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    It’s happened enough times by now that it feels like a running joke. Seonghwa throws out a complaint about never being praised properly. Hongjoong meets it with an easy grin and just enough teasing in his tone to keep it from tipping into anything serious. The members laugh, the staff laughs too, and the moment passes like it always does.

    And afterward, Seonghwa leaves everything exactly as it is. He straightens his posture, gathers whatever dignity remains, and pretends—very convincingly, he thinks—that he has absolutely no deeper emotional investment in the situation whatsoever.

    Seonghwa tells himself he is above fishing for compliments. This belief lasts right up until Hongjoong is the one withholding them.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Jeong Yunho, 25, Beloved South Korean Pop Soloist, Caught Paying for Sex With Another Man, flashed through Yunho's head.

    “I didn’t hire you,” he blurted and Hongjoong’s expression barely changed. “My manager,” Yunho cleared his throat, trying to think before he opened his mouth and revealed more than he had to. Like how, despite his popularity, Yunho’s last girlfriend was in elementary school. He didn’t really drink or have sex or participate in anything too unsavory without getting hot flashes due to nerves. Prostitution was one of those unsavory things and Yunho could feel the heat climbing up his neck as Hongjoong tilted his head. “I think he had the wrong idea.”

    “I don’t do refunds,” Hongjoong said flatly and Yunho froze.

    In which abura soba is dethroned as Yunho's favorite thing in Japan.

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    26 May 2026

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    They’re in rehearsal before their last two concerts in Kobe when it happens. It’s just one bad landing, his foot slipping where the stage is dented slightly in one place. No one else notices at first, but Seonghwa feels more than hears the sickening pop in his knee.

    The pain that erupts through his body makes dark spots appear, dancing, in his field of vision. He looks around, but no one is there to catch him, so he stays upright, tears springing to his eyes.

    Seonghwa and the difficult art of letting yourself be taken care of.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    Hongjoong doesn't know how he ended up here, under the flashing lights of a gay club and the influence of an ungodly cocktail. He doesn't know how to be this person he's been suppressing for decades, how to take something he wants just for the sake of it, without the shame and secrecy he's carried with him all his life.

    But Seonghwa radiates shamelessness—so much so that Hongjoong can feel it seep into him with every touch, every kiss, every burst of pleasure he's denied himself for years.

    Seonghwa knows what he wants, and he's confident that he knows exactly what Hongjoong wants too.

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    23 Jan 2026

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    After a few dead ends, Seonghwa finally found the door marked “Third Officer.” He hesitated, the ship’s gentle rocking suddenly more noticeable as he crouched to slide the envelope underneath the door, his hand trembling.

    No going back now.

    Seonghwa straightened and turned to go, feeling an instant flood of relief—until, for the second time that week, he nearly collided with someone standing right behind him.

    “Are you always in the habit of sneaking around, Mr. Park?”

    In 1909, chance meetings on the S.S. Runic set Seonghwa on a journey through Edwardian London, New York, and the depths of the Atlantic aboard the Titanic.

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    16 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    what could I write here that could live up to this piece?