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The grief he’s carrying is a familiar weight, one his body has adjusted to carrying over his lifetime— but this time it's different and he knows it. This time, there's something dangerous about it.
At the crossroads of the end and beginning of all things, as the God he knew withers alone somewhere, and the God he raised sits alone in Heaven, Dean knows that he’s just a hair's width away from completely and utterly succumbing to the weight of it all.
Three months after Cas gets taken by the Empty, Dean takes a case.
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26 Jul 2021
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He can’t help but think:
This is exactly how I imagined it.
Because it is, because it was never going to be light-hearted and good and because the universe has never let him have something good and keep it, because he doesn’t even exist or he doesn't think he wants to (it’s getting harder to tell the difference).
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10 Jun 2021
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Slowly, Mystery Man raises his head. And when his eyes meet Dean’s again, they are so full that Dean is nearly leveled by it. Just. There’s love there, affection, fondness, all in that haunted cornflower blue. They’re greedy, too, like they’re consuming every detail. Dean forgets to breathe. “You sure this guy ain’t dead?” he manages. “Cause you’re looking at me like the last time you saw his mug was ten years ago.”
Mystery Man inhales sharply but doesn’t so much as blink. “He’s very much alive. He made pancakes this morning.” No further elaboration.
“Right…” Dean says a little awkwardly. “Well, since this is happening, apparently, what’s your name?”
Now, Mystery Man hesitates, frowns. Finally, he says, “My name is Cas.”
or the one where dean is at a bar in 2005 and he gets a visit from a stranger who feels familiar but he cant figure out why
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06 Jun 2021
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Everyone has their own version of Heaven on Earth; whether it’s a childhood home, a vacation destination, or a moment with family and friends. Cas is no exception. Even though he’s intricately been a part of Heaven since creation, Cas has been lucky enough to find his own very real version on Earth with Dean: curled up in a warm bed in the gentle morning light. With eyes closed, the soft brush of lips feels intimate, warm, and sleepy.
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- Part 11 of 50 Types of Kisses: Destiel Edition
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31 May 2021
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Dean manages to avoid being alone with Castiel for three days when he first gets back from the Empty.
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26 May 2021
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“What? Does watching me snore get your rocks off or something?”
Dean’s tone borders on joking, but the words burn uncomfortably in Castiel’s ears. He can feel where the whole line of his body tenses. He needs to leave, needs to escape and wrap all of his rotten fantasies up in a tight little box and throw them away where they will never see the light of day again. Castiel swallows, jolts as his eyes dart around and refuse to meet Dean’s.
“Wait.” Dean sounds disbelieving. Castiel wants to disappear. “Wait, seriously, Cas?”
or the one where cas doesn't really understand how human kinks work or why he finds dean sleeping so hot, and dean is just excited to do something that cas wants
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- Part 1 of you see me in the lovely garden tending
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15 May 2021
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To the naked eye they look no different from ordinary trinkets, lucky charms perhaps, simple objects the dead often keep on them in the grave.
Maybe they are. Maybe it’s Zagreus that makes them hold power.
(concept: god's keepsakes and blessings change zagreus' appearance and behavior during an escape. thanatos takes notice.)
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14 May 2021
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To the naked eye they look no different from ordinary trinkets, lucky charms perhaps, simple objects the dead often keep on them in the grave.
Maybe they are. Maybe it’s Zagreus that makes them hold power.
(concept: god's keepsakes and blessings change zagreus' appearance and behavior during an escape. thanatos takes notice.)
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14 May 2021
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He shouldn’t, he knows. He knows that’s not the kind of thing you do, touch yourself to the thought of your best friend as he sleeps across from you, unaware of what you’re doing. Dean would probably be disgusted, if he knew, because he’d made it clear he didn’t want Castiel in the bunker, so he definitely wouldn’t want this.
He knows he shouldn’t.
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13 May 2021
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beloved—my brutal ephemeral monument :
if you are hungry then take note of my fleshycontiguousbody,
my ocean, my confidence scheme—
won't you eat? won't it be well? won't your mouth
tremble fervently at the betrayal of my breast,
my proun, my enterprise?
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13 May 2021
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No matter what awaits him in Heaven, Castiel knows there is always a place for him in a salvage yard in South Dakota.
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04 May 2021
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Cas wakes up on the coast of Maine. He makes his way home.
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25 Apr 2021
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All other nights are black, all other hours are cold by jamjarjane
Fandoms: Supernatural
08 Apr 2021
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He didn’t realize that repressing the urge to touch Cas for all these years would lead to the predicament he suddenly found himself in. In pretty much every interaction he’s had with women or men, he's felt completely comfortable and willing to initiate. He works with his hands, he’s good with them, it’s how he knows to communicate. The words are always where the struggle is.
Or it was until now. Now it’s both and Dean doesn’t know where to start.
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Dean is touch starved and doesn't know how to initiate. Featuring Indiana Jones, Dean cooking vegetables, and poetry.
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12 Apr 2021
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Cas was following Dean’s advice, “losing the trench coat”, later in the evening, when the mix tape tumbles out of one of the inside pockets onto the mattress of the spare room.
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12 Apr 2021
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Cas gets hit with a fuck-or-die sex hex except it's not his human vessel that needs to get off.
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Giving Handjobs To Cosmic Entities: A Winchester How-To Guide
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10 Apr 2021
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So the man crouching in front of Castiel is named Dean. He wonders if that’s supposed to mean something to him.
“Cas must’ve got hit with something earlier. He just dropped like a sack of fucking potatoes a minute ago. By the time I was checking on him, he had already woken up again, but now he doesn’t fucking know who we are.”
“I’m right here you know,” Castiel says testily.
Sam’s eyes are wide even as his eyebrows are furrowed, and he looks between Dean and Castiel again.
“What do you remember, Cas?”
“Firstly, that I’m not Cas. I don’t know who Cas is, but it’s not me. I don’t know who either of you are, either."
or the one where castiel is hit with a memory curse that makes him forget the winchester brothers and is stunned to find out he has a family... also why can't he stop thinking about dean?
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07 Apr 2021
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The first time Dean and Cas kiss, it's not really even a kiss at all. It is not, however, the last kiss that they share.
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Dean doesn't think about it. Not about what it means, not about what it makes them, not about how it affects him. This life—that's not how things work. It's just this, these "in the moment" moments that always slip right out of his fingers because he lets them. He doesn't try to hold onto them, and neither does Cas, and maybe they shouldn't.
Cas kisses him like no one else does, like no one else ever has. Dean absolutely does not think about it unless it's happening to him, and then he doesn't have the ability to think at all. What does it say about him that he occasionally kisses his best friend, who's a man? Dean doesn't know, and he doesn't really want to find out, either.
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25 Mar 2021
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It feels like a punch in the gut everytime Cas says 'thank you'. 'Thank you for letting me stay, Dean,''Thank you for not kicking me out,' 'Thank you for letting me borrow your old clothes,' 'Thank you for driving me,' 'Thank you for buying me food,' Fucking thank you this thank you that. Like he's being given a piece of heaven.
How Dean finally forgave Cas for everything he sacrificed for Dean. How Dean finally learned to forgive himself for everything he put Cas through.
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25 Mar 2021
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This is a horror story.
Just not the one you’re expecting.Bookmarked by tribute
24 Mar 2021
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Dean isn't worried. He isn't jealous. He just... Cas has been working a lot. And he misses him.
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- Part 2 of Dick Pic AU
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21 Mar 2021