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do you want me, like i want you? by whimsyfish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Deep down inside his soul, Shane is a bottomless pit of want. He wants more. More time, more Rozanov. He wants Rozanov to want him back just as badly. It’s too bad that Rozanov doesn’t seem to want anything from him at all.
It doesn’t matter. He’ll deal with it, just like he always does, because he has to. Even if he isn’t so sure he can anymore.
OR: After the MLH Awards in Vegas, Shane and Ilya hook up. What if it went a little bit differently?
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Shane,” Ilya says, “You are so good for me, you have no idea. You are—you are too good for me. I don’t ever want you to think differently. I need you to tell me what I did, what I said that made you feel this way so I never do it again. Please, tell me.”
“There’s nothing to tell,” Shane mumbles, “I just wasn’t good enough. I didn’t—I didn’t earn it.” Ilya tilts his head and furrows his brows. “Earn it? What are you talking about?” Ilya asks incredulously.
“The vodka,” Shane snaps, “I had to ask for the stupid vodka.”
Shane slams his mouth closed and pulls away, out of Ilya’s grip. “I…I do not understand,” Ilya whispers, “...you don't like vodka, so I did not offer. This is what made you think you were not good?” Shane squeezes his eyes shut and braces against the humiliation rushing through his veins. “It was my reward. I had to ask for it. I…I wasn’t good enough to earn it.”
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Bookmark Notes:
Apologetic Ilya 😍