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*⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Three musketeers˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆*
Rudo — oh Rudo; young and dumb. He should’ve expected this by now, but teens are naïve, so very naïve.
”Enjin only took me in because I’m a giver,” as stated by Rudo. “Enjin just sees me as a natural talent; I’m not apart of his team. Not really.” Riyo and Zanka constantly talked to Enjin without him; they never seemed to notice, or care, that he could feel,,, left out? Ah, sounds about right!
Rudo, Rudo, silly Rudo. ”your not their friends,” He told himself. Why would they? Your so
Rude
Unfit
Destructive
…
Overwhelming.
Enjin sat comfortably on the commons room couch, Riyo and Zanka consumed in a story from him. He stopped his yap once he noticed Rudo’s unpleasant face.
“Rudo, are you good?” Enjin asked, obviously somewhat concered
”Yeah, I’m fine, it’s stupid.” He grumbled back, a tab bit of bite in his tone.
Riyo identified the almost bratty tone and smirked. Zanka also noted his mood, but unlike someone, didn’t bring it up.
“Someones pissy today,” she shot out, a small giggle almost escaping her lips.
Rudo glared at her, annoyance etched into his stare.
”Shut up turd-face!” He nearly screamed
Riyo dismissed him jokingly, continuing the story time with Enjin. Rudo stared for a second, anger seeping through his ‘tough’ facade. Then, he abruptly turned around and stormed out. There would be steam running out of his ears, if that could happen.
Enjin didn’t even stop to ask if he was okay this time, just continued his story.
Rudo stormed out and stomped to his room, opening the door with more force than necessary. He felt tears burning at his eyes,”this is so stupid! Why can’t they just include me?”. Rudo slams his door shut and throws himself onto the bed. Why was he crying? That was such a stupid reason; they obviously included him, he just didn’t notice! Right? Yeah… yeah! Right. Still, he couldn’t stop the tears from falling down. They felt hot against his cheeks, a warm reminder of his ‘weakness’.
Rudo stared at the door for a moment, wondering if they would come and check up on him. He waited. And waited. And waited. Eventually, he gave up and realized they weren’t coming. Rudo kicked the air because it did something wrong, apparently.
he couldn’t stop hearing their loud laughing. God, why did he notice everything when he really,,, really didn’t want to? Rudo felt like he was alone even when he was surrounded by the other cleaners, this overwhelming sense of sadness whenever he was left out of conversations.