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It started off like any other day. It had been three weeks since the curse had broken. Three weeks since their new relationship had officially begun. Since then, they had shared many hugs, kisses, small touches, but nothing more. Even those little moments felt surreal to Tohru, as if she couldn't quite believe she actually got to have Kyo in the way that she had so desperately wanted for so long.
Most days saw Shigure and Yuki hanging around at the house, going about their usual business while Kyo and Tohru tried not to be too obvious with their newly requited feelings for each other. But Tohru was getting a little restless if she was being completely honest with herself.
She had a hard time telling how Kyo felt about the prospect of intimacy with her. She couldn't exactly come right out and ask him; that would be far too embarrassing and she would most definitely blush and fumble her way through sentences if she dared to try. She knew that he enjoyed kissing and touching in the ways that they had been doing, if his small sighs and soft smiles were anything to go by.
She was also unsure if it was too soon to even think about going further with Kyo. She had never been in a serious emotional relationship, much less physical. Was she going too fast, thinking about these things? Would she scare him if she brought up the topic? There was no way to know unless she tried.
But Tohru Honda was no coward when it came to trying new things, even if she was nervous! So, she had come to the decision that tonight was the night. She would make her first move to see where they stood in their relationship, nerves and all.
Yuki had gone out with Kakeru for the evening (most likely on a date), and wouldn't be back until late. Although he hadn't admitted anything to anyone about his relationship with the other boy, the rest of his housemates had gotten the feeling there was something deeper between those two than mere friendship. Regardless if he ever decided to come forward about their relationship or not, Tohru was thrilled for him. He seemed happier, more carefree these days.
Shigure had gone to the main estate for the evening and had been sure to let the trio know that he would probably not be coming home until the next morning. Whether he was intentionally making his actions clear to give them assurance of their alone time or not, Tohru didn't know, but she was grateful all the same. She could tell that Kyo was also relieved in the subtle way that his shoulders relaxed.
And so, tonight it was just the two of them. Tohru had prepared dinner for them both, (fish, Kyo's favorite), and they had eaten side by side in comfortable silence. However, after they finished eating and cleaning up, she could tell without words that there was a heaviness in the air; a looming prospect of what they both knew could happen tonight.
Her cheeks had been in a constant state of soft heat since the moment that they had headed up to their usual spot on the roof. And when Kyo looked over at her, she could see the love and adoration he felt for her in his soft gaze and the slight pink hue to his own cheeks. She felt herself blush harder.
"You're sure you're ready to come away with me?" He asked softly. "I know that it's sudden, but... I've decided. I want to be with you forever. But even so, I know it's not fair of me to ask that of you, to leave everything and everyone behind for me–"
"Yes," she said with confidence, interrupting him. "I've made up my mind." She had never wanted anything or anyone more in her entire life. No matter where he went, she would follow. She had known this for a long time. "I love you, Kyo-kun. More than anything. I want to be with you forever, too. And I will, I'll be with you..."
"Tohru..."
He whispered her name with such reverence as he leaned toward her to brush a tear from her cheek. When had that fallen? When had she started crying? All of these emotions were rushing in all at once like a flowing river, and she couldn't hold it back.
His hand remained on her cheek as he looked into her eyes, the cool night breeze gently blowing through their hair. Slowly, he leaned in for a kiss. This was familiar. They had kissed many times in the past few weeks. All of them just sweet brushes of lips, only several seconds each time.
But as Kyo pressed his lips against hers, Tohru could tell that this time felt different. This one was somehow filled with more urgency and fire than all the previous kisses that they had shared.
"I love you," he breathed the words into her lips.
She whimpered. She couldn't help it. The words, the emotions, the sweet night air; it was all having a strange effect on her. All at once, she felt bold.
Before she realized what she was doing, she had started to climb into his lap, never breaking the kiss. Their lips were softly moving against each other now, as he leaned back to allow her onto him. She felt his arms cautiously wind themselves around her small body as her own slipped around his neck. Tohru pressed their chests together as she situated herself on top of his crossed legs, her lips still eagerly pressing more kisses to his.
Both of their breaths hitched briefly, like they always did when they embraced, as if waiting for that poof of smoke that would never happen again. When several seconds passed with nothing, both relaxed back into each other, sighing softly together. They continued their kisses for a few more moments, and then, feeling brave, Tohru did something she had never done before.
She swiped her tongue against his bottom lip.
Just the barest touch, but it was enough for Kyo to gasp, clearly caught off guard by the sudden action. But he only hesitated for a second before he hummed quietly and opened his mouth for her, granting her access. It was as if something primal had taken over, and he was acting on instinct now. It caused a warm, pleasant feeling to begin to stir in the pit of her stomach.
The first feeling of their tongues coming together lit a fire in her like she had never felt before. The warmth of his mouth mixed with the feeling of his tongue caressing her own drove her wild. She decided that she could do this for hours without tiring of the feeling.
Whether they had been kissing for minutes or hours, she didn't know. They had lost track of time in their need for physical intimacy, only breaking apart occasionally from lack of oxygen. Small sounds were escaping Tohru's mouth without her permission, but she couldn't find it in herself to care.
Kyo was in no better state himself. The sounds he was making were like nothing she had ever heard from him before; tiny moans, soft gasps. They were doing funny things to her head as heat rushed downward to pool between her legs. His hands were gently running along her sides, as if too unsure or scared to go anywhere else. Eventually, her hips started rocking on their own, pushing down into his until she suddenly felt something hard through their clothing beneath her.
They broke apart suddenly to gasp, both feeling the movement. They stared at each other, flushed and panting, eyes wide with blown pupils. She took note of how Kyo's hair was a mess where she must have unknowingly been running her hands through it.
She wasn't stupid. She knew what it was that she had felt, and it excited her. But Kyo had a look of shocked terror in his eyes, as if he couldn't believe that this had happened, that he had done this to her.
"T-Tohru..." he trailed off, his voice deeper and rougher than she'd ever heard it. She shivered.
"Kyo-kun..." she whispered. She didn't know what to ask or say. They had never gone this far before. This was unfamiliar territory.
But it was exhilarating. She suddenly desperately wanted him to know how happy and excited this was making her.
He spoke before she could. "Tohru, what do you... how far do you..." he said so softly she could barely hear him. He seemed unsure, like he couldn't quite get the words out. But she understood.
The last thing she wanted was for him to misunderstand and get spooked. Tohru knew she needed to make her feelings clear, right here. Right now.
"Kyo-kun, I want you. Whatever you want, that's what I want. However far you want to go, I also want to go." She pushed the words out with as much conviction as she could muster, even as her voice shook slightly.
She could see the flicker of hope in his eyes, but he still seemed hesitant. "Are you sure? W-we don't have to go any further if you don't want to. I just want you to be comfortable," he said while struggling to hold her gaze.
His honesty and concern for her gave Tohru the courage she needed to continue. She felt a surge of love come over her. But more than that, she felt a wave of desire so strong in that moment that it made her feel weak and breathless. If she had been standing, it would've brought her to her knees.
She pressed her forehead to his. "Please, Kyo-kun," she couldn't help but moan. "I need you, so badly. I want you. I want everything, so long as you want me, too." She forced the words out, even as her cheeks blazed. She had to make sure she wasn't the only one longing for this.
Kyo closed his eyes and groaned, deep within his chest, as if he couldn't hold it back. It was the single most attractive thing she had ever seen him do, and it sent another spike of heat through her.
"You're gonna kill me," he said, his voice sounding pained and shaking with lust. "Of course I want you. I want you so badly, it hurts. As long as you're sure..."
Tohru surged forward, unable to stand it anymore. She pressed the words into his lips. "I’m sure. Please, Kyo-kun."
He groaned again, and opened his mouth for her, inviting her in. Their tongues met once again, dancing in the heat of each other's mouths. There was an even stronger sense of desperation now; the admittance of feelings and mutual consent urging them along.
But there was one problem.
Kyo pulled away slightly, only enough to speak. "We should probably move somewhere… else for this..." he said.
Oh. Right. They were still on the roof. She had gotten so distracted by everything that she had forgotten where they were.
"Maybe we could… go to my room?" she smiled hopefully.
He smiled back, just as warm. "Sounds like a plan."
The trip to her room took a little longer than it would've under normal circumstances. With the way they kept stopping to steal little kisses along the way, it was a miracle they made it to their destination in any reasonable time at all.
Once Kyo closed the door behind Tohru, all bets were off. Any lingering doubts seemed to completely fly out the window all at once. They made it; they were finally here, alone in Tohru's room with a clear goal in mind. The uncertainty was gone, and they could both feel it.
Kyo gently grabbed Tohru by the backs of her legs and hoisted her up against the door, her giggles filling the air as he did so. Her legs immediately wrapped themselves around his waist, seemingly of their own accord. She could feel him smiling as he slotted their lips together again. It felt so right to be kissing him, like this was where she was always meant to be.
It wasn't long before she felt herself moaning against him, their position with their hips pressed together making it increasingly difficult for her to think clearly. Desire was clouding her mind, and she was about to ask him to take her to the bed when he seemed to get the same idea.
He carried her over to the bed, her body still tightly wound around him, before depositing her onto the mattress and immediately covering her small frame with his own. They couldn't seem to keep their lips away from each other, now that they had gotten a taste of how good it could be.
Tohru was the first to start tugging at his shirt, silently asking permission to rid him of it. He granted it easily, taking a hold of it himself and pulling it off.
As soon as his upper body was bare, her eyes locked onto him and she couldn't look away. She had seen his chest dozens of times of course, but she had never allowed herself to look for long, and especially never with this context. His skin was tan and smooth, his torso and arms lightly muscled from all the hours that he had trained at the dojo. The moonlight shining in from the window seemed to make him glow in the most alluring way. Kyo was devastatingly handsome. Tohru was absolutely mesmerized.
She felt his gaze on her, and when she looked up, he had the cutest blush on his cheeks. He seemed bashful at her staring. She loved him all the more.
"Your turn," he said quietly.
She felt herself blush. When she made no move to remove her shirt, he cautiously placed his hands at the bottom. He looked at her before continuing. She nodded and smiled. He slowly lifted her blouse up over her head and tossed it to the side.
She noticed the way his breath quickened. His eyes were glued to her chest, seemingly in a state of awe at what was in front of him. She felt a surge of bravery.
Tohru slowly reached behind her back, Kyo's eyes tracking the movement. After undoing the clasp, she let it go, and her bra slipped off of her shoulders.
It was silent for a moment. Then he breathed the words with wonder. "You're so beautiful."
She had never felt beautiful before. Not like this. But Kyo had a way of making her feel like she was; he made her feel loved and desired. Her confidence grew.
She brought her hands down to her shorts and started to tug downward. His eyes widened and he cursed under his breath as he watched her hands shakingly remove them altogether. Now all she had left was her underwear.
Tohru's eyes dropped to his pants, and he seemed to understand. Nodding, he started to undo his belt as she watched. Somehow, the act of him removing articles of clothing in front of her was causing the flame she felt in her belly to burn even stronger. She knew her face couldn't get any redder as he took off his pants, but when she looked up, she could see the color rising in his cheeks as well. At least she wasn't the only one feeling embarrassed.
All that was left were their undergarments; his boxer briefs and her panties. The obvious outline of his erection through the fabric was impossible to ignore, and Tohru was struggling to think about anything else. The heat in the room seemed to be at an all-time high as they looked at each other.
Kyo seemed to make a decision in his head, because he took a breath and touched the top of his underwear.
Her breath caught in her throat as he slowly peeled the article of clothing away to reveal his cock, standing proudly between his legs. Tohru didn't have a point of reference in this arena, but she decided in that moment that his cock was gorgeous. It wasn't too big or too small. It was the perfect size for his build. It curved delicately up toward his stomach with the tip flushed red with arousal. She could see a bead of liquid threatening to spill over.
As she took in the sight in front of her, Kyo kept his eyes tightly shut, unable to face her. He was completely exposed now. But when he finally managed to open them up, she figured he must've been met with the hungriest expression he had ever seen her make. Tohru felt herself biting her lip as her eyes roamed up and down his body.
He seemed to gain some confidence at that. With determination in his eyes, he reached for her underwear. Her nervousness returned as she felt his fingers pull the garment down. Would he like the way she looked? Would he find her sexually attractive? These thoughts swirled in her head as he undressed her. But the feeling was gone as quickly as it came when she saw the heat in his eyes. Kyo was looking at her as if she was a goddess.
He moaned at the sight of her, and she suddenly realized how wet she was for him. She had practically soaked her panties, but she had been too distracted by his body to notice.
“Tohru, can I—can I please…” He looked as though he was struggling to get the words out.
“Can you… what? What is it, Kyo-kun?” she softly encouraged him to continue. Then, he slowly leaned down and lowered his head until his mouth was right above her. His eyes met hers.
Oh. Oh.
All of the blood in her body simultaneously rushed to her face and the place between her thighs.
“Y-yes…” she could barely answer, filled with so much anticipation she could hardly speak. She had never let herself even dream of something like this, especially not with Kyo. But as soon as the word left her mouth, he lowered his head the rest of the way until his lips met her folds.
Every thought that didn’t have to do with this moment instantly left her mind. Tohru could focus on nothing else but the feeling of his tongue peeking out to taste her. Distantly, she heard moaning, only to realize that those sounds were coming from her own mouth. Kyo’s tongue gently rubbed circles around the little nub that she had only ever let herself touch a handful of times. But it had never felt like this. This was a completely new sensation, so good she almost couldn’t take it.
Kyo seemed to be enjoying himself quite a bit. She lifted her head and looked down to find him with the most blissful expression, eyes closed, as if there was nowhere else in the world that he would rather be than with his head between Tohru’s thighs. Every moan she let out was answered with one of his own. The vibrations from his mouth only added to the pleasure she felt, and she could feel herself rapidly climbing toward her peak. He must’ve sensed her approaching climax somehow; she felt him suddenly start to suck at her, and wow, was that the correct move. She saw white.
Tohru threw her head back as she cried out his name. Wave after wave of pleasure coursed through her as her body convulsed. She had never felt anything so incredible. It flowed through her whole being like a delicious electric current before finally starting to ease up. As her orgasm subsided and the last of the aftershocks were over, she realized that at some point she had started to grip his hair. She let go of the orange locks with an apologetic smile, but if the dreamy look on his face was anything to go by, Kyo obviously hadn’t minded.
Once he was sure she had been satisfied, Kyo moved up on the bed until his body was fully aligned with hers as he brought their lips together again. She could taste herself on his tongue through the kiss, but she didn’t mind. This kiss was different. Her mind registered at once all of the places where their bodies met; the delicious press of skin on skin. She felt it as soon as his cock brushed her body, and she throbbed at the feeling.
Emboldened, Tohru reached down to wrap her hand around his length. Kyo hissed at the contact, burying his face into her neck. He was so hard, but the skin was so velvety and soft as she gave a few experimental strokes. Wetness collected at the tip, and she gathered it and spread it down his shaft.
He was making little sounds, tiny moans against her skin as if he couldn’t keep them in. His hips started to thrust into her hand, and it served as a heady reminder of what else they could do.
Kyo lifted his head while his hand gently grabbed her to stop her movement. Tohru gave a questioning noise as she looked up at his face. Had she done something wrong?
“Tohru, this feels amazing. But I’m gonna be honest with you…” Kyo took a breath. “I’m going to come if you keep doing that, and I would really like to not ruin this tonight by ending things too quickly,” he finished sheepishly.
Tohru felt her face light up for what felt like the millionth time that night. But she couldn’t deny that his words made her ache with desire. She regretfully let go of him while leaning forward and placed her lips next to his ear.
“Okay, Kyo-kun. Please make love to me,” she whispered while trying to force down the shyness that she felt.
Kyo groaned lowly while his hips gave an aborted thrust at her words. “You’re doing this on purpose, aren’t you?” He muttered with a smile.
Delighted at his reaction, Tohru giggled and pulled him close. “I don’t know what you’re talking about,” she said coyly.
He reluctantly left her side on the bed in favor of quickly walking to the dresser and retrieving a box of condoms from the top drawer. Kyo looked back at her and could see the question in her eyes. “I didn’t buy them. They’re from Haru. I had to listen to him try to give me advice about sex, as if I wanted to hear anything like that from him,” he mumbled with distaste, pulling a condom out of the box.
Tohru smiled, thankful for the ‘gift’ from Haru, albeit extremely embarrassed. She pushed that feeling away as Kyo rejoined her on the bed. He gently nudged her down until she was laying on her back. Giving her a brief kiss before sitting up, he tore open the condom and rolled it onto his length, his hands only shaking slightly.
She watched in fascination as the gravity of what was about to happen hit her at once. Her breathing sped up and Kyo moved to hover over her, not breaking eye contact. Tohru instinctively wound her arms around his neck as she felt him barely press against her slit, and her breath hitched. He hesitated.
His eyes asked permission without needing to voice the words. Tohru felt warmth flood through her. He was still making sure she wanted this, even after everything they had done. She loved him. So much.
“Please.”
It was all he needed to hear. They both gasped as Kyo slowly started to sink into her. She felt a slight stretching sensation, but no pain. Mostly, she felt full as he finally bottomed out. He didn’t move as he waited for her to adjust, watching her closely to look for any signs of pain. Eventually, his hips started to shake with the effort of holding back, and he dropped his head as he trembled.
“Tohru—”
“I’m okay, Kyo-kun. You can move,” she cut him off, trying not to sound overwhelmed. Yet it was hard with all the new feelings she was experiencing.
He whined as his hips gave the tiniest thrust possible, but it was enough. Tohru moaned at the feeling, and it was as if a switch had been flipped.
He couldn’t hold back anymore. Kyo started to thrust in earnest, each one pulling whimpers from Tohru’s mouth. She couldn’t control it. It felt so good, even better than she had imagined (and she had imagined it quite a bit). All the love she had for this orange-haired man was flowing out of her with every movement he made. Hot tears started to form in her eyes from the emotions and sensations flowing through her whole body. It felt like she was melting in the best way.
When Kyo noticed the wetness on her cheeks, he immediately slowed down as his eyes widened in panic. “Tohru, what’s wrong? Am I hurting you? Should I stop—”
“No, no please don’t stop Kyo!” There went the ‘kun’. “It feels so good, please don’t stop,” she cried out. She was practically wailing in pleasure now, and at her words of assurance, Kyo let out a desperate moan of his own as he sped up again.
Not long after, his thrusts started to lose their rhythm, becoming erratic as he approached his climax. Before she knew what was happening, Kyo’s hand had snuck down between their bodies to rub circles on her clit. Stars burst behind her eyes at his touch. She cried out his name as he pleasured her, and he began grunting with every thrust. Her second orgasm snuck up on her all once and she felt her walls clamp down around him. Waves of euphoria rolled through her body as she heard him moaning above her. She knew she was moaning too, but she could hardly hear it over the blood pounding in her ears from the intensity of her climax.
Kyo was still thrusting into her, but it was clear he was almost at his limit. She brought his head down to her and ran her fingers through his hair while she breathed into his ear.
“I love you, Kyo-kun.”
Kyo let out the loudest groan she had heard yet as his hips stuttered. Tohru felt his cock pulsing inside of her as he came, and it was an intoxicating feeling. He let out small whimpers above her as he came down from his high and lowered his body down onto her, making sure not to crush her with his full weight. He was breathing hard, clearly exhausted after his intense orgasm.
After several minutes of him catching his breath while she held him, he gently pulled out of her as he mouthed his way up her jaw until he reached her mouth. He pressed kisses to her lips as he whispered, “I love you, Tohru.”
She was so in love with this man. This hot-tempered, kind-hearted, orange-haired man. She took his face in her hands and met his bright orange gaze. No more words needed to be said. No matter where they were, no matter what happened, Tohru knew that Kyo would always keep her safe and cherished. The love that they shared burned so brightly in their eyes, and she felt herself melting into him again.
Several hours later, long after the pair had fallen asleep cuddled around each other, there was movement and whispering downstairs.
Yuki slowly and carefully tiptoed up the stairs of the house, a giddy Kakeru in tow. He peeked his head around the corner at the top, scanning the hallway for any sign of Kyo or Tohru. He breathed a small sigh of relief when he saw neither.
Kakeru’s head suddenly popped into his peripheral vision. He knew what was coming before it happened, but he wasn’t quick enough to stop it.
“Hey Yun Yun, do you–”
Yuki slapped his hand over the idiot’s mouth. “Shut up! They’ll hear you,” he hissed. Kakeru just hummed against his hand while he stared at him with half-lidded eyes. Yuki could feel him smiling beneath his palm.
He reluctantly let his hand fall away from Kakeru’s face and instead grabbed the other boy’s wrist, cautiously starting to drag him down the hallway to his room. Yuki snuck a glance into Kyo’s room where the door was slightly ajar. Empty.
His eyes looked toward Tohru’s room, where her door was shut. He figured they were both probably in there. Before he could stop himself, he wondered briefly if they–
“Do you think they were fucking?” Kakeru whispered with a smirk. Yuki felt his face heat up as he scowled.
“I’m going to punch you,” he threatened with little heat as his eyes closed in annoyance. Even if he had just been thinking the same thing, some things were better left unspoken.
He all but shoved the giggling brunet into his room as he took one last glance at Tohru’s door. Yuki smiled to himself before closing his door and locking it.