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This writing is pointless, but Cole convinced me because maybe it will help me somehow. He's a good friend, and I feel a close bond with him, he understands me. The rest is a bit out of it, well, maybe not Lloyd, he's my little brother. He'll come over, he doesn't ask questions, he just wants cuddles, he misses Nya too.
It's good that in a few days I'll meet Skylor, so we can spend the day together. Well got out to a movie, a coffee shop, maybe a whole date, and maybe that will help me get better a bit.
I also need to find a way to get my sister back, it has to be possible for her to come back to us somehow.
There's also a problem with my powers, they seem to be more intense. I accidentally set my clothes on fire, I heat the water too much, I literally burned myself drinking iced coffee. ICED COFFEE. Maybe it's because I miss her so much... I raised her for so many years. My little sister... I don't know if I can handle it without her...
I hope things calm down after talking to Skylor, I don't want to be a literal walking lighter.
As for the others, Zane shut off his emotions yesterday, he couldn't handle them. He's constantly fixing things with Pixal and hanging out. Jay is still in a grieving cycle, so he's not alone, my parents are the same, and Mom has become a bit unbearable. Lloyd either practices with Wu or Cole, or sometimes sits with me, even though I can see he's had enough. I'd give anything to be able to take all his responsibilities off him and take them on myself, so he could feel like a kid again, even if just for a little while. Cole has started overeating, but he also practices constantly, although he tells me nice things to make me feel better. He's a great friend.