stvrmxra
Fandoms
- Haikyuu!! (12)
- The 100 (TV) (6)
- ONF (Band) (1)
- TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band) (1)
- Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) (1)
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Hyojin knows what Seungjun screams to him in his silence, but he can’t acknowledge it. He can’t, because he can’t accept that there’s something between them; something that Hyojin knows he shouldn’t be feeling, isn’t positive he’s okay with feeling, is absolutely terrified of feeling.
Almost fourteen years of friendship and Hyojin can still read his every thought without a word, even when he doesn’t want to. Even when the thoughts are exactly what he’s trying to combat within his own mind.
“What’s wrong, Jinnie?”
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The Deepest Part of the Eternal Dream by stvrmxra
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
28 Nov 2020
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The stress of their biggest comeback yet gets to Soobin, and Yeonjun helps him through it.
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Akaashi and Bokuto’s souls are tied together; that means it’s not possible for Akaashi to lose Bokuto in a crowd, but he can simply lose sight of him quite easily. It doesn’t matter, as long as-
Looking out over the crowd, Akaashi meets a pair of eyes. It was completely a coincidence, their gazes just happened to meet as a group of people split apart, but that wasn’t what threw him off.
What threw him off is that those are the yellow eyes of the sun that he’s seen for many years; and they’re fixated on him.
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day 10 prompt: free day
Series
- Part 10 of Bokuaka Week 2020
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And then, Konoha told Bokuto that Akaashi likes him. Bokuto played it cool, but on the inside his heart was beating too fast and his skin was a little too hot. He assumed he was being played with, as Konoha often liked to do, but Bokuto was truly tired of hiding his feelings for his vice captain; so, he planned to tell Akaashi when he came over.
Now, he remembers why he’s been keeping his feelings a secret: because he’s too scared to tell Akaashi.
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day nine prompt: kissing practice
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- Part 9 of Bokuaka Week 2020
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“Why are you mad at me?” Bokuto asks, voice almost desperate. When he gets no reply, he asks, “What did I do wrong?”
The rain falls down on them as they stand on the sidewalk, the harsh droplets of water cool on their skin as it soaks through their clothes. Bokuto watches Akaashi’s eyebrows raise and lips part slightly, the first reaction he’s gotten out of him since practice began.
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day eight prompt: weather/rain/seasons
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- Part 8 of Bokuaka Week 2020
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ferrari teaches you to be selfless. asks you to be selfless. needs you to be selfless.
in return for being able to stitch your name in history, it takes you of everything else. again, you are an extension of the machine, of the system, of the name. he doesn’t know if he’s successful at that yet. he thinks he is, but after last season’s… thing with fuma, he doesn’t know anymore.
but euijoo is.
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in which yudai learns how to let go.
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03 Jul 2026
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"Show me how much you want him. If you hold on and don't come, I'll let him fuck you, okay?"
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03 Jul 2026
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“Play a game of pool with me.”
“Why?” He asked cautiously.
“If you win…” His whiskey-scented breath washed over him, making him aware once more of the closeness. “…you settle the debt, and I’ll even let you ask questions. But I’ll ask questions too.” He pointed an accusatory finger at him, a playful pout taking over his expression. He was so smiley that Nicholas had completely forgotten who he was, where he was, and what he was doing there.
He frowned, not trusting what he was telling him. It was too easy and too good to be true.
“And what happens if you win?”
The smile that appeared made every hair on his body stand on end and completely destabilized him.
“If I win… I’ll fuck you on the pool table.”
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30 Jun 2026
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“I know it’s wrong…” Hansol exhales through his nose. “You’re a Lee, and I’m a Yoon-Choi…”
“If it’s wrong, why does it feel so right?” Seungkwan asks, sounding just as desperate as Hansol feels.
Hansol takes a deep breath. He coughs. His lungs are still a little tight from hitting his vape. “Look, Seungkwan—” He lifts up his hand, but Seungkwan can’t reach it because he’s twenty-five feet away. He reaches back, anyway. “Do you fuck with the Beatles?”
(OR: Hansol and Seungkwan work for rival car dealerships. Despite it all, they fall in love.)
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- Part 2 of car-dealership-iverse
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28 Jun 2026
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Euijoo meets Nicholas in a bar on Manhattan Beach Pier during the 2021 International Surf Festival. Nicholas is lean, blonde, bounces off the walls and laughs loud. His voice is deeper than it should be and he’s got little to no game, but Euijoo sticks around anyway. Nicholas is built and he’s hot, his shirt tight across his shoulders, his hair wild around his ears. He’s bright like sunshine and his lips are sinful when they wrap around the neck of a beer bottle or the rim of a glass of coke.
Nicholas doesn’t live too far from the pier; they walk side by side on the beach, talking about LA. Euijoo’s accent seems to stick to the roof of his mouth, and he pushes his hands in the pockets of his boardshorts to keep himself from reaching out, feeling Nicholas’s pulse at his wrist, seeing if it beats as fast as he talks. Nicholas takes his sandals off, toes digging in the sand.
Nicholas says, suddenly, cutting through the random topics they’re fleeting on, “I don’t really do this,” which seems like a lie until he adds, “With guys, I mean.”
To love is to change. Euijoo and Nicholas change each other, over the course of 5 summers.
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27 Jun 2026