10 Bookmarks by sunstarmoon
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Neil swallows back blood. “Andrew.”
“Abram,” Andrew returns.
“I’m losing my mind. I think I’m losing my mind.”
“You aren’t,” Andrew says, so easy, so certain. “You’re tired. You’re scared. That’s it.”
Neil grits his teeth. “I’m,” he exhales shakily. “I’m – seeing things,” he admits.
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In which Andrew gets into a car accident one week into the off-season, and everything is fine right up until he starts dying every night in Neil’s dreams. Things get worse, and then they get better.
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Or, how trauma and triggers persist even after decades of safety, and how Andrew and Neil navigate them and take care of each other throughout it all.
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07 Jun 2026
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Got Me All Choked Up by pistolpidge for klancebrainrot
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
31 Oct 2024
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Renee adopts a disapproving glare, the closest to Neil’s own he’s seen on her face. Matt, despite how much he’s had to drink, is immediately contrite.
“Sorry, Neil. That was invasive.” says Matt, hands held up in surrender.
But Neil doesn’t get it.
“Why would he choke me?”
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Someone makes a joke about choking in bed. Neil can’t stop thinking about it.
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08 Aug 2025
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Andrew and Neil had a wonderful life. A favorite jobs, their own home that they had lived in for years, and two cats that Neil brought home from jogging. What else could they dream of? Maybe only a child or three.
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Andrew and Neil decided to adopt a child.Series
- Part 1 of Andreil's Family
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- English
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07 Aug 2025
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Neil’s eyes are glued to it, to him, to the smoke billowing around them. Neil watches as he takes another drag, the cherry brightening to a light orange before dimming as Andrew exhales.
Just like every other time he’s caught Andrew smoking in the past few weeks. Neil wonders what it would feel like if Andrew were to put it out on his skin.
Well, no. He doesn’t wonder. He knows it’ll hurt. Hurt like the burns he carries on his face, his arms, his hands. He knows that it’ll be blinding, a pain that drags him out of his head and straight into his aching body. The skin will redden, crack and blister, it’ll leak and scab.
Eventually, it will be nothing but another mark left behind on an already ruined canvas. Neil knows this. Neil knows everything about how painful the process is. He’s lived it after all, and yet, he’s still here wanting it.
Neil wants Andrew to take that (innocent) cherry and put it to his skin. He wants him to make it hurt. He wants Andrew to make him feel good, wants a reminder that he’s Andrew’s, wants to be soothed afterwards with firm hands and burning kisses. He wants and wants and wants.
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05 May 2025
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Andrew is watching him from the desk. He doesn't see it so much as he feels it, the loaded weight of Andrew's steady gaze as he watches Neil try to make sense of the lazy haze overtaking his limbs. The floor is hard beneath him, carpeted and rough against the bare skin of his legs where his shorts have ridden up. He wonders how it would feel on his knees, if he were to crawl over to where Andrew has his legs spread, leaning comfortably on Kevin's desk chair. He wonders if it would burn.
Alternatively: Neil gets high for the first time. Andrew becomes his personal chew toy.
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05 May 2025
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Literally just a fic about Aaron's trial, as told by Nicky, Neil, Andrew and Aaron's testimony, and the effects it has on them all.
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21 Jan 2025
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Neil is a prince who is out of options when a Monster shows up to make a deal with Nathan. The deal: the Monster protects Baltimore from the Moriyama invasion. The snag: Neil has to go with the Monster forever.
Andriel as Rumbelle.
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- Part 1 of AFTG Once Upon A Time
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10 Oct 2023
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You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head, alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset, and it's driving me mad
I miss you so bad, and my heart, heart, heart is so jet-laggedOr, Neil and Andrew are living apart. And it's fine. Except when it isn't.
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- Part 2 of Shut Up, This is Love
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- English
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- 10/10
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23 Apr 2023
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Three times Jayce failed to read the room, and the one time he was forced to.
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10 Oct 2022
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Jesper reading out loud to Wylan is the perfect arrangement, but it brings Wylan's insecurities to the surface... at least until Jesper adds a special surprise.