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He found his number.
He placed the ringing phone to his ear, dread rising in his gut."Dean?" He sounded tired.
"Sammy...?" He choked out, his voice barely a whisper.
"I'm sorry. I fucked up".Or
Dean listens to music while he cuts himself
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- Part 8 of Mysterious and Convenient Entity AU
Bookmarked by summrjo
12 Jul 2026
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The cut filled with blood slowly, some of it pushing back the narrow opening and sitting in a droplet on his skin.
He stared down at it. It didn't drop. It never dropped. Not unless he went deep enough, which he only did once. -
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“I dunno what kinda wake up call you need, but this stops. You hear me?”
Sam looks up, his expression blank. He doesn’t have to fight to keep it that way, because really he just feels numb. His palms tingle, the adrenaline and low blood sugar making him clammy with trembles. “It’s nothing.”
“No, this is not nothing, Sam!” Dean shouts, harsh and angry. His eyes stare wide and heavy into Sam’s “Are you listening to me? This stops.”
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He can feel the acid eat away at his stomach, but something about the sensation is comforting rather than painful.
Sam cannot really explain it, because he doesn’t fully know why he does it.Series
- Part 1 of Starving Soul
Bookmarked by summrjo
26 Apr 2025
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WOWOWOOW love this - raw , vulnerable talk about sh and ed's - dean is doing a really good job at being what sammy needs . LOVE BOTH THE DYNAMICS
“I don’t want to kill myself I just…” He trails off.“What?” Dean says, continuously leaning into Sam’s eyeline.
“I just want it to hurt. I guess.”
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After months of bad coping mechanisms, John finds out about Dean's self-harm.
Years later, so does Sam.
Eventually, Castiel does, too.
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- Part 2 of Sunshine Caught in the Rain
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No matter how hard Sam tries, he can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. He tries to look fine for Dean and Cas but it's getting increasingly harder every day.
He swore to Jessica that he would stop, but old habits die hard, right? He knows he should, but he can't. He knows he's disappointing her, but what's another name to the long list?
TW: This story contains graphic descriptions of self-harm and suicide so if it triggers you, please don't read it. There are also mentions of Sam skipping meals so also skip if this triggers you.
Just don't forget that no matter how hard times are there is always something worth fighting for. You are stronger than you think so Always keep fighting. Don't give up! And take care of yourself people!
Bookmarked by summrjo
20 Nov 2025
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addiction: the fact of being addicted to a activity or substance; unable to move on from a certain thing by Auttiethewriter
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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AUTHOR USES THIS AS A COPING MECHANISM.
DO NOT FEED TO AI
(CONTINUED AGAIN.)
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Bookmarked by summrjo
06 Oct 2025
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WOWOWOW BEAUTIFUL - check for more chapters after 2