theoverthinkingatlas

fyodor dostoyevsky (bsd)



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    My works for rimlaine week 2026, hosted by bsd-rimlaineweek on tumblr. All of them can be read as stand-alone.

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  1. Rec 15

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    “We wanted to prove that we were human so bad, and this is all part of being human, Chuuya. It’s ugly. Do you still want this?”

    A strangled gasp left Chuuya and he clawed at his other self’s wrist, aiming a kick in the stomach. The hand left his neck, and he fell to his knees, clutching his chest and fighting to breathe. His lungs burned fierce as he kept his head low, feeling a presence looming over him, calculating. Observing.

    “Get up and fight me. You don’t give up. Or are you giving up because you don’t want to fight yourself? Is that where you suddenly draw the line?”

    Chuuya meets a version of himself from a different world where everything had gone wrong. The aftermath is a shell of a human being who only remembers violence.

    With art by Laugan!

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 6

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    “Do I look… different?” Chuuya asked.
    Kōyō blinked, her brow furrowing slightly. “Should you?”
    “No, but… the way people are looking at me, I’ve gotten the impression that I do,” Chuuya admitted, feeling her cheeks burn with a flicker of embarrassment.

    Or omega!zai is in heat and follows Chuuya around just to get laid.
    or or omegaverse smut for Dazai's birthday.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    abo smut but theyre LESBIANS :p

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    "Chill, Zai, I'm just getting some coffee." You shook your head fondly, grabbing a paper cup. "You know how I get when I don't drink enough caffeine in the morning."

    You were startled by the warm press of her hands on your waist. Dazai whispered in your ear from behind, putting on a husky voice that she knew always made you melt.

    "I know something else you can drink." Her body pressed into you from behind and you hated the way you gasped at the minimal contact. "Something a lot more refreshing~"

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Rec *

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    It all starts with a single question from the last person he'd expect to be asking it.

    "Chuuya," Dazai sing-songs. "How did you know you wanted to be a guy?"

    All he can do is blink in shock.

    "Hah?"
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    Dazai struggles with finding herself over the course of a couple years. Chuuya, despite being transgender himself, remains entirely oblivious to his partner's desperate attempts at dropping hints.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    one of my fav t4t soukoku

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    This is not a job, she replied.

    [Then why the money?]

    Hisoka pondered on it. She was about to type something, but stopped herself. Her thumb scrolled up to find the message she sent Illumi with the screenshot, tapped on it, then replied, Read this again. 

    While Illumi was still typing, Hisoka quickly sent another message.

    Find me. :) 

    She turned the location off and left her phone on the bed.

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    06 Jun 2026