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  1. Rec *

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    One glitchy tablet, one HR email, and suddenly you’re married to your attending, Jack Abbot. HR thinks it was intentional and has already started merging your records. Claim it was a mistake, and your residency could be delayed. With only three months left until you're an attending, Jack agrees to play along. Pretending to be married might save your career—but can your heart survive the side effects?

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    06 Mar 2026

  2. Rec *

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    Ten years after the start of New Moon, Bella and Carlisle meet again when she begins working at a remote research facility in Alaska. Edward is dead, having gone through with his plan to reveal himself to the Volturi after he leaves Bella, and the rest of the Cullen family is splintered and scattered across the world.

    As Bella and Carlisle get closer, they find that they have more in common than they thought, but his guilt at their shared past threatens to overwhelm them.

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    01 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 87

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    The same never ending cycle of numb, pain, loss, grief, numb, pain, loss, grief…over and over every time I close my eyes. Perhaps the worst of all is the fantasy I had conjured long ago, when I thought I’d get to stay with them forever: me, shimmering so bright in the midday sun, soaring through the forests with golden eyes. Strong, fast, inhumanely beautiful, and looking more like I belonged than I ever had. Now, I find that pushing it all back and instead embracing the sheer nothing of the numbness was so much easier in the long run.
    However, so small that it was barely there, I could feel the start of something else. Like a single flickering flame in the middle of the soul crushing darkness. A crack had started to form in the fragile glass I kept everything locked in. Funny enough, I thought as I made my way up the stairs, it felt a lot like anger.

    Picks up immediately following the depression months in New Moon.

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    05 May 2024