sunghanbins



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 41

    Tags
    Summary

    “don’t be a stranger,” he repeats to himself. it loops in his head like a broken melody, playing over and over and over. he wants to frame it, maybe embroider it on a pillow, not that he knows how to do that, but hanbin’s sure he could figure it out. his phone buzzes in his hand, and hanbin’s sure he’s never moved to check a notification so quick. his hands are shaking and his chest feels like a balloon tied too tight, is this insanity?

    he quickly changes the unknown contact to ‘haohao’ and smiles to himself, covering his mouth with his fist. is this what teenage girls feel like when they’re super in love with some boy band? because hanbin’s feeling as crazy as he possibly could right now, metaphorical hearts floating about his head.

     

    or: zhang hao is a niche youtuber, with sung hanbin as his number one devoted fan.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,671
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    186
    Bookmarks:
    41
    Hits:
    2,412

    29 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

    Tags
    Summary

    4 times Hao and Hanbin are not able to meet due to their packed schedules and 1 time they do.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,451
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    59
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    352

    28 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 3

    Tags
    Summary

    When Hanbin becomes so sick he cannot leave the nest, Hao has to stand in his place.
    Hao teaches Hanbin that it is okay to show weakness.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    21,835
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    492

    25 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 37

    Tags
    Summary

    “Two very good friends of mine got married on the same night.”

    The corner of Zhang Hao’s smile lifts. “And you went to both?”

    I planned both, Hanbin doesn’t say.

    Hanbin has always been perfectly fine with always being the groomsman and never the groom—that is, until cynical wedding writer Zhang Hao crash lands into his life and makes him question everything, whether he wants to or not.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    49,697
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    153
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    3,101

    25 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

    Tags
    Summary

    Hao's tears double, trickling down his cheeks and dripping down his jaw like crystals catching the fading sunlight. His face is even more flushed, his cheeks red and blotchy, his eyes rimmed with pink. His tears cling to his eyelashes, webbing them into sharp spikes, and his lips are plump and quivering. Hanbin wants to kiss them so badly it physically hurts.

    "Can you at least say something?" Hao pleads, his hand clutching his bag. His ice cream has fallen onto the park ground, a sad puddle of melting vanilla.

    Hanbin's mind traitorously wanders. He wonders if Hao will cry just as much in bed. If his tears will fall just as freely and he'll hiccup and beg—hiding his face in the sheets as he sniffles. If he'll look just as beautiful and undone beneath him. The thought sends another jolt of heat through his body, and he immediately feels disgusted with himself.

    Alternatively: Sung Hanbin gets bricked up in the middle of his whatevertionship's very vulnerable moment. He atones.
    (a dacryphilia-centric fic)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,193
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    286
    Bookmarks:
    51
    Hits:
    2,153

    24 Jun 2026