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Dirty Little Secret by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
01 Jun 2026
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It happened within five seconds, the camera landed on the ground, probably knocked out by one of the man’s muscular thighs. And that was the moment he saw it. No, himself— all lodged in a far corner of the bedroom. Hidden off to the side, there were several posters of Kai, some signed, some looked like they had been folded before.
The livestream cut off abruptly and Kai was met with his own reflection, not knowing if his pupils were large from busting a huge load over his hand or from the utter shock that the faceless camboy he’s been obsessed with is his… fanboy?
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Huening Kai is an established actor who doesn’t have the time to get into a proper relationship due to the eclectic nature of his job. Over the past year, he has developed an obsession with a faceless camboy whose waist is eerily similar to that of the cute production assistant in the new movie he’s filming.
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Rosy Red by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears)
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
03 May 2026
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Soobin felt the sudden sting of Beomgyu’s wide open palm.
Ridden with shock, his fingers trembled around Beomgyu’s wrist as he attempted to meet his eyes in the dark room. Soobin’s jaw hung loose in utter amazement, trying his hardest to preserve this inconsequential moment in time. Drowning the instant Beomgyu’s palm connected with his beckoning skin and all he wanted was to sink all the way to the bottom.
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Sweet, Sweet Fantasy by ghostingwounds (vacillatortears) for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
11 Feb 2026
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"Where do you do your maid laundry?"
"Here, duh. It's way easier than hauling it home at midnight. Plus, it was a calculated measure I had to take for you not to find out my secret job."
"Really? Then how come I found this in my pile of clothes?" Soobin pulls out a black lace thong from his pocket. Holding it up close to his nose like the animal he is. Nobody's died from shame.
Taehyun stares back, horrified as he scrambles to get the panties out of Soobin's hands, "T-that's not part of the outfits, just for personal use."
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Soobin snoops around Taehyun's room and finds an expansive collection of maid dresses in his closet.
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Cyanotype Lover by vacillatortears for mariachiseoks
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Feb 2026
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Soobin's eyes are black as night, the corners of his lips are sharp, but his dimples smooth down his smile. He kisses with his eyes closed, while pressing his body against Taehyun's like he's driving a crash test car. And his hands are as slender as his body, but still large and looming. His tongue traces around the sharpness of Taehyun's incisors meticulously, marking an invisible path inside of him.
Taehyun grows hungry again.
"You're so cute, kitten…" Soobin whispers touching his lips, he tries to dive in for another kiss, but Taehyun pulls back. Soobin's chocolate scent sours slightly from his reaction.
A nervous laugh escapes him, "No, I'm not."
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Stop Waiting (A Tiny Fire Called Desire) by vacillatortears
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
05 Dec 2025
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Every movement brings him closer to that sweet edge where the pleasure cancels out the deep-seated fatigue embedded in his bones. Where he is completely one with Soobin and all his worries about the future melt away. A little slice of heaven that bleeds right at the center of his heart. That for a split second, makes him wonder if the other feels the same as him.
Instead of fighting it, Beomgyu succumbs completely under his touch.
"Say it," Soobin grunts into his ear, still at the brutal pace he set earlier.
"Mm— Yours." He gasps, one of Soobin's telltale signs of nearing completion is possessiveness.
"That's right. You're mine, so fucking mine."
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down bad, crying at the gym by str4wberries for L33_the_leaf
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
01 Jul 2026
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Soobin doesn’t want to go to the gym, not now, not ever. He’s never even had an inkling of curiosity about the gym. But he does have to go, because Yeonjun is begging for them to go together, and he’s afraid he won’t hear the end of it if he doesn’t just give in.
or;
Soobin has a crush on a regular at Yeonjun’s gym.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
01 Jul 2026
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He puts his own machine at a brisk walking pace, something he can keep up with because he’s gay and tends to walk faster than the average straight person.
#RepresentationMatters #HappyPrideMonth2.0 🤭🤭
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Kai gets invited backstage and gets to meet his favorite band in more ways than he expected.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
29 Jun 2026
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“You taste so good, I wonder if all of your body will be like this,” Beomgyu says, lapping at his open mouth a few times.
if you have a thing for kai getting devoured, come join my cult... this is one of the sacred texts 🤭🤭
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After living surrounded by cat-hybrids, dog-hybrid Beomgyu moves to the city and meets his housemate, Soobin.
Beomgyu is a bit scared of Soobin.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
19 Jun 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Beomgyu is slow to pick up their plates, but Soobin just smiles at him and motions for him to follow and he's just like a puppy-trailing after his hyung.
i love these puppies so much 😭😭
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"You're not Kai."
There's an inexplicably uncanny air in the way Kai tilts his head with an almost innocent smile. He’s pretty, impossibly ethereal as he always has been.
"Ah but... does that matter?”
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Kai's dead, and Soobin keeps watering weeds.
Bookmarked by vacillatortears
17 Jun 2026
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“I waited all spring for you. I waited all spring for you, knowing only that I love you.”
clinging to the bloody heart in my hands because it’s been ripped out.. incredible
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“Taehyun, am I unlovable?”
Taehyun stares at him blankly, but before Kai can retract his question, he snaps the water back on, aiming the jet straight at his face.
“What the hell?” he splutters, coughing and choking.
“Exactly,” Taehyun states, bending down so he’s staring Kai right in the eye. “What the hell, Kai?”
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Taehyun's always been there for his best friend through his break-ups, but there's a type of heartbreak Kai has to mend himself — one where he's in love with that very best friend.
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Bookmarked by vacillatortears
09 Jun 2026
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“Be careful, dummy, if you fall down, you might sink right in and I won’t ever find you.”
awww these cuties ( ∩´͈ ᐜ `͈∩)