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I Can See You by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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Shane huffs but he smiles. Ilya is grateful that Shane allows him to change the subject. “I can’t believe these get you going as much as they do.”
“Why not?” Ilya’s disbelief is genuine.
Shane shrugs. “I dunno. Always thought they kinda made me look…nerdy, I guess.”
Ilya scoffs. “You do not need glasses to look like a nerd.”
“Hey-!”
Shane tries to interrupt but Ilya is grinning now, pleased to have a nerve he can poke at. “But you are a pretty nerd. The prettiest nerd, actually.”
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holding on too tight 'cause I never lose by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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He listens for the tell-tale signs of life around him, for Anya’s blunt claws scritch-scratching on the hardwood floors or the gentle weight of his husband’s steps elsewhere in the house.
Only silence greets him.
Shane goes looking for his family, and the world goes hazy as he leaves the kitchen.
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if my heart stops beating, we'll bleed the same way by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
22 Jan 2024
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Lorroakan is a bastard. That’s what it all comes down to, at the end of the day.
It all happens so fast, Gale doesn’t fully realize what’s going on. His mind is pulling him from his body, observing from far away as he looks up too and his eyes meet Astarion’s.
The man he loves turned to a stranger in an instant. A sickly glow of magic barely perceptible in his eyes but for the crackling light at the edge of blood-red irises.
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as natural as another leg around you in the bed frame by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
04 Nov 2023
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The others fret about shopping and circuses and a murder investigation, all things that he's vaguely interested in but can't focus on right now. Right now, Astarion is leaning forward and whispering into Gale's ear, voice low and tinged with a hint of urgency that he can't manage to hide.
"I have a room for us tonight."
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- Part 2 of hate to be lame but I might love you
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I'm Wide Awake, I Crave Your Taste by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Baldur's Gate (Video Games)
23 Sep 2023
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Astarion doesn't know what is keeping him up. Maybe it's the hard ground under his bedroll. Maybe it's the rustling of an animal in the woods, too far away to be a meal or a threat but too close to go completely ignored.
Or maybe he just gets lucky.
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- Part 1 of hate to be lame but I might love you
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one single thread of gold tied me to you by AgentBuzzkill for twoheadedcalf
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
20 Sep 2020
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He’s content. Really, he is. He wouldn’t still be sloughing through his daily routine if it really made him miserable. The farm is nice. The people in town are nice. His life is nice, he can put a roof over his head and food on his table and always has a good book to read. It’s the peaceful retirement he never thought he would ever deserve, much less attain.
But when he sits in silence for too long, when he crawls into a cold bed, when he wakes up alone…
Caleb can, at the very least, admit that he’s lonely.
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in your arms forevermore by AgentBuzzkill for pippen2112
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
31 Dec 2019
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Caduceus has a nightmare. Fjord and Caleb are there when he wakes.
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have i found you, flightless bird? by AgentBuzzkill for GreenFire66
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
20 Dec 2019
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“Much nicer weather for their wedding than ours,” Fjord comments.
“Rain brings good luck,” Caleb replies.
“So you said about two hundred times that day.”
“And I maintain that it did.”
Fjord laughs. “At least we ended up wanting to have an indoor ceremony.”
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headfirst into the water (i guess we could breathe all along) by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
02 Nov 2019
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Fjord and Caduceus are together. Caleb wants them both, but he has a hard time believing they could possibly want him too.
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Caleb watches. And he envies. And he tells himself the ache is bearable. He convinces himself that it’s starting to go away, that in a month’s time it will be like he never had any feelings for them at all.
Of course the night after he decides that they all have to share a room.
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It’s become obvious in the passing months that things are not the way they used to be. They are not the way they used to be. Fjord has grown distant and Caleb has grown cold and he doesn’t know how to stop any of this, even if all he wants is for it all to stop. Between them an ocean stretches out—a chasm of bedsheets and silence that carries Fjord further and further away, and the tide pulls his husband out and Caleb needs it all to stop.
He thinks his marriage might be over, and it breaks his heart.
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It makes an ass of you and me.
Or: Caleb thinks he and Fjord are dating. Fjord does not.
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In the darkness of their room, Caleb dreams.
In his dreams he is space. He is time. He is an immeasurable path of choices, all of them right and wrong in their own way, all of them taken and avoided in equal measure, winding their way through the fabric of the universe.
Caleb floats in this emptiness, in this void, in nothing and in everything at the exact same time.
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like a knife in the woods, you hunt down the good in me by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
19 Jun 2019
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Your past is marred with blood and ash, and as you escape an asylum in the dead of night the future can only hold more of the same. Wherever you go it will be to fester in your own fear for the rest of your life. You become accustomed to running, to hiding, to cowering. Never in one place for too long. Never getting too close or too comfortable.
But you grow sloppy. You grow lonely. And in your loneliness there is a hunger, a need to be seen and heard and cared for. And you push it down for as long as you can but like bile in the back of your throat it rises up again every time.
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can't do a thing but wait (so let's wait) by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
18 Jun 2019
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Caleb sighed, shutting the book before he stood up to face Fjord. His face was somber, brow furrowed with worry, but there was still softness in his bright eyes. Affection. Caleb adored those eyes.
You are the one it would hurt the most to lose.
“Fjord,” Caleb started in a low tone. “I don’t know what is going to happen in the following hours.”
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- Part 1 of i will love you with my whole heart
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“You get that look on your face every time you’re upset with yourself.”
Fjord barely stops himself from rolling his eyes. They’re all alive. They accomplished their mission. Caleb is safe. He doesn’t know why he’s lashing out so much.
Well, he doesn’t want to admit why he’s lashing out so much.
But he’s hurt. He’s embarrassed. He tried to put on a brave face and defend Caleb, his mate, his everything, the one he’s promised himself to now and forever, and he all but got them both killed for it.
Along with his body, his pride had taken quite a few bad hits.
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- Part 2 of i will love you with my whole heart
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what choice of words will take me back to you? by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
16 Jun 2019
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Fjord was intent on waking Caleb up and ushering him to bed, but before he could rest a hand on Caleb’s shoulder and gently shake him he caught a glimpse of what Caleb had been working on.
His name was at the top of the page, the rest of the words Caleb had written down obscured by his hand and a smear of ink.
He knew he shouldn’t pry. Whatever Caleb had to tell him, he would bring up the next time they talked.
But Fjord’s curiosity had been piqued, and he was nothing if not impulsive. He saw his name, and he wanted to see what Caleb had to say.
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Fjord finds himself with a morning alone in their temporary home.
Unbidden, his thoughts drift to a certain wizard.
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did it to myself, now i need your help by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
03 May 2019
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Spitting up seawater is, unfortunately, not an unusual sensation for Fjord to wake up to. Unwelcome? Definitely. Unpleasant? Always. But not unusual.
Everything’s fine, he assures Caleb.
Go back to sleep, please. Ignore me. Ignore this. Please ask no questions, I have no answers to give.
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“You took quite a hit, liebling,” Caleb says, running a hand through Fjord’s hair. “Can you open your eyes?”
Fjord groans again, raising a hand to rub at his eyes before opening them and blinking furiously. He looks up at Caleb. A strange shadow passes over his face and Caleb feels his stomach drop at the look in Fjord’s eyes.
It’s the blank look of an enchantment taking root. But before Caleb can even react the shadow has passed, and with a few more blinks Fjord’s eyes look clear again.
But he’s staring up at Caleb in total confusion.
“Who’re you?”
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my heart is thrilled by the still of your hand by AgentBuzzkill
Fandoms: Critical Role (Web Series)
12 Apr 2019
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“You want to mark me,” Caleb says as if it’s the simplest thing in the world. As if the thought doesn’t fill Fjord with a selfish satisfaction. It scares him sometimes, how badly he wants this.
Caleb, to his credit, seems enthusiastic about the idea.