thisisluz
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Jack’s face is red and scrunched up in the middle of a loud cry, and Castiel feels like a piece of incandescent coal has nudged its way into her heart and made itself home. Her own eyes are suddenly, inexplicably welled up with tears, and she looks up, vision blurry, to find Deanna in front of her, lowering herself to her knees.
“Deanna,” the word comes out choked up, “Dee, look.”
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you can ebb and i can flow (we'll take it slow) by thisisluz
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)
10 Dec 2020
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Phil used to close his eyes, press the tip of his nose to Dan’s cheek, and tried not to get too choked up with emotion. He still does the same thing, except now it’s the cold pillow he presses his face into while drowning in his too-empty bed, and thinks how Dan feels more and more like a stranger with each passing day.
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LA had become this: Tyler with his back against the bed. Josh’s touch withering him to nothing.
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09 Jul 2026
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All your darkest thoughts (are actually quite bright) by Ren_Saxon
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
14 Jan 2026
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“Oh, we’re on this again, are we? In the middle of my plight?”
“Just telling the truth,” Phil shrugged. “I can hear you stressing in your mind, you know?”
Dan shook his head, his eyes gleaming.
“Right,” he said. “Except our fucking neighbours can probably hear it too, with how loud I’m projecting my misery.”
Phil can read thoughts. Dan doesn't believe him.
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07 Jul 2026
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emo boys kissing.mp4 by biatsumu
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
05 Jul 2026
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In his deepest fantasies from months ago, Dan never imagined he’d be in this situation: his favorite YouTuber on top of him, looking at him through hooded eyelids, lips swollen, sexy even with faded Sharpie decorating his face.
It's 2009, and Dan Howell is in his YouTube crush's bedroom to film a Q&A video. They can't keep their hands off each other, even with the cameras rolling.
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07 Jul 2026
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and we share a paradise by obsoletecartography
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
06 Jul 2026
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It’s late, really late, probably at this point approaching very early. The room is dark, except for the little nightlight that Phil’s never gotten rid of. His arms are full of Dan.
(sleepy cuddles, circa october 2009)
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06 Jul 2026
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Zack is working Late and you finally confront your feeling’s for him
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19 Jun 2026