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    Bottom Ilya and Top Shane:

    1. Because Ilya deserves to come so hard he cries (and Shane will talk him through it)
    2. Because, maybe more importantly, the experience is healing for Shane, whose only experiences with “topping” were in situations where his body didn’t want it.

    This fic is a love letter to my younger self, and a love letter to people who have had sexual experiences just because they thought they had to. I see you.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Devour was a good word for what Ilya wanted to do to Shane. Eat. Devour. Rolled off the tongue. But he hated that he could not think of an English word to convey the resonant, drilling consonants ringing in his brain when he kissed Shane with depth and hunger bordering on cannibalistic. The consonants in the Russian word that meant an act between consume and gobble up, with hard zh and rolling r sounds, were a crunch so delicious he could chew on it forever. Sometimes Shane felt like that. Like the crunchiest, most delicious hard candy in the mouth.

    God, the stupid fucking English.

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    Ilya thinks in English. With Russian subtitles.

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    02 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Hey! Sorry to bother. We’re at the hospital. Ilya is fine, but he can’t speak English. Long story. Doctor says it’s temporary. I hope so. We thought you should know.

    Shane saw the message was immediately delivered and read. Svetlana started typing.

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    Ilya speaks nothing but Russian, Shane panics a little bit, and Svetlana is just tagging along for the ride. post-TLG. contains CSS.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “So you had your favorites, yes? Pyatt, Kane,” Ilya probes, pressing firm, strong fingers into Shane’s muscles. Shane feels a smile growing. “Crossby? Had to be, of course,” Ilya says matter-of-factly, and that gets an eyeroll out of Shane. “Little Shane liked his hockey men hot. Jerked off, imagining…” Ilya trails off, looking for something on his face. Jerking off? To hockey posters? Well. Shane sort of knew people did that. Masturbating to posters of hot people, that is, maybe not exactly hockey players. He’d heard about it plenty, at least – musicians, movie stars. But Ilya thinks Shane did it, too. So Shane thinks. He really thinks about it, suddenly.

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    Ilya asks, and Shane is very honest. sugar coma levels of a whole lot of nothing but pure domestic fluff based on a tumblr post.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    Yuna does not say, I’m sorry, I miss my mom, I can’t keep anything alive.

    There are parts of her she never wants Shane to see. She never wants Shane to know about the car she crashed at twenty, the herbs that died because she overwatered them, the miscarriages, or that she wanted to play on a hockey team very badly until she was thirteen. Only now, when her son is seventeen and her parents are long gone, does she understand her father had simply lied to her about the things he never could have forgotten.

    Yuna Hollander and the Art of Raising a Winner Without Giving Him (or Yourself) Too Much of a Complex About It; Ilya Rozanov's Incomprehensive Guide to Charming Your Stoned Boyfriend

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Has Shane Hollander ever fought anybody?”

    No, Ilya answers petulantly as he rewinds the clip. He wishes that Hollander had fought him on ice the last time they’d played. Really, if the world was going to bear witness to Hollander losing his shit on ice, wouldn't it have been more fitting for it to be at him? The details of this strange scenario flood his imagination as Ilya stews in his envy. He wonders what it would be like for Hollander to hit him. Ilya would like it, he’s sure, however painful it’d be.

    He wonders if Hollander would like it, too, and if he’d like Ilya to hit back. The answers come to him quickly, as if fed to him by the man himself.

    Yes and yes.

    Ilya goads Shane into punching him during a game. What happens next will warm your heart.
    Inspired by this

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    02 Jul 2026

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    JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.

    Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.

    Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.

    or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “Shane, honey, what happened?”

    Shane inhales sharply, his breath hitching. “That house next door to you? The one that was just sold?”

    “What about it?” Yuna asks, unable to tell where the conversation is going.

    Usually, Shane is one of the easiest people to read on planet earth. He wears his heart on his sleeve, even though he typically doesn’t intend to, and it’s one of her favorite things about him. Now, though, she’s at a loss, and she finds that she kind of hates the feeling.

    “Your new neighbor is Ilya Rozanov."

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    David never catches them at the cottage. Months later, Ilya moves to Ottawa. Yuna figures it out as she goes.

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    02 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 57

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    Dr. Hollander hates when that damned Russian firefighter ends up in his ER.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane watched Ilya tilt his head back and drop some peanuts into his mouth. He gave them all of two chews before swallowing. The totally indigestible peanuts travelled down the line of his beautiful speckled throat. The man was begging for chronic reflux. 

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    02 Jul 2026

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    “And this is Svetlana! You guys have a fun hockey connection. She’s BFFs with—ooh. What’s his name again, babe?”

    “Ilya Rozanov,” says Svetlana. Feeling virtuous about it, she offers her hand first. “Don’t tell him I said you have the best hands in the league.”

    Shane’s face is rigid. “Um. I won’t?”

    “Thank you,” she says gravely. “You have saved a life.” Rose laughs, stroking Shane’s arm, and he suddenly remembers Svetlana’s hand is hanging. He takes it limply and disposes of it quick. His eyes look a little wild.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane’s brain cycled rapidly through a half-dozen celebrities, porn actors, Grindr profiles, every attractive bartender who’d ever served him a beer, trying to find a comparison for this level of outrageously concentrated beauty in one person, but he was drawing a blank.

    The man—Ilya Rozanov, Facilities Attendant, his badge read—gestured around the supply closet. “I help you find something?”

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    Canon-divergent AU set during the 2017-18 MLH season. Shane Hollander doesn’t have a single Cup to his name when he meets a very hot and very annoying janitor who works at the Metros stadium.

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    02 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 23

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    Anya is lying on the rug instead of her little bed. She’s growling and whimpering and thrashing, though she’s clearly asleep. Something tightens in Ilya’s chest. His poor girl.

    He kneels next to her and carefully strokes her fur. “Hey, Anya. Hello my sweet baby. Is okay. Is only a nightmare. I am here.”

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    Anya has a nightmare. Ilya and Shane sit with her.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    01 Jul 2026

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    r/wasianasshole
    Description: You tell us a story where you might be coming across as an asshole. The rest of the sub chimes in to comment on it.

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    01 Jul 2026

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    Sasha has seen plenty of pictures of Ilya’s husband of course, on Ilya and Sveta’s socials, and in the media. He is, unfairly, even more attractive in person, though he holds himself just as awkwardly as he does in photos.

    “Very pretty,” Sasha says. “You know it’s not usually my preference, but I’d fuck him.”

    “Careful, Sasha,” Ilya says.

    “You used to be happy to share,” Sasha tells him. “Are you worried he would be up for it? Green isn’t a good colour on you, Ilyusha.”

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    Or, five times Shane and Ilya show jealousy in front of others, and one time they keep it between themselves.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    30 Jun 2026

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    And Ilya does come back, still avoiding Shane's eyes. Takes off his ring and gets his charger and just as he was stepping out of the room, hand on the handle – because he knows Shane only sleeps when the door is closed – Shane finally speaks up. 

     

    “Can I at least have a goodnight kiss?”

     

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    Shane and Ilya's first big fight as a married couple.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Canadian content (abbreviated CanCon, cancon or can-con; French: contenu canadien) refers to the Canadian Radio-television and Telecommunications Commission (CRTC) requirements, derived from the Broadcasting Act of Canada, that radio and television broadcasters (including cable and satellite specialty channels, and since the passing of the Online Streaming Act, Internet-based video services) must produce and broadcast a certain percentage of content that was at least partly written, produced, presented, or otherwise contributed to by persons from Canada. CanCon also refers to that content itself, and, more generally, to cultural and creative content that is Canadian in nature.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    Shane couldn't believe he let Rose talk him into this. 

    Speed dating. It was a ridiculous idea, but Rose had assured him it was all in fun for a good cause - it wasn't actually anything serious. She and some of her other costars would be there and could Shane please come so that her charity could benefit? 

    Naturally, Shane couldn't say no to Rose, even if this kind of thing sounded like his worst nightmare - chatting with strangers and having to come up with something interesting to say while they stared at you? He'd much rather be doing other things - and doing them with Ilya in particular - on his night off.

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    29 Jun 2026

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