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The first time he woke, it was barely dawn.

Grey light. Warm bed. Movement had woken him. The arm that usually lay across his waist was lifting, slow and deliberate — Liu Qingge had gotten good at this, slipping free without jostling anything. Except Shen Yuan always woke up, he was too used to the feel of the warm, firm hand on him. It always found it way there. Shen Yuan had pointed this out once and Liu Qingge had said "you move too much, I'm keeping you still" and then done it again every night after with zero further explanation.

There was a gust of cool air where warmth had been. He reached after his wonderful, warm person without opening his eyes and caught a handful of robe. A calloused hand untangled his clumsy grip and tucked his arm back under the soft, warm blanket.

Liu Qingge's mouth found his hair. Then his forehead. Then the bridge of his nose.

"Go back to sleep, sweet." Low morning voice. A thumb across his cheekbone. "I'll be back."

The quilts came up around his shoulders. A creak of floorboards, the sound of the bedroom door sliding shut.

Shen Yuan rolled into the warm dip Liu Qingge had left behind and slept.

Much later, he woke to soft lips on his jaw.

They were working a slow line of softly dropped kisses from below his ear and down to the corner of his mouth. A hand settled on his hip and the other pushed his hair off his face.

"Mingyi," Shen Yuan mumbled. "'m sleeping."

"No you're not." Against his skin. "You just talked."

Devastating logic. He pulled the quilt higher. The lips followed, finding the spot below his ear that always made him shiver. Unfair tactics from the War God. He knew exactly what he was doing.

"Come on." The hand on his hip squeezed. "I brought food. We need to leave soon."

"Leave?" Oh. Right — the Wan Jian ceremony. "What time is it?"

"Late enough."

Shen Yuan opened one eye. Liu Qingge was leaning over him, still in training clothes — undershirt loose at the neck, hair tied back and damp. He smelled like clean sweat and morning air and looked entirely too good for someone who'd been running sword forms since before sunrise.

"Binghe's going to be so nervous," Shen Yuan said, waking up fast now because it was such a special day. Binghe was going to be able to pull his sword from the Wan Jian sword wall. The kid had been working incredibly hard. He'd progressed faster than anyone could've expected now that he had the support he needed. Shen Yuan wondered if he would still be drawing Zheng Yang like in the original story or maybe he had butterfly-effected Binghe out of that choice. Getting Shen Qingqiu to agree to let him participate in the spiritual sword selection had taken Shen Yuan the better part of three separate conversations and one very strategic deployment of the phrase but gege, wouldn't it reflect well on Qing Jing? which had worked beautifully. "We should bring him something. Do we have time to stop by—"

"Eat first." Liu Qingge was already pulling the quilt down. "Get dressed. Then you can fuss over the boy."

"I don't fuss."

The look Liu Qingge gave him was eloquent.

"I'm supportive. It's different." Shen Yuan hooked a finger into the collar of Liu Qingge's shirt and tugged him down towards him.

Liu Qingge came. He always came. One arm braced beside Shen Yuan's head, close enough that Shen Yuan could see his beauty mark under his right eye, the striations in the storm grey of his irises. Liu Qingge's mouth had already started curving in that cute halfway smile of his because he knew exactly what was happening and wasn't even a little bit fooled and came anyway.

Shen Yuan kissed him. Slow, warm, unhurried — a kiss that forgot it had somewhere to be. Because his hands had their own agenda, one found its way into Liu Qingge's damp hair and pulled lightly. Liu Qingge's free hand slid from his hip to the small of his back and pulled him closer, and for a while there was nothing else but familiar sweet sensation.

When they broke apart Shen Yuan was breathing harder than a man who'd been horizontal for nine hours had any business being.

"...Okay. I'm getting up."

"Good." One more kiss pressed to his forehead, Shen Yuan would never get over the constant attention Liu Qingge gave him. Then Liu Qingge stood. "Congee on the tray. And I left something out for you to wear."

"You — what?" Since when did Liu Qingge have opinions about his wardrobe? "You picked out clothes for me?"

"Just put them on." He was already heading for the door of the bedroom. "I'll be outside."

"You cooked, you picked out an outfit — Qingge, are you courting me? Should I be swooning?" Shen Yuan called teasingly from the bed.

Liu Qingge looked back with one last glance of that gentle smile and then he was gone.

Shen Yuan sat up, pushed his hair back, and immediately started thinking about his day. What time did the ceremony start? Had Lin Zhihu organised the fan club into some sort of cheering section? He would have, obviously. There was probably a banner. God, Binghe was going to be mortified and secretly pleased.

On the sidetable was a tray containing his delivered-in-bed breakfast. Ahhh! He was so spoiled. There was tea, a lidded bowl and a letter. He sipped the tea — good, actually drinkable, Liu Qingge's tea had improved enormously since the first time he had made it. Liu Mingyan had apparently made it a mission to teach him how to do it properly. After a couple more fortifying sips of the tea to drive away the last of his tiredness, Shen Yuan turned to the covered bowl of congee. It was one of his favorite meals, this one was dressed with finely sliced scallion and fried ginger.

Eating with one hand, he picked up the letter with the other. Turning it over he immediately recognised the markings and with a quick application of qi unsealed it to read. The familiar handwriting of Airplane was visible, he was glad to get a reply from the hack author.

Cucumber-bro,

Writing this from the Northern Reaches. Still alive. Still have all my limbs. Setting the bar low so you appreciate the good news.

So: cultivation recovery. It's actually working?? I didn't think it would. MQF gave me maybe 40% odds before I left and I think we're already past that. Mobei-Jun has been assisting with dual cultivation sessions. Daily.

A crossed-out word. Then another. Then:

He's very attentive.

Shen Yuan snorted into his congee.

My spiritual foundation is rebuilding. I can feel it. You know how when you've had a song stuck in your head for so long you forget it's playing? And then it stops and suddenly everything is just quiet? That's what losing the System is like. It was IN me for thirty years. In my meridians, in my core, woven through everything. And now it's gone and I keep being surprised by the silence. I'll be meditating and realize my qi is just... flowing. Doing what I want. No interference, no permission required.

I didn't know cultivation could feel like this. Thirty years of thinking I was bad at it and it turns out I was doing it with a parasite eating half my output.

Shen Yuan set his spoon down for that one. This idiot. Didn't he remember that he was also in the room all those months ago. He nearly drained his qi dry helping him get that wretched thing out of him. He'd had a nightmare once that one of the System's tendrils had escaped during the procedure and he'd woken up with a blue box telling him to kill and take the place of Shen Qingqiu. Horrifying, evil thing.

ANYWAY. I'm not one to get sappy. You can ignore that.

Tch. Typical Airplane.

The palace is INSANE. I have an entire wing. My own wing! With rooms I haven't opened yet! There's a bath that's literally the size of a swimming pool and I measured it by walking heel-to-toe so that is an EMPIRICAL FACT. My King acts like this is normal. I tried to explain what a studio apartment was and he looked at me like I'd described a war crime.

The food is incredible. There's this fermented yak milk drink that sounds disgusting but is actually amazing. My King keeps having the kitchen make things for me to try. I think he likes watching me eat?? I don't know what to do with that so I'm just going to keep eating. I'm going to be so fat.

The sunsets are stupid beautiful. The ice fields go these colours I can't describe and I've been trying to paint them. Results: terrible. I'm not sending it to you because you will laugh you heartless, talented freak. Nobody up here is going to judge my art and if they do Mobei-Jun will probably freeze them, which is not an appropriate response to art criticism but is very effective.

Enclosed: 1 odd Northern ice crystal rock thing. My King says it's worthless but he says that about everything that isn't a weapon or me. It changes colour depending on who's holding it. I do not remember writing mood-aura-reading ice crystals. How much stuff in this world exists without me writing it? Test it on your brother so I can get empirical data on whether his emotional range is genuinely sub-zero. (Do not tell him I said that. )

Shen Yuan fished out a small crystal from the bottom of the folded envelope. For an ice crystal it was not as cold as he expected, blue and highly refractive. He held it and watched the blue colour shift to a warm amber, almost gold, colour.

I miss talking to you. Don't make it weird bro. Nobody here has read Proud Immortal Demon Way and nobody ever will. Sometimes I want to make a joke about chapter 337 and there's just no one. My King is good. He's really good. But he doesn't know about the old world, the transmigration, any of it. You're the only person who gets that.

Hope things are good with you and the War God. If he's not treating you right I will write the most devastating performance review of his romantic capabilities that either world has ever seen. I have RANGE. 600 chapters of harem romance, bro. I know what I'm talking about. I will get it published and then everyone will laugh at him. An absolutely devastating mental blow.

Come visit when you can. Bring candied hawthorn. Or lotus cakes. Or really anything sweet. Demons don't do candy and it's a CRIME.

— Airplane

P.S. I've started teaching some of the Northern Court scribes about supply chain logistics. They are FASCINATED. I might accidentally restructure an entire demon economy. Is that bad? Genuinely asking.

The congee was cold by the time he finished. He held the crystal up to the window light — amber, gold, warm — and set it on the windowsill next to a small half melted candle from the Shadesnake valley and a chunk of quartz from the ruins south of Jinghai where he and Liu Qingge had spent three days last month mapping cave systems and arguing about whether the formations were natural or spiritual in origin. The windowsill was running out of room. He kept bringing things home.

He folded the letter and tucked it into his correspondence drawer. He'd write back tonight.

Now. Getting ready.

Hair first. This took the usual twenty minutes of swearing and losing the comb and finding it again. In his previous life his hair had been short and required nothing. Here it went past his waist and seemed like it had opinions about everything. He'd asked Shen Qingqiu to teach him the formal styles and his brother had spent an entire afternoon on it, baffled that someone could get to adulthood and still could be this hopeless at a simple half-crown. Shen Yuan had mastered approximately two and a half styles since then. Today he went with one of the simplest — pulled the front sections back, pinned them with a carved wooden pin and a clever qi spell, he left the rest of it to cascade loose. Good enough.

He went to get dressed and stopped.

Liu Qingge had laid out his robes.

That was — unusual. Liu Qingge didn't do that. Liu Qingge's approach to clothing was purely functional: clean, not torn, grab the first thing. Shen Qingqiu was the one who laid out robes, who had opinions about appropriate attire, who would physically block a doorway if he thought you were leaving the house looking unacceptable. Liu Qingge didn't care what Shen Yuan wore. Except apparently today he did, because there were robes on the stand that Shen Yuan had never seen before.

He picked up the outer robe and held it out.

They were in Bai Zhan colours. Pale grey, almost silver, with white at the hems and inner lining. But cut for someone who wasn't a fighter — the sleeves were wider than the standard Bai Zhan uniform, more the style of an academic like gege wore, and the fabric was good. Really good. Heavier silk with a subtle texture to it that caught the light. Shen Yuan could see even with the fine material they still had practical features — reinforced stitching at the shoulders and sides, built to handle travel and rough terrain without falling apart. The belt sash was darker grey with a lighter grey embroidery worked into it that Shen Yuan had to tilt toward the window to see: tiny birds in flight. Barely visible unless you were looking.

Someone had these made for him.

He put them on. They fit perfectly, which meant someone had also gotten his measurements right, which meant either Liu Qingge had been paying closer attention to tailoring than Shen Yuan would have ever guessed or Liu Mingyan was involved. Probably Mingyan. He caught his reflection in the bronze mirror by the door and — oh.

He looked like he belonged to Bai Zhan Peak.

He didn't think anyone would mistake him as a disciple. But he did look like someone who was part of it. Someone who lived here, who had a place here. This person is mine, the robes said, in sect colours and careful tailoring.

Shen Yuan grinned at his reflection and he thought about the time, maybe six weeks ago, when he and Shen Qingqiu had switched robes to see how long they could fool people. The answer: surprisingly long, actually. They'd gotten through most of a morning. Shen Yuan had swept around Qing Jing with a fan and a forbidding expression and taught music lessons. Shen Qingqiu, wearing Shen Yuan's patched travelling clothes, had apparently managed to have an entire conversation with Mu Qingfang about meridian theory before Mu Qingfang said "your brother doesn't use that hand gesture" and the game was up.

Liu Qingge had not been fooled for a single second. Shen Yuan had walked up to him in full Shen Qingqiu regalia — robes perfect, posture perfect, fan deployed at exactly the right angle, even the expression dialled in — and Liu Qingge had looked at him for about half a breath and said "Hello, Yuan."

"How," Shen Yuan had demanded, dropping the act. "How! I was doing so well!"

Liu Qingge had looked at him like the question didn't make sense. "You walk differently," he'd said. And then, after a pause, like it was obvious: "And you smell like waterlilies."

The waterlilies were his fault, technically. One of his first months in this world he'd been ready to cut all his hair off with a knife because he could not figure out how to manage it. It was always tangled, constantly in his face, and every attempt to wash it turned it into a bird's nest that took an hour to comb through. In desperation he'd remembered — of all the useless information rattling around in his head from Proud Immortal Demon Way — that one of Luo Binghe's wives had made a hair oil. Chapter 412, throwaway detail, three sentences describing how she'd prepared it to impress the protagonist. Waterlily extract, camellia oil, a few spiritual herbs for preservation. Airplane had probably written it in thirty seconds and never thought about it again.

Shen Yuan had tracked down the ingredients, made a massive batch, and discovered it actually worked. Perfectly. One application after washing and his hair stayed smooth and untangled until the next wash. No matting, no frizz, no hour-long battles with a comb. He'd been using it ever since because nothing else came close and he was not about to mess with success. The fact that it also made his hair smell faintly of waterlilies had seemed like a minor side effect. He hadn't realised it had given him a very distinctive smell. His very own Chanel no.5 signature scent. A bit embarrassing.

Which — fine. That was fine. He had not thought about the fact that Liu Qingge could recognise him from his walk and smell obsessively for the next three days. He had not brought it up to Shen Qingqiu, who had said "of course he can tell, the man stares at you like a tracking hound, it would be more surprising if he couldn't" which was both flattering and mildly insulting. Which was about par for how gege spoke about Liu Qingge these days.

He checked himself once more in the mirror. The grey suited him. The birds on the sash were such a delightful detail he was going to have feelings about later if he looked at them too long, so he stopped looking. Grabbed his satchel — sketch journal, charcoal pencils, a pouch of nuts for Binghe because the kid always forgot to eat when he was nervous — and headed for the door.

Outside the door of their bedroom, the inner courtyard was in full bloom.

Liu Qingge's house was built into the cliff face — half stone, half dark wood, rooms wrapping around this central open space that let the sky in. The plum tree stood at its centre, ancient and enormous, surrounded by meditation rocks and the moss that grew between the paving stones no matter how many times anyone swept. In autumn the tree was bare and sculptural, all dark branches against cold sky. In winter it disappeared under snow. But in spring—

In spring it looked like this. White blossoms so dense the branches vanished under them, petals drifting loose in the slightest breeze, collecting in the corners of the courtyard, along the window ledges and in the crevices of the meditation rocks. The whole enclosed space was thick with the scent of it — sweet, clean, almost dizzying in the morning sun.

He leaned against the doorframe and let the smell of it wash over him.

This was where it started. Right here. Autumn night, bare branches, Liu Qingge standing exactly across the courtyard from where Shen Yuan was standing now. He'd pulled Shen Yuan off a cliff — just reached down and hauled him up one-handed like rescuing idiots from rock faces was a routine part of his evening — flown him home, made the worst tea in the history of tea, and then followed him out here when he'd wandered into the courtyard to stare at a tree.

And Shen Yuan had asked, 'does it bloom?' like some dumb fucking idiot because he couldn't think of anything else to say. Because what he'd actually been thinking was unprintable. Because Liu Qingge had been standing right there in the doorway, lamplight behind him, holding a tray with two cups on it, and his voice had gone rough and strange when he'd said white, they're white. Like he'd been about to say something different and caught himself.

Shen Yuan hadn't known what to do with that. With any of it. With the fact that this terrifyingly handsome man had flown across a mountain to rescue him and made him tea and was now standing in a doorway unable to finish a sentence about flowers. In his previous life he would have filed it under interesting but not relevant to me and moved on, because that was what he did with feelings he didn't think he was allowed to have. But something about that night — the cold air, the bare tree, the way Liu Qingge's eyes had tracked him across the courtyard like he was afraid Shen Yuan might disappear if he looked away — something had gotten under his skin and stayed there.

I'd like to see that sometime, he'd said. If I'm still around when it blooms.

And Liu Qingge's jaw had tightened, and he'd said why wouldn't you be in a voice that was almost angry, and Shen Yuan had thought: oh. Oh, I'm in trouble.

He'd been right about that.

The tree was blooming. He was still here. He was so glad he was still here.

He grabbed his satchel and headed out to go watch his kid get a sword.

Liu Qingge was waiting at the main path.

He'd changed into his formal robes — white and grey, the Bai Zhan peak lord set, Cheng Luan as always was on his hip. His hair was down today, which was unusual for him. It made him look less like a peak lord and more like a painting. The spring wind was doing things with it that were frankly unfair. He looked like he could be in a hair commercial, or one of those romantic book covers. "Stolen by the Martial Lord" or something.

Liu Qingge looked at Shen Yuan up and down. His eyes went to the robes — his robes, Bai Zhan's colours on Shen Yuan's body — and he didn't bother hiding how pleased he was.

"They fit," he said.

"They fit perfectly and you know it." Shen Yuan fell into step beside him. "When did you have these made? How did you get my measurements? Was Mingyan involved? She was involved, wasn't she."

"She helped."

"I knew it. She measured me for 'a birthday gift from Xian Shu' a few weeks ago and I thought the questions were weirdly specific but I just assumed that's how they do things on a peak full of girls."

Liu Qingge said nothing. His silence was confession enough.

They took the eastern path that wound down from Bai Zhan toward the lower connecting bridges. It was a longer route than flying but Shen Yuan preferred walking when there wasn't a rush — you missed everything from the air — and today there was a lot to miss if you weren't paying attention.

Spring had hit Cang Qiong with abundance. The mountain paths were lined with flowering trees — cherry, crabapple, some sprawling purple thing that Shen Yuan had been trying to identify for three weeks and kept forgetting to ask Mu Qingfang about. Petals drifted across the stone paths in slow spirals, collecting in the corners of steps and along the edges of walls. The air was warm and thick with sweet scent, that almost overwhelming smell of everything blooming at once.

A pair of Bai Zhan disciples coming up the path bowed as they passed. "Peak Lord Liu. Shen-gongzi." The second one — a girl who couldn't have been older than sixteen — gave Shen Yuan a small wave before catching herself and snapping back into proper form.

Shen Yuan waved back. Liu Qingge pretended not to notice.

"That's Zhou Ling," Shen Yuan said once they were past. "She's the one who asked me to help identify the tracks near the eastern border last month. Turned out to be a Jade-Crested Porcupine — completely harmless, by the way, they just look terrifying. She was so relieved she almost cried."

"I remember. You drew it for the Bai Zhan bestiary log."

"I drew it for the bestiary log and then I drew it again for her because she wanted to send it to her parents to prove she'd seen one. Her dad collects beast illustrations apparently. We're pen pals now."

"You're pen pals with one of my sixteen-year-old disciple's father."

"He has very strong opinions about wing morphology in avian-class spiritual beasts! We've been arguing about whether Scarlet-Throated Rocs are more closely related to phoenixes or thunderbirds for a month. He's wrong, by the way. Completely wrong. The wing joint structure is totally different."

Liu Qingge did that quiet exhale through the nose. Almost a laugh. He'd rarely fully laugh — it always came out as that soft huff, and Shen Yuan had heard it enough times to know it meant he was either endeared or bewildered and probably both.

They crossed the first bridge — the wide stone one that connected Bai Zhan's lower slopes to a rainbow bridge between peaks. From here you could see most of Cang Qiong rising above: the terraces of An Ding busy as always, Qing Jing's bamboo forests pale green against the darker mountain, the peak of Qiong Ding catching the sun above everything else. He'd sketched this view four separate times and still hadn't gotten it right. The scale defeated him every time.

"So," he said, pulling his satchel strap higher on his shoulder. "I was looking at the report from that Ku Xing Peak patrol last week. The one about unusual beast migration near the southern marshes."

"The one with the territorial disruption."

"That one. They're describing something pushing established beast populations out of their normal range, which means either a new apex predator moved in or there's been a change in the spiritual energy distribution in the area. Either way it's worth investigating." He glanced sideways. "The marshes are maybe four days on sword if we take the coastal route. And the coastal route goes right past those sea caves near Langya that I've been wanting to map."

"Convenient."

"Completely coincidental. I'm a very serious researcher and the sea caves are a legitimate academic interest."

"You want to look for the Tidecaller Crabs."

"I want to document the Tidecaller Crabs. There's a difference. Academic rigour, Qingge."

"Last time you said 'academic rigour' we ended up spending an extra two days because you found a mushroom colony growing in a pattern you called 'spiritually significant.'"

"It was spiritually significant! Those fruiting bodies were arranged in a perfect nine-point formation! That doesn't happen naturally!"

"It was mushrooms."

"Spiritually significant mushrooms!" But he was grinning and Liu Qingge's mouth had gone soft at the corners and — he just liked this. That was the thing. He just liked being here, walking next to his person, arguing about mushrooms. In his previous life he'd read about this in novels and thought it sounded boring. Two people just being comfortable. No drama, no misunderstandings driving the plot. Just a walk on a nice day.

Turns out it wasn't boring at all.

"We could leave after the ceremony," Liu Qingge said. "Take the southern route. Three days if the weather holds."

"Really? That soon?"

"I have nothing scheduled. Hallmaster Jia can handle Bai Zhan for a week."

His brain immediately started running logistics — supplies, maps, whether he had enough blank journal pages for a week of field sketches. He'd need to tell Shen Qingqiu, who would complain that Shen Yuan was always running off somewhere but had stopped actually trying to prevent it, which counted as enormous personal growth for him.

"Speaking of Binghe—" Okay, time to execute the pivot he'd been planning since breakfast. "I've been thinking."

"Dangerous."

"Hilarious. I've been thinking that once he gets his sword today — and he will, he's ready — he's going to need proper instruction. Not just forms and theory but actual combat training with a spiritual blade."

Liu Qingge's stride didn't change but his shoulders stiffened. "He has a master."

"He does. And gege is an excellent teacher for scholarly cultivation and qi theory. But Shen Qingqiu's swordsmanship is—" Okay. Careful here. "—refined."

"Refined."

"Elegant. Precise. Technically flawless."

"You're trying very hard not to say something."

"I'm saying that my brother is brilliant with a blade in the way that a calligrapher is brilliant with a brush. Every stroke is beautiful and intentional. But Binghe's going to need more than beautiful strokes. He's going to need someone who can teach him how to fight. Actually fight. Adapt, Improvise, Overcome." Pause for effect. Let that land. "Someone who's the best swordsman in the cultivation world, for example."

"Flattery," Liu Qingge said.

"Factual observation. You are the best swordsman in the cultivation world. That's not flattery, that's a statistical reality. Name one person who's better."

"Shen Qingqiu would not appreciate me training his disciple."

"Gege would get over it. He got over me moving to Bai Zhan. He got over when I did that thing with all the frogs. He even speaks to Yue Qingyuan these days. His capacity for getting over things has expanded enormously, Qingge. It's very impressive."

Liu Qingge was quiet for a few steps. The path had narrowed where it curved around a rocky outcrop, cherry trees pressing close on both sides, petals falling in slow drifts. He walked through them without seeming to notice, and Shen Yuan wanted to grab his sketchbook because Liu Qingge walking through falling cherry blossoms in formal white robes was the sort of thing that shouldn't be allowed to go undocumented.

"You think he would do well moving to Bai Zhan?" Liu Qingge said.

"I think he's been ready for weeks. His foundation is solid. His qi control is better than most senior disciples twice his age. And he—" How to say this without making it weird. "He admires you. He watches you train when he thinks nobody notices. He's been copying your basic forms in his own practice and modifying them to work with his cultivation style. If you offered to teach him he'd work harder than any student you've ever had."

Liu Qingge's shoulders dropped. Not agreement yet, but close.

"I'll speak with Shen Qingqiu," he said.

"Really?"

"After the ceremony. He'll be in a good mood if the boy draws a blade."

Shen Yuan grabbed his arm with both hands. "Thank you! You won't regret it. Binghe's a natural, he just needs the right teacher and you're—" He could hear himself doing it, the gushing, tipping over into embarrassing, rein it in. "You're very competent," he finished, deliberately flat.

Liu Qingge looked at him. Stopped walking.

"Competent," he repeated.

"Skilled. Talented. Adequate." Already losing. "Good at... swords."

"A moment ago I was the best swordsman in the cultivation world. A statistical reality."

That was in a professional context. I was making a professional recommendation."

"And now?"

"Now I'm being restrained and measured in my—"

"You think I'm handsome when I train."

Brain stalled. "What."

"You watch me from the courtyard. You think I don't notice but you stop drawing and just watch." Liu Qingge stepped closer. They were standing in the middle of the path, cherry petals drifting around them, and his voice had dropped into that low register he used in their bedroom and absolutely should not be using on a public mountain path. "Yesterday you watched for twenty minutes. You didn't draw a single line."

"I was — studying form. Martial form. For reference. For my sketches—"

"You were staring."

"I was observing — as a — for art —"

"You turned red when I took my outer robe off."

He was, at this very moment, turning red. He could feel it climbing his neck and there was nothing he could do about it. "That's — the sun was — it was warm out and I have a complexion that—"

Liu Qingge kissed him. In the middle of the path, under the cherry trees, with petals landing in both their hair. Not a long kiss. Just firm and deliberate, his hand cupping the side of Shen Yuan's face, thumb in the exact spot below his ear that made his knees forget how to work.

He pulled back. Shen Yuan swayed forward, then caught himself.

"We're going to be late," Liu Qingge said. Calm. Completely unruffled. Already walking again.

Shen Yuan stood in the path for a good three seconds before his legs came back online. He jogged to catch up, face on fire, petals in his hair.

"You can't just — you can't just do that and then keep walking — Qingge — we're in public—"

"Nobody's here."

"There could be! A disciple could come around that corner at any moment!"

"Then you should stop shouting about it."

He opened his mouth, closed it, and made a frustrated sound that was embarrassingly close to a squeak. Liu Qingge's shoulders were shaking. Laughing. Silently laughing. Because he'd walked right into it, he'd completely and totally walked into it, and he would walk into it again tomorrow because he had zero defenses against a man who could go from stoic to devastating with no warning whatsoever and it was honestly criminal.

He straightened his robes. Brushed petals out of his hair. Tried to recover some dignity.

"I'm going to get you back for that," he said.

"I look forward to it."

They walked on toward Wan Jian, close enough that their shoulders bumped with every other step, the mountain blooming around them.

Wan Jian Peak announced itself before you saw it. The air changed — heavier, tinged with iron and old fire, the spiritual density of a place where people had been forging for centuries. Then the path crested the last ridge and the peak opened up in front of them and no matter how many times Shen Yuan had visited this place, it still made him stop in wonder.

From the outside Wan Jian looked like any other mountain — craggy, weathered, the outer slopes forested and unremarkable. But the mountain was hollow. Millennia ago this had been a volcano, and the ancient Wan Jian founders had built their entire peak infrastructure inside the dead caldera, carving halls and forges and living quarters into the interior walls of the stone shell. The entrance was a massive arched gateway cut directly into the mountainside, wide enough for ten people to walk abreast, the stone above it blackened and smoothed by ages of heat and spiritual energy. Iron gates stood permanently open, their surfaces worked with patterns of swords and flames. Hidden in the decoration was functional, array-etched metalwork that served as the first layer of the peak's defenses.

Once they passed through the tunnel entrance, the scale of it hit you. The hollow mountain rose above in a vast open column, daylight pouring in through the shattered crown where the old crater had been — that jagged opening far overhead letting in sky and weather, like a tree split by lightning with its heart exposed. Broad stone terraces descended in tiers from the entrance level, connected by wide staircases with iron railings forged by Wan Jian's own smiths, every balustrade and handrail shaped with the clean functional beauty of people who made things to last. Forges glowed in alcoves cut deep into the walls at every level, their heat shimmering in the air. The ring and clatter of hammers echoed up through the open space — even today, even on a ceremony day, someone was working. Wan Jian never fully stopped, the beating heart of Cang Qiong.

The ceremonial grounds were on the lowest level, the broad floor of the caldera itself: dark volcanic stone, swept clean, with the sword wall rising on the far side. The sword wall was the thing you couldn't stop looking at. It rose from the courtyard floor in tiers — a massive stepped structure, geometric, almost architectural, like someone had carved a step well into the interior cliff face. Wide ledges and narrower staircases zigzagged up the dark stone, level after level, and embedded at every height with their hilts protruding — hundreds of spiritual swords. They caught the daylight filtering down from the open crown in scattered flashes of light. Some had been there for years. Some for centuries. The oldest ones were so deep in the stone that only an inch of pommel showed.

Over the entire courtyard, invisible unless you knew to look, a protective array shimmered faintly — one of Wei Qingwei's permanent installations, shielding the wall from weather, from spiritual interference, from any force that might disturb the rest of the spiritual blades before their time.

Today the courtyard was full but not packed. This wasn't a rare event — Wan Jian held selections twice a year, spring and autumn. There was a festive energy to it, familiar to Shen Yuan. To him it felt like a graduation ceremony at a school. Spectators gathered along the edges of the courtyard and on the lower terraces — peak lords, senior disciples, families of candidates who'd travelled in, clusters of friends. Separate from them, at the base of the sword wall, a small line of candidates in formal robes waited. There were maybe ten of them, from several different peaks.

And there — Luo Binghe.

He was wearing formal Qing Jing robes. Not the junior set he usually wore but proper ceremonial ones, green with a white and teal underrobe. His hair was done properly — someone had braided the front sections back and pinned it up in a high bun, which meant either Ning Yingying had gotten to him or he'd actually practised. He looked taller in formal clothes. Older. Fifteen now — his birthday had been in the winter — which was right at the normal age for a first selection. He looked like he belonged in that line. Shen Yuan felt so indescribably proud of him. Look at his little sheep all grown up!

Lin Zhihu was next to him in the candidate line — Qiong Ding formal robes in black and white. He was practically bouncing, radiating excitement so hard Shen Yuan could feel it from across the courtyard. He Yiming and Fan Yue were in the spectator area nearby, He Yiming holding a banner that said CANG QIONG'S FINEST in bold calligraphy with an illustrated sword wreathed in what appeared to be sparkle lines. Fan Yue's work, obviously. The lettering was actually beautiful.

Binghe was not looking at his friends, a little embarrassed at the fuss. But he did turn to speak to Lin Zhihu who started gesturing at the sword wall and talking. It was Lin Zhihu's second time attempting to draw a sword from the wall. Last time, as he told it, he had found a sword that resonated with him but it hadn't allowed him to draw it. He hoped that now he was a year older and had better control of his qi that it might 'change it's mind.'

Shen Yuan and Liu Qingge walked out onto one of the terraces one floor above the courtyard. "Let's move over there and wish him luck." Shen Yuan said, already moving toward the center of the spectator area directly behind Binghe.

"You should go over there." Liu Qingge's hand gently caught his elbow and began steering him not toward the spectators but toward the candidate line.

"I will, I'll just say hi and then find a spot to watch—"

"Yuan." Liu Qingge's hand shifted from his elbow to his wrist. He wasn't pulling. Just holding. "The aspirants stand at the base of the wall. You should go stand with them."

The words arrived. His brain received them. Processed them. Failed to produce a result.

"...What?"

"Wei-shixiong agreed. You are a member of Cang Qiong. Your cultivation is strong enough. You have enough of a foundation to learn more."

He stared at Liu Qingge. The robes. The new robes, Bai Zhan colours, custom-made, laid out that morning with unusual care. I left something out for you to wear. The cooking. The tenderness waking him up. The whole morning had been — the whole morning was—

"How long have you been planning this?"

"A while."

"How long is 'a while.'"

"Since we spoke about Cheng Luan. That you wished you had a spiritual blade that chose you."

Months. That conversation was months ago, on the road to the temple, before any of it, before them. He'd said I would love to have a sword like that and Liu Qingge had — what, gone to Wei Qingwei? Arranged it? Kept it quiet all this time? Waited for the right day and then dressed him in new robes and walked him here and just—

Go stand with them.

His throat had closed up. He couldn't talk. His eyes were doing something embarrassing and he was standing in the middle of a crowd of cultivators having an emotion that was way too large for a public space.

He looked across the courtyard and found Shen Qingqiu was here also.

His brother was standing with Yue Qingyuan near the Qing Jing delegation, the Baleful Owlcat perched on his shoulders. It was properly grown now — no longer the pin-feathered kit Shen Yuan had pulled from a tree hollow. It had filled out into a sleek, owl-faced thing with tufted ears and enormous reflective eyes, its feathered tail curled around the column of Shen Qingqiu's neck like a scarf. It had decided within the first week that gege was its person and had since refused to be anywhere else. Gege, very cutely, pretended to find this inconvenient. He had named it. He'd refused to tell anyone the name, so Shen Yuan just called it Xiao-Bai "little white".

Beside him, Yue Qingyuan was trying to feed the owlcat something from his hand. The owlcat was ignoring him completely, its enormous eyes tracking a butterfly. Yue Qingyuan tried again, offering what looked like a piece of dried fish. The owlcat turned its head away with exaggerated disdain. Yue Qingyuan looked heartbroken. Shen Qingqiu was watching this out of the corner of his eye with the faintest trace of amusement, which for him was basically howling with laughter.

Then Shen Qingqiu's gaze found Shen Yuan across the crowd. He must have seen it on his face — the shock, the emotion, the standing-still-in-the-middle-of-everything. His brother gave him a brief smile. Not his thin public smile, but the real one that he saw rarely, it went all the way to his eyes.

Then he tilted his head toward the candidate line.

Go on, didi.

They'd both known. His brother and Liu Qingge. They'd planned this together. Let him walk in blind so it would hit him like this. How dare the people who loved him betray him like this.

He squeezed Liu Qingge's hand. Hard.

Then he walked toward the staircase.

Binghe spotted him first.

"Shen Yuan!" Then, catching himself: "Shen-shishu! What are you—" His eyes went to the robes. To the candidate line. "Wait. Are you—"

"Apparently." Oh God he was really doing this he was getting to draw a sword from the famous sword wall. "Surprise!" he said weakly, waving his hands.

"You're getting a sword?!" The grin that split Binghe's face was the biggest Shen Yuan had seen on him since his birthday. "You're getting a SWORD!"

"Keep your voice—"

"Lin Zhihu! ZHIHU! Shen Yuan is getting a sword!"

Lin Zhihu, three people ahead of them in the candidate line, whipped around. His face went through about six expressions in two seconds, landed on incandescent joy, and he cupped his hands around his mouth toward the spectator area. "YIMING! BANNER UPDATE!"

From across the courtyard, He Yiming's voice carried back with impressive volume for someone who was supposedly the sensible one: "We are NOT updating the banner!"

So much for slipping in quietly. Half the candidate line was staring. A Wan Jian disciple near the front gave him a look that said are you with these people and Shen Yuan was briefly tempted to deny all knowledge.

"I'm very proud of you, by the way," he told Binghe, pulling out the pouch of nuts and pressing it into his hands. "Eat something. You look green."

"This disciple is not nervous," Binghe said, already eating the nuts.

"Of course not. Very composed. The picture of calm." Fifteen years old in formal robes with a terrible poker face and a white-knuckle grip on a nut pouch. God, he was proud of this kid.

Wei Qingwei called the ceremony to order.

Peak Lord Wei Qingwei was a large man with equally large muscles. Shen Yuan sometimes forgot that not all cultivators had the typical lithe 'strong but elegant' sleeper build. Wei Qingwei looked like he spent a lot of time eating protein and hitting things with heavy hammers. He was always smiling whenever Shen Yuan had seen him, with a joking kind attitude and short dark salt and pepper beard on his jawline.

He stood at the front of the courtyard in front of the candidates, he was relaxed, enjoying himself. He'd obviously done this dozens of times and it still clearly mattered to him. He welcomed the candidates. Welcomed the spectators. Made a joke about the weather that got a laugh from the Wan Jian disciples and polite confusion from everyone else — apparently an inside reference to a previous ceremony where it had rained so hard they'd had to fish a candidate out of a drainage channel.

Then he jumped into a well prepared speech.

"The swords in this wall were forged by generations of Wan Jian masters," he said, looking up at the tiered cliff face behind him. "Every one is unique. Every one is waiting. Some have waited for years. Some for decades. Some for centuries. They're patient." He smiled. "More patient than most of you, I suspect."

Light laughter from the candidates. Binghe managed a weak grin. Lin Zhihu was vibrating.

"When a sword recognises its match, you'll feel it. A pull. A warmth. A certainty. Follow it. Walk the staircases, climb as high as it takes you. When you find your blade, draw it. If it comes free—" He spread his hands. "It's yours. Simple as that."

Simple as that. Right. Shen Yuan's palms were sweating.

"And if it doesn't come free — if you walk the wall and nothing calls — that's fine too. You are not a failure, talk with your masters. Work on your cultivation, forge your resolve. Come back next season." Wei Qingwei's voice gentled. "The swords choose when they're ready, not when you are. Sometimes they need another season to be sure. Sometimes you do. Rushing the work always makes weak metal, we want no brittle cultivators in Cang Qiong."

He was looking at the teenagers when he said it but Shen Yuan heard it anyway. Because he was going to walk up those stairs in front of everyone he knew and maybe nothing would happen. Maybe he'd climb every level and no sword would want him and he'd walk back down empty-handed.

Maybe his transmigrator-y-ness would give it away? What if none of the swords wanted him?! What if he wasn't fated to get a sword?

Binghe's shoulder bumped against his. Not an accident.

"Shen Yuan?" Quiet, just for him. "You okay?"

"I'm great. Totally fine. Not nervous at all."

"You're doing the thing with your hands."

He looked down. He was twisting the edge of his sash in both fists. He let go.

"Doesn't matter if you get one today," Binghe said. "You're already the best person I know."

"Binghe, you know Liu Qingge. You have Shen Qingqiu as your Shizun."

"I know what I said."

God. This kid. Shen Yuan took a breath, let it out, and focused on the sound of Wei Qingwei calling the first names. Wan Jian disciples had the honor of going first, well he guessed it was their peak so they got a few perks. Then candidates from other peaks in order of seniority. It was a slow process. Some disciples stopped on the first or second level, drawn to something. Some climbed higher. One came back down empty-handed. When one succeeded — a Wan Jian girl who drew a slim jian from the third level, the stone releasing it with a sound like a bell — the crowd cheered. Wei Qingwei beamed. The girl came down shaking and radiant.

Lin Zhihu went early. He bounced on his feet the entire wait, shot up the staircase at a pace that made Wei Qingwei wince, and came back twelve minutes later clutching a straight sword with a dark wooden grip and an expression of pure transcendence. He Yiming nearly tackled him. The banner was deployed. Guo Lan, standing with a cluster of An Ding disciples, was taking notes.

Then Binghe.

Shen Yuan watched him climb. Steady pace, hands at his sides. Not rushing. He passed the first level, the second, the third. Something was already happening — Shen Yuan could see it in the way Binghe's steps shifted, becoming more deliberate, like he was listening with his whole body.

The crowd went quiet. They could feel it too — that collective instinct for a moment that mattered.

Binghe stopped on the third level. His hand went out and gently touched a hilt.

Even from below Shen Yuan could see the moment the resonance hit. Binghe's whole body went still, every part of him focused on one point of contact. His fingers closed.

He pulled.

The blade came free and the light that poured from it was white. Sacred white, clean, blazing in the daylight streaming down from the open crown. A longsword — the blade glistening, the steel catching light along its entire length. Zheng Yang. The name arrived in Shen Yuan's mind from another life, another version of this story, and here it was anyway. The sword that was always his. In every version, in every world, this blade was Luo Binghe's.

Binghe held it up and the white light flared once, brilliant, then settled into a steady glow along the edge. He was crying. He didn't seem to know he was crying.

The fan club lost their minds. The banner was being waved so aggressively that He Yiming nearly hit a Bai Zhan senior with the pole. Shen Yuan was clapping and shouting wildly, his cheeks hurt from grinning and he did not care even slightly.

Binghe came down the staircase holding Zheng Yang in both hands like something sacred. Shen Yuan grabbed him by the shoulders.

"I told you. I told you you were going to be brilliant."

Binghe's face looked like he couldn't contain the happiness he had. "Thank you," he said. "For everything."

Then Lin Zhihu was there with the banner and He Yiming was slapping him on the back and the fan club swallowed him whole and that was exactly right. That was how it should be.

"Shen Yuan."

Wei Qingwei's voice. From the front.

Oh. Right.

He'd been so wrapped up in Binghe that he'd actually forgotten. All those nerves from the speech, the sweating palms, the sash-twisting — gone for twenty minutes while he watched the kid pull Zheng Yang from the wall. And now they were back. All at once. Worse, actually, because now he'd had time to build up hope without noticing.

A few heads turned in the crowd. He could feel the curiosity.

Wei Qingwei caught his eye and gave him a nod and a small encouraging smile and Shen Yuan thought: okay. Just go up. If nothing happens, nothing happens. You come back down. Try next season. It's fine.

His legs were shaking.

He started climbing.

The staircase was steep, the dark stone worn smooth by generations of feet. The stepped structure rose around him — ledges and stairs and more ledges, the geometric precision of it almost dizzying when you were inside it instead of looking up from below. Swords on every level, embedded in the rock, their hilts catching stray light. Each one gave off its own faint signature as he passed. A buzz of interest, a flicker of attention, like walking through a room where everyone glanced up and then looked away. Not you. Not yet. Keep going.

First level. Second.

The protective array hummed overhead, steady as a held breath. The spiritual energy thickened with every step.

Third level. A faint tug from somewhere to his left — a short blade with a green-wrapped grip. He paused, reached toward it. The tug faded. Not for you. Fair enough.

Fourth. Fifth. Sixth. He kept climbing. The crowd shrank below him. He didn't look down.

Seventh.

Something was different.

A warmth, spreading. The feeling of being recognised before you've been spoken to — the way a room changes when someone you love walks into it. It was ahead of him and above him, to the right, and it was getting stronger.

He followed the curve of the wall, looking at the hilts embedded here, he could feel it calling him. Like morning light. Like the first day of spring when you step outside and the air is different and you stand there for a second just breathing. Like someone opening a door just as you reach a threshold.

The sword was high on the wall, just above his head. The hilt was wrapped in what looked like a gold wire, from the design of the guard he guessed that it was a jian.

It was waiting for him. He could feel it in his meridians, in his core, in the specific place where his qi lived. Quiet. Patient. Just—

There you are. I've been here.

He reached up and wrapped his hand around the hilt.

The resonance went through him like a sacred chord, a deep thrum inside of him. Every meridian lit up, qi flowing toward the point of contact and meeting, blending with the other. The sword's energy met his and it felt like greeting an old friend, that easy recognition. Two things that had always been meant for each other, connecting.

The sword slid free from the stone silently, effortlessly. Like it had been resting, waiting for exactly this hand, this time. For him. For Shen Yuan to come and claim him.

He held it up.

The blade was the colour of shimmering gold. The metal itself — warm, living, catching the light from above and holding it. The surface had a pattern folded into the steel, petals instead of Cheng Luan's water. Layers and layers of them, barely visible unless the light was right, folded into the blade by whoever had forged it, years or decades or centuries ago. Just knowing it needed to be made exactly this way.

The warmth from the hilt spread up his arm and it felt like belonging. The actual thing.

His hand was shaking. The blade wasn't.

He looked down from this point high on the sword wall and he could see them all.

Shen Qingqiu with Yue Qingyuan. As he watched, his brother reached over and plucked a stray blossom from Yue Qingyuan's shoulder with two fingers — absent, proprietary. Yue Qingyuan turned to him with an expression of such open helpless adoration that Shen Qingqiu's ears went pink. The owlcat, still on his shoulders, chose this moment to finally accept the dried fish from Yue Qingyuan's hand, which made Yue Qingyuan light up like a child and Shen Qingqiu roll his eyes so hard it was visible from all the way up here.

Binghe in the middle of the fan club, holding up Zheng Yang while Lin Zhihu examined it and He Yiming tried to touch it and got his hand slapped. Binghe was laughing. Face blotchy from crying and laughing and his sword rested in his hands like it had always been there.

Liu Qingge.

Standing apart from the crowd. Cheng Luan at his hip. White and grey robes, dark hair loose in the spring wind. Looking up at him. Smiling — not the almost-smile, not the twitch at the corner. A real one, full and open, and aimed straight at him.

Shen Yuan ran down the staircase.

He took the steps two at a time, three at a time, the golden sword singing in his hand, and he was laughing — he could hear himself laughing and couldn't stop, the sound bouncing off the dark stone walls of the step well, bright and wild and his. The crowd at the bottom blurred as he came down the last flight and he didn't slow. He crossed the courtyard at a dead sprint, petals kicking up under his boots, new robes flying, every head turning, and Liu Qingge saw him coming and opened his arms and Shen Yuan launched himself into them.

Liu Qingge caught him. Lifted him clean off the ground. Shen Yuan's arms went around his neck and the sword was still in his hand, warm against Liu Qingge's back, and Liu Qingge was laughing — actually laughing, out loud, the sound startled out of him — and he spun. One full turn in the middle of the courtyard with Shen Yuan off the ground and petals swirling around them in the draft of it.

Shen Yuan was laughing so hard he couldn't breathe. He was clutching a golden sword and a man he loved and the spring was everywhere — drifting down through the open crown of the mountain from the flowering trees on the rim above, settling in Liu Qingge's dark hair and on the shoulders of his white robes and on the gold of his beautiful new blade.

Liu Qingge set him down. Kept his arms where they were.

"Hi you," Shen Yuan said. His voice came out cracked and stupid with joy.

"Yuan," Liu Qingge said, and kissed him, and somewhere behind them the fan club was screaming and Binghe was cheering and Wei Qingwei was clapping and none of it mattered and all of it mattered and the sword hummed warm against his palm.

And from his lovely sword came a word, settling into place like he's always known, the sword told him what it was called.

花露

Huā Lù.

Flower Dew.