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    “Yeah,” Jisung said, looked down to her hands already engulfed by her golden fire, flickering bright in the dim tent. “I am the best weapon Joseon could ever have. We all will emerge from this war victorious and untouched.”

    Jisung is more than a weapon. More than a tool for Joseon to claim victory, more than the light of hope and expectation she had shouldered alone.

    Minhee wishes she had told Jisung that.

    For Jisung, Minhee would give up everything.

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    “Unnie,” she whispers, voice thin. Brittle. “What if you’ve never met me? What if I’ve never met you?”

    What if Jimin is never in Minjeong’s life? What would she become? Could she live without Jimin? Would it be a life worth living? Would Minjeong be a planet slowly fading away from its own orbit, unable to find a gravity strong enough to keep her intact? Would she become a lost ship in the sea? A dead star, slowly crippling away? An empty paper without anything written on it, a pen without ink, a dead body without a heart, bleeding to the grass—

    “I will find you,” Jimin promises, thumbing her tears away. Minjeong hadn’t even realised they had fallen. “I will find you and make sure there is no Minjeong that isn’t mine. You’re always mine, my baby, in whatever shape, whatever form, whatever abilities. You are my Minjeong.”

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    It’s funny, really. Jimin is too kind. Too kind when she decided to stay with Minjeong, the girl she met at university’s cafeteria. When she decided to still stay with Minjeong, the girl bathed in blood with a knife still red, and washed all the blood off her. Minjeong remembers her eyes, full of concern, running soap all over Minjeong’s small body. The fluffy towel that smells like her. Jimin’s soft hand as she insists on drying Minjeong’s hair after.

    Jimin’s warm fingers that kept Minjeong’s head still as she dozed off to the white noise of hairdryer and Jimin’s humming.

    That’s Jimin: kindness, kindness, kindness.

    Minjeong wonders if she deserves it after all.

    Adapting or not adapting, is the question. But it is never a choice.

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    It’s a paradox. There’s no point in loving Minhee because she’s a pot full of holes. There’s no point in being loved by Minhee because she’s a pot full of holes and whatever she gives she could never be sure if it’s love.
    But Minhee wants Jisun in her life and if it means she has to tear up a flesh of her body to cover the holes in her pot, she would do it even if it takes millions of lightyears away. 

    A story of Minhee, a daughter, in a house that revolves around the sun.

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    Minhee gives her question more thought. “I won’t stop you from becoming a magical girl if that’s what you want to do,” she ends up saying, reaching over to play with Jisun’s fingers. “I think you will look very pretty with Sayaka’s outfit,” she admits, feeling the corners of her lips lifting.

    Jisun’s fingers are soft. There are calluses on her fingertips from guitar practice, and another on the side of her middle finger from the way she holds her pen. Minhee swipes over her fingernail and marvels with the smoothness. Traces all the dip and shape her fingers had went through so many times, everything that slightly changed — a small scar on Jisun’s left thumb from trying to replace her razor’s blade the other day — and everything that stayed — the stitches scar on her ring finger from a surgery when she was ten, a mole seated on the base of her wrist.

    When Minhee looks up, Jisun is smiling. The blue light of television outlines her features, cradles the side of her face and pokes her nose. Minhee wants to kiss all of them.

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    This is the problem. This is always the problem with Jisung. He doesn’t know how to be normal. He doesn’t know how to hold someone gently and treat them with tenderness that will preserve their beauty. Jisung doesn’t know how to keep anyone in his life without clutching onto their sleeves the hardest his hands could, the deepest his nails could get to hold on. He doesn’t know how to linger, doesn’t know how to lurk, doesn’t know how to be calm and normal about attachment. He doesn’t know how to function like a normal human being.

    This is the curse that latches onto him and never lets him go.

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    'Never give your heart to me,' Jisung said, again, as he ran bloodied fingers through his hair. 'I don't want teeth and claws on your heart. I don't want to cause a muscle tear. I don't want to cause blood running dry.' He paused, shuddering through an exhale, 'Let it live, Seungmin-ah.'

    That night, Seungmin dreamt about Jisung. The boy under the oak tree. The boy inside his arms. The boy in his dreams, sewing his chest close, broken apologies murmured like prayers.

    The boy he loves the most.

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    “You’re my everything,” Jisung mutters, hushed and careful — each word threaded with care to form a sentence. “My breath,” — he removes his hand to hold around four of Seungmin’s fingers — “My home,” — kisses the back of his palm with a sweet smile — “My God.”
    The soft laughter Seungmin lets out are warm. “What’s that, am I Jesus now?”

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    Love has never meant to be earned. Loving Jisung is easy. It's natural. Seungmin tries to tell Jisung as much.

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    I hope my carpal bone will grow tangerines in your heart, he read, the illusion of judgemental eyes from his classmates didn’t matter anymore. Seungmin was there; and suddenly, not even the universe mattered. It’s bloody, it’s messy, and it’s probably burning, — because what else would it be if it comes from me? — but I hope in you, it could grow beauty.

    Jisung likes the way his name sounds in between Seungmin's teeth. Seungmin makes it sound more than a name; gives it meaning wider than its given identity. Numerous fake dates later, Jisung finds himself tangled between shame of his desires.

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    "Did you know that, Lix?" Jisung asked, his voice bittersweet. "They are writhing and burning and dying."

    Felix stilled in his place, watching the face of his lover turning pale and almost unrecognizable by his mind, for how much errosion of time had morphed him into someone his own childhood friend couldn't recognized. "Why do you love them so much, then?" he asked.

    Jisung curled a small smile. "I'm trying to learn from them."

    To Jisung, without Felix, pain is something he must endure and live through. Because Felix was the cure to all of it, and now Felix is gone.

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    “What does precious mean?”

    Seungmin is calmer now, he wipes the remaining tears from his cheeks slowly; a smile spreads across his face. “Precious is when you have something that you don’t know how to live without.”

    “What if it’s gone?”

    His eyebrows quirk, his tone flattered as he answers, “Then you’ll be sad. You feel despair. Do you know what despair is?”

    or; Jisung learns how does it feel to be alive from a man whose name Kim Seungmin, learning how to be a star as bright as Seungmin is and finding his hyung back.

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    He glances at his hands again, before leaning his head on Jisung’s shoulder — letting the other’s hands encase him in a warm hug. He is still scared. Scared that the warmth he had inside his body cannot compete with the brutality his hands naturally carried. Scared that he would crush Jisung instead, shatter him to pieces of ashes he cannot hold and lean onto any longer.

    One day, he mumbles under his breath. One day I will hug you, Jisung-ah.

    Five times Jisung hugs Changbin and one time (and more to go!!) Changbin hugs him back.

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    I write about you because I need you to exist in my world somewhere.
    And when I write about you; you exist everywhere.

    Jisung learns how does it feel to fall in love.

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    Listen, ocean;
    Night will fall on you too
    You have survived, everything up to this moment
    So grip tight, hum, laugh, cry.
    I am here and forever will be;
    I will be back home
    To the warm harbor of your gentle arms.

    A tale of two wounded souls colliding under the storm; the moon which was drawn by the ocean's waves, falling deeper and deeper until nothing could fit between them.

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    In which Han Jisung spends his healing in a small town with the boy carrying a blue typewriter that takes him to the lake in the forest, getting lost and be found all at once. They go through shower sun and storms, playing with fireflies and discovering that art works when they're together.

    They don't know what the future has for them, but as long as their hands are laced together, peace shall bloom in their hearts.

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    If I told you about the darkness inside of me, would you still look at me like I’m the sun?

    A story of how the sun dies every night to let his lover breathe and how the moon shines from his imperfections to let his lover rest; learning to accept the broken fragments and cold caves both of them carry as a part of their collide.

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    They wept for him. Wrote letters for him in a golden parchment which already grown old. Words of love they wanted to say. Words of guilt. Perhaps for Jisung it was how he missed Hyunjin’s lilies scent to fill his soul along the other seven.

    Perhaps it was already love, for the eight of them.

    A tale of Hwang Hyunjin, the young prince which life was at risk at the hand of fate and Han Jisung, a grumpy dwarf who drowned himself in the fear of losing his home to the brutality of humans. And six other dwarfs, which, well, had to witness their lovers' life flashed upon their eyes.

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    “Jeongin,” his voice is still as sweet as I remember, perfect smile curls on his moon-like face, eyes that once empty is filled with a garden of stars staring into mine.

    He does not change from the one in my memory.

    “Hyunjin,” I don’t need to call him by his full name anymore. The name that used to be strange rolls so naturally from my tongue.

    I do not even stutter.

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    That night, Jisung sighed and fell onto his bed, watching the golden stars splattering and twinkling periodically above him. Exhaustion chased him and lulled him into sleep, as his mind went back to what just happened. 

    Not ‘impossible’, ‘freak of nature’, or ‘hey, what’s the fastest way to make you cry? I wanna see your starry tears’. Pretty boy… Jisung is pretty.  


    It had been so long since he’d heard that. 

    Minhyuk, the owner of the flower shop across the street from Jisung's shop blooms a smile on Jisung's stars.

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    “It feels nice to know I’m not an alien anymore.”

    “You still are, though.”

    Jisung raises an eyebrow. “I still am?” she asks, confusion bleeds in her tone.

    “Yeah. Me too, and other people out there. We’re aliens trying to find our home.”

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