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Hyo accepts a modeling job offered by August at the Doll Festival and prepares to join the Cleaners.
Before she can get to the HQ, an unexpected encounter reveals that her former classmate Zanka Nijiku already works there too. She can’t help but wonder what will happen once they meet. -
The story of the camera man's assistant and the prince of darkness by thistels
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
22 Jul 2026
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Louis has always kept a healthy distance from vampires. He is a millennial trying to make money on his art and he doesn't have time for that hole mess. Until his boss assigns him to work with Daniel Molloy to film the upcoming documentary about the life of Lestat de Lioncourt, world famous Vampire and Rock and Roll artist. It was a good gig and important for his career, so he decided it was worth dealing with a vampire for a few months.
Lestat is the personification of decadence and eternal yearning, and everything that annoys Louis about people who refuse to play by the rules like the rest of them has to.
Louis fight his growing attraction toward the vampire over the weeks while Lestat does everything he can to make to get under the human's skin. Eventually they are dragged into vampire politics and old blood feuds that they might not survive unless they are willing to trust each other.
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An excuse to write gratuitous smut featuring Lestat's body glitter.
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Trinity knew better than anyone what straight scars lined up next to each other meant.
She’d seen her best friend have them on her stomach. She had them on her left thigh. She knew what it felt like to have your entire world be out of your control. Having everyone turn against you in the blink of an eye. Making herself bleed helped. Because in that moment, when she had a stolen razor pressed against her skin, everything was silent. The feeling of utter relief after regaining control made the permanent scars worth it. It made the judgment and the stares worth it.
Even though Trinity knew why people have them, she couldn’t understand why Dennis had the familiar straight thin scars in rows across his left and right arm.
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Trinity and Dennis both share a history with self harm. When they move in with each other, they find themselves leaning on each other in ways they could never imagine, sharing their deepest darkest secrets, and in doing so, bringing them closer.
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I Can't Be Izuku by pinkpeonypup
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
22 Jul 2026
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A thought strikes Kuma suddenly as he realizes the gravity of what he's done. He can barely bring himself to force the words out, but when he does, they're whispered and broken. "Is it even real?"
A beat of silence, then the receiver crackles with static. "What?"
"His love. Is his love for me real?"
Another pause. Kuma's heart gallops wildly in his chest, and it feels like he can't breathe in fully for fear of his lungs bursting. The man's voice is softer than it was before. "Just because you chose it for him doesn’t make it less real."
Kuma never thought his crush on the Number Four Hero, Deku, would ever in a million years be requited. That is, until he comes across the One Wish Willow.
His dream finally comes true, and Kuma's in absolute bliss. Life couldn't be more perfect.
The only problem is that whatever loves him now isn't Deku anymore.
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Not Okay by RebekahRose
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Jun 2026
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After Vegas, Shane decided that to get over Rozanov, he needed to get under someone new. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
After Vegas, Ilya decided that getting over Hollander was a useless task, and saying fuck it and jumping all in was the way to go. That decision ends up costing him more than he could have ever known.
NOTE: None of the Rape/Non-Con is between Shane & Ilya
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JEAN VICQUEMARE - “Here's a thought experiment: what if we tried to fix our fucked-up friendship?”
The city is at a precipice. Jean and Harry dance on the edge.
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- Part 1 of Disco Incendium
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Ohhhhhhhhh my love
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Best fucking fic on earth, at chap 14
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An ache started to settle inside Will's chest, burrowing deep between his heart and ribs.
Mike let go of the hug, stepping back a few inches and kissing the sobriety chip, "For you. For Nora."
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Mike and Will navigate married life, struggling through Mike’s sobriety and being on the brink of divorce.
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this entire fic is just actual torture i love it
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Dazai had done enough already, hadn’t he? Slinking out into the light, drenched in all the shame of his past— Wasn't it enough? To stand in the blinding heat of it, bloodsoaked in sunlight and disgrace?
He just wanted to get high. He wanted to feel the heavy, sick weight in his arms, flooding the cavity of his head, the warmth of bliss coursing through his veins, making it all—if only for one fleeting, pathetic moment—tolerable. Bearable. Less sickening than every other moment Dazai had been cursed to be alive.
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- Part 2 of the dove is on morphine
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Cries. Prayers. Cheers
Ignored. Undeserving. Erratic
Jungkook had always felt the thrum of the screams echo in his blood, and when he stepped onto the turf, he was sure of himself; but confidence alone wasn't enough, and he had to learn that the hard way two years in a row.
Devastated. Enraged. Hysteric
That's what he became and what drove him to make a rash, destructive choice, shattering both his heart and Jimin's. He never turned around after slamming the door to Jimin’s house, but now, two years later, he wonders if he should have paused for just a moment. Maybe it isn’t too late. Or is it?
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Jimin and Jungkook are two fractured souls trapped in the same wrecked vessel, patching the cracks. Their love runs deep; aching, raw, and relentless, but they bury it beneath accusations and silence, always walking away before they can mend what’s left. Instead, they ignite, over and over, until the pain becomes fuel, and the fire between them blazes again... hotter, crueler, and impossible to escape.
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if the loving feeling makes you all alone by unmarkedandburied
Fandoms: My Chemical Romance
25 Jan 2026
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Somehow, Frank had gotten the impression that they were together. You know, a thing. But Gerard suddenly has a date with a dude on Saturday. So maybe not.
Or: Frank gets his heart broken a few times before Gerard figures stuff out.
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Before The Last Snowflake Falls by garden_hearts386
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga)
19 Jul 2023
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The summer had been hot- beyond anything anyone had seen.
Popsicles melted faster than usual, roads nearly popped tires, and training had become more of a bitch than usual to the heroics students. But it was productive. Distracting.
Izuku never minded because at least with everything that had kept him busy, he was away from his anxiety and reminders of isolation and bad habits. But things are always complex, and well, consistent. Sick of the blaring heat, a villain with weather powers releases what Japan may consider one of the worst blizzards in history, all while in the month of June.
When all of those distractions are suddenly stripped, leaving Izuku in isolation with his class in the dorms for a “well deserved” break, those broken bad habits soon mold back into his hands. But compared to his early years, the people around him actually begin to pay attention.
Including a rather persistent blonde.
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One Word, Safe Hands & Blue Lights by AllAngstNoComfort
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
17 Oct 2025
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Drew:
Bathroom
Neil doesn’t need any more information than that to know the hidden context behind the message. They had discussed it at length.
Bathroom: I’ve relapsed.
17th October: Relapse
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- Part 17 of PromptTober 2025
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it doesn't matter, just do what feels good. by Anonymous
Fandoms: Shingeki no Kyojin | Attack on Titan
05 Jun 2024
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Levi never particularly wanted sex. His life in the Underground had tarnished his understanding of what sex should be like, and he knew perfectly well how to satisfy himself. Of course there was always a part of himself that imagined what it would be like to find someone who was compatible with his weird neuroses and idiosyncrasies around cleanliness and intimacy and sex. But that was hopeless, especially in the military.
Then, you get moved into his squad.
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"Levi actually debated telling Erwin about the fact that he undeniably had some sort of feelings for you. He was the Captain, after all, and this might actually be a hindrance to his capacity to lead. But then he went to breakfast, and you were laughing beside Petra and your smile was so incredible and Levi decided to be selfish."
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Harry doesn't cope well after the events of 4th year. What happens when he turns to drugs to help him deal with the pressure and PTSD?
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In Case I Make It (Please Be There) by Allfyxs
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
15 Jul 2026
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Powder’s life is going great, actually.
Sure, Vi came home with a badge and so much concern that Powder started feeling like her skin was being actively set on fire. Sure, Powder might be using more than she admits and lying worse than she thinks and just about one bad day away from collapsing in on herself and taking everything down with her.
But other than that?
Great.
Then everything falls apart with a botched delivery that leads Powder to a spiral that leads to an overdose that lands her a fast-pass to rehab (or prison, if you ask her), where she meets Ekko.
Ekko, who is NOT her friend, by the way. They just talk sometimes. And sit together more often than not. And make each other laugh often. And maybe he knows when she’s spiraling before she does sometimes, but that sounds like his problem.
Obviously.
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Rehab is supposed to help people, which would probably matter more to Powder if she still believed there was a version of herself underneath all of this worth helping in the first place. Ekko, who has been there longer than most, knows the feeling all too well.
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Dick starts a couple of medications after the bridge incident.
It makes him pretty anxious.
Bruce and X are there to help him adjust, and his therapist is always happy to make sure he understands what's going on.
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- Part 2 of Catharsis
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Dick begins healing, which is not linear
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So Hesitation to This Life I Give by warmachine612
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jun 2026
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Starting out as total strangers turned teammates, neither Bob nor Bucky are aware of just how much they have in common.
What begins with a panic attack and an accidental trip into one of Bucky’s shame rooms quietly sets something in motion. Maybe healing is possible with the help from someone who's lived through the dark?
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“Hey Siri, how do I stop my husband from adopting more aliens?” by DarthFettDelusions
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16 Jun 2026
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When snow falls in Green Hills, the Wachowskis give Shadow a place to stay, getting him out of Sonic’s old, snow-filled cave. Shadow believes this will only be a temporary arrangement, until he slowly grows closer to his former enemies.
Building trust takes time, healing from the scars of his past takes even longer, but for the first time in decades, he doesn’t need to bear this weight alone.
His new family will be by his side, every step of the way.
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When they finally find him in the cemetery, it already feels like they’re too late.
Hankel is dead, and he's just heard the man say his last words. “Do you think I’ll get to see my mom again?”
He’s the reason they’re his last words.-
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Harry travels to arctic Norway on the trail of dragon egg poachers, only to find he's been assigned to work alongside the only NorMagPol Auror north of sixty: one Draco Malfoy. It's been ten years since they crossed paths, and Malfoy isn't exactly what Harry expected or remembered. For one thing, he wears a lot more hand-knits?
When a sudden winter storm strands the pair, unable to use magic to rescue themselves, they take shelter in a one-room Norwegian hytte.
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