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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Carol Sturka is the forty-seventh President of the United States, and the most convincing thing about her presidency might be her marriage to Julian Vane, which is warm and genuine and entirely platonic. Helen Umstead, who serves as her Press Secretary, is the woman who sees through all of it, and who Carol cannot stop noticing in ways that have absolutely nothing to do with press strategy. After a Republican senator starts questioning the true nature of the marriage and an emergency in the Arctic forces the administration into intense scrutiny, Carol or Helen learn that the White House contains no space more hazardous than any room that leaves the two of them alone.

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    23 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    “I mean, are you just not into me? ‘Cause you can just say it. I’m not that thin-skinned.”

    Carol is staring back, totally blank. Her lips have fallen just slightly open — those perky pink lips that press together when she hears something funny, that tug sideways when she’s embarrassed, the lips Helen’s watched sipping glasses of wine for months now and has never been allowed to touch.

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    21 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 34

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    Carol's mom dies. Carol cleans up after her. Helen picks up the pieces.

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 48

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    Charlotte isn't sure she knows exactly what she wants, but she's certain that she's not allowed to want it.

    Set during Season 4.

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    06 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    “Do you ever want to change your body?” Max asked her, folding her own arms over Esther’s.

    “How do you mean?” Esther asked.

    “I mean…” Max sighed in frustration. She didn’t have the words. “Sometimes I wish I could just flatten myself, you know? Be more…man-shaped,” Max said. She turned to face Esther and crinkled her face.

    “If you want some advice, I think you can call your Uncle Bert,” Esther said gently. “He’s done more than you might want to, but he might be able to point you in the right direction.”

    or: Max explores chest binding

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    10 Dec 2022