 Apr 2024

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    When Eddie was a boy, his best friend was Evan. The two were inseparable, “glued at the hip,” as his parents often said. But one day, Evan disappeared without a trace, taken in an instant, leaving Eddie haunted by the weight of guilt and loss.

    Nearly twenty years later, a human trafficking case brings Evan—now called Buck—back into Eddie’s life. The past has left deep scars, and the road ahead will be long and arduous. But amid the pain and loss, there’s a spark of hope; a chance to heal, rebuild trust, and find a new kind of family.

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    11 Apr 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 59

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    Buck has just joined the 118, after a year at the training academy. He keeps to himself and doesn't talk to anyone, although he was once a talkative and bubbly guy. He now thinks he's alone, isolating himself, no matter who is by his side.
    What happens when the 118 team figures out what is happening between Buck and his boyfriend?

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    09 Apr 2024

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    After the shooting Buck tries to help everyone else but with Bobby recovering, Ana helping out more with Eddie and Chris and Maddie and Chim keeping secrets will anyone realise Buck is suffering and neglecting his own physical and mental health?

    "What were you thinking climbing a crane? Was me being shot not a warning for you to stay safe and vigilant? Jesus, Evan!"

    Just a few notes;

    A) This is my first fanfic so please be kind! Constructive criticism only please!
    B) This is set after the shooting in season 4 , I probably won't stick canon to season 5.
    C) The title is Ben Platts song

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    08 Apr 2024

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    Tim and Toby are two of Slenders best proxies. Yet they're both complete opposites, well, only with the things they like. One hassling and mothering the other while one tends to run away from emotions. This is a story of how they learn to get along yet, with this comes large struggles. Will the fall in love or end as another tragedy?

     

    These characters are not my creation and belong to their respective creator. This is an AU where Masky and Toby do live in the same universe.

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    27 Dec 2023

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    He pulled the journal from the drawer that he had thrown onto the floor earlier and searched the desk again for something to write with. He found a pencil at the back of another drawer and started to write. He wrote down all the things he knew from the beginning, starting with his sister's death. Toby filled half a dozen pages before he wrote, The monster took me. He finished that page with, Now I have written everything down. Toby looked over everything, searching for answers in it. He found none.

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    26 Dec 2023

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    Uncertain if i will continue this fix. Please feel free to read it anyways!! <3
    (New title, once “Bandaged Hands”, reworking a few things in the upcoming plot so I adjusted the title.)

    Demonic forces that the Proxies are in no way prepared to face threaten their very existence, and they realize hiding from higher powers won’t be nearly as easy as it had previously been. Amidst this, Toby has dealt with mistreatment his entire life. Tim has found himself dealing out a portion of that mistreatment. Toby's understanding of people proves limited when the man he's grown accustomed to at a distance begins to soften up towards his displays of immaturity… and neither of them know just what it entails for them. As tensions rise, they both learn just how hard it is to see each other through the fog.
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    TRIGGER WARNINGS: Mentions of suicide, self harm, drugs, pills, smoking, murder and gore, a few genuinely batshit crazy serial killers, eating disorders, and a few other things.

    Some things to note:
    -Toby is 23 years old. Tim is 30 years old. Age difference being 7 years.
    -The Proxies and The Mansion concepts are/may be used here for plot points.

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    26 Dec 2023

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    13 May 2023

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    Can Wally overcome the fear of his own home? Will his friends be able to save him this time?

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    13 May 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 34

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    He didn’t know when it began, he supposed it had always been this way. The constant feeling of eyes watching and the looming dread that nothing is real had always haunted Wally Darling. He had gotten used to it. However, he had never expected his friends to go through that, this wasn’t how he wanted this to end.

    This work is completely fan created and unaffiliated with the official content of Clown and Welcome Home!

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    13 May 2023

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    13 May 2023

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    Sherlock and William receive new orders from Pinkerton Agency in which they are asked to chase down the famous criminal Jesse James, who has been causing the government endless problems.

    Everything seems to be going smoothly. However, William's path to atonement is abruptly brought to a halt when an unexpected turn of events — in which an overpowering desire to protect the life he treasures the most is born — makes him pull the trigger.

    Now, the long-gone scarlet stains his hands once more.

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    18 Mar 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dew makes a strangled noise, body going tense.

    “Not good?” Rain asks. Dew’s turning around and leaning back on his hands, staring at him with no small measure of surprise. He looks young in the afternoon sun, the open curtains in his room flooding it with light and making him look deliciously exposed. Rain tilts his head, considering, while Dew’s silence and the startled reaction lies heavy in the room for a moment, until he figures it out. He smiles, delighted. “Nobody ever kiss you there?”

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    Kinktober Day 12- Rimming

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    26 Oct 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 34

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    Rain hates everything about Dew. He hates his eyes that seemed to carry the care of the world when he stared at him. He hates his hands that held his when everything felt too cold. He hates his voice that sounded of home and a feeling no one should ever have to feel in their life. He hates Dew.

     

    - slow updates !!! -

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    11 Oct 2022

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