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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    Dennis looked at the floor, and spoke softly “I don’t need pity. I’m fine.” He dreaded the fact that his boss could know he’s trans. How would Robby react?

    “You were sexually assaulted and had a panic attack.” Robby stated, voice neutral this time. He dragged his hand over his face, sighing. “We’re gonna report what she did and-”

    “No!” Dennis finally looked towards Robby, eyes wider than what should be physically possible. All thoughts of what Robby could say to his gender left his worries. This time he actually stood up. “No, it's fine! This is- this is normal!” His voice broke at the last word.

    Robby followed him upwards “This is normal?” He looked concerned, and angry. Dennis took this as Robby being angry at him.

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    Or, Dennis' mother visits Pittsburgh and gets treated at The Pitt. Trinity and Robby try their best to help Dennis.

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    02 Jul 2026

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    ch1

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Mom? What are you doing here?" This couldn’t be happening. He left. How was she here?

    "I went by your place but you weren’t there so I came here to see you."

    "How did you know I work here? Wait! How do you know where I live!?"

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    02 Jul 2026

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    ch3

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    “What do you want to do with him?” Jack Abbot’s voice filtered through to where Dennis was standing in the hallway. They’d planned this. Better to just get it over with. Dennis entered the room, their backs towards him. He got onto his knees by their feet.
    “You can do what you like, I won’t argue.” His voice was quiet, scared. Both men snapped around at his words, eyes looking for him before finding him on the floor.
    “Oh my god!” Jack gasped out, abject horror written across his face.

    Dennis Whitaker didn’t make the decision consciously. He’d been homeless for three weeks when it began. He’d been couch surfing, but after being turfed again he was stuck. Bouncing between shelters when he could, but often finding himself in doorways and underpasses. That’s how it began. In a red light district he never knew existed and $50 from a man with mean eyes. It spiralled from there.

    Now living with Trinity Santos, Dennis had begun his residency, still he finds himself back there. A habit he can’t kick, the punishment he thinks he deserves. Dennis is trying to survive the war zone in his mind. What happens when his senior attendings realise the length he’s gone to in order to make it here?

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    01 Jul 2026

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    ch2

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    Life was going well for Trinity Santos. By burying the hatchet with Langdon, being in a healthy and steady relationship with Yolanda and almost being done with her 3rd year Residency, she can say with all honesty that she is the happiest she has been in a long time.

    But will a familiar face from her past showing up at the ED cause the downfall of Trinity Santos...again?

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    01 Jul 2026

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    ch8

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    While Robby and Jack are settling into being married, Robby faces a hard time as his mental health gets worse each day. Will Jack be able to help him? Is Robby ready to get the help he needs?

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    30 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch29

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    Dennis wasn't a self-pitying person. Not at all. In fact, he tried his damnedest to see himself the way God saw him, with little to no care whatsoever. So no, these were purely logical questions. Dennis didn't deserve to be here; he was merely place-holding. So, in what sense would it be right for him to steal food from a hospital?

    But he was so, so hungry. It was becoming difficult not to indulge himself for once, and Dennis was having trouble rationalizing why he should be allowed food.

    Yes, his only purpose in life was to heal people who were meant to be here, but it wasn't like he was that good at it. There were others much more capable. Then again, there was no way he would be able to work with the hunger he was currently feeling. Five days with absolutely no sustenance created wicked ideology. He just hoped God could forgive him... If he were even watching.

    Dennis already knew he was evil, so this line of thinking would just have to work.

    “‘If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.’ 1 John 1:9"

    <>

    In other words, Dennis has the worst day of his life, and the religious guilt doesn't help one bit.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch2 sooooo gooddddd omg

  7. Public Bookmark 72

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    ***

    If I wasn't such a coward, he thinks, one hand gripping the railing as he leans over the edge. The wind billows through his maroon hoodie, goosebumps prickling his skin and making him shudder.

    I'd do it.
    ***

     

    In which Robby finds Dennis doing something regretful on the roof and goes a lil crazy.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch5

  8. Public Bookmark 67

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    “Who is it?“ He asked. He looked over his shoulder toward the couch for a split second before his eyes went right back to the stove.

    “Your mom,“ Trinity said. She didn’t even hesitate. She reached over, grabbed the phone, and started to swipe the screen like she was actually going to pick it up and start a conversation.

    Dennis dropped the spoon and froze for a second before his brain went into total panic mode.

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    Dennis and Trinity open up to each other about their past (Dennis more so than Trinity)

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so gooodddd

  9. Public Bookmark 92

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    "If you could see yourself like this
    If you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it"
    - Call Your mom by Noah Kahan

    Trinity Santos has survived a lot throughout her life: Long shifts, gymnastics injuries, grief she never quite learned how to name. After one disastrous Fourth of July shift, surviving suddenly doesn’t seem worth the effort anymore.

    Or: Santos attempts, and Abbot and Robby race to find her after Whitaker realizes something is wrong.

    Updates on Fridays!

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch4 so goodddd

  10. Public Bookmark 78

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    Shauna squints. Is the girl making fun of her? Is Shauna just not understanding the teasing?

    The girl ignores Shauna’s suspicious gaze and just claps her hands, as if Shauna just said the best thing ever to her. “Wowza, you’re so cool! Bon-joor!”

    Five-year-old Shauna Shipman is learning a very important lesson: moving to America is incredibly difficult, especially when you only speak French.

    Difficult. Not impossible. Not if Jackie Taylor has anything to say about it.

    (Only in English, though.)

    or

    based on this prompt

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so gooodd so fluffyyy

  11. Public Bookmark 30

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    “You’re doing long-term damage to your body, and it doesn’t just go away on its own. It’s okay to ask for help.”

    Trinity knows how to manage it.

    Most days, that’s enough.

    But when a case forces her to confront something she’s spent years keeping contained, the cracks start to show—and this time, she can’t just push through it like she always does.

    Because some things don’t stay quiet.

    They come back.

     

    Please read with caution; a suicide attempt is a central plot line.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so goodddd

  12. Public Bookmark 74

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    Trinity has a panic attack after Baran finds her self-harming in the work bathroom, and Baran takes care of her.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch5

  13. Public Bookmark 63

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    Al Hashimi suddenly pauses, looking up from Trinity’s thigh to make eye contact. The deep brown of her eyes is oddly soothing, frustratingly so while Trinity’s trying to keep her defences fully up. “Would it help?” She asks.

    “What?”

    “If I reported you,” she clarifies, “would it help you? Mandatory therapy, monitoring, whatever this hospital’s policy is?”

    Trinity ducks her head to avoid feeling so seen. “No.”

    -

    trinity relapses at work, baran eventually finds her

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so goodddd

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Trinity stared at the scalpel for a while, pondering her next move. Should she be doing this? It had been so long since she last felt the need to hurt herself. Not since she blew the whistle on their coach. Not since her best friend took her own life. Not since she thought of following her.

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    28 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch8

  15. Public Bookmark 26

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    When Dennis moves in with Amy, the natural consequence is that he moves OUT from Trinity’s apartment. She should be thrilled. Instead, she spirals, crashes. Robby catches her before she falls too hard… something about game recognizing game?

    !!! (CW: mentions of SH)

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    27 Jun 2026

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    ch3

  16. Public Bookmark *

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    Yolanda Garcia and Trinity Santos are hooking up for the first time when Yolanda notices her scars, Trinity expects her to run, Yolanda wouldn’t dream of running.

    Now a collection of fics surrounding Trinity’s self harm struggles

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sooo gooddddd

  17. Public Bookmark 73

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    "I surrender"
    That should have been a huge warning sign.
    Santos never surrenders. Not when she had food poisoning and had to be dragged away from work, not when Langdon was yelling at her the first day, not when Robby was being especially petty, she never backed down.
    So even admitting that should have told them something was wrong.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch8

  18. Public Bookmark 24

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    The air in the apartment was still. It was almost stale. Hot and stagnant, it hung around Trinity's worn frame as she slumped onto her sofa.

    Today really had been a shift from hell.

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    Trinity has had enough

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    25 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    possible ch2 soooo gooddd

  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    Dennis Whitaker is tired.

    He's also mysteriously sizing up in scrubs, wearing long sleeves in June, wincing when he thinks no one is looking, and sporting bruises that make Michael Robby’s years in trauma medicine scream that something is very, very wrong.

    Dennis insists he’s fine. Which, unfortunately, is exactly what people say when they aren’t.

    As Robby quietly spirals through every worst-case scenario imaginable, Trinity Santos is busy roasting everyone in sight, Abbott wonders if emotional stupidity qualifies for hazard pay, and Dennis just really wishes people would stop asking questions.

    After all, he’s fine.

    Really.

    (He just happens to spend his weekends getting checked into walls for fun.)

    Or: Michael Robby sees bruises and immediately makes it everyone’s problem. Dennis Whitaker discovers that hiding hockey injuries from an attending with twenty-five years of trauma experience is harder than surviving beer league playoffs.

    Happy reading!

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ch1

  20. Public Bookmark 11

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    Dennis had never been a runner. He’d tried to do track at his small high school in Broken Bow, Nebraska, but after he failed to make any progress after five months of training, his coaches encouraged him to quit and start focusing on his farmwork. His muscle and brawn could get the boy a lot further than his speed could.

    Yet, after a fifteen hour shift in the ER, Whitaker found himself sprinting down the street towards his shared apartment, anxiety pouring out of him and a deep, sinking feeling of dread curling in his stomach.

    Santos. Something was wrong with Santos.

     

    OR: Santos doesn’t go sing karaoke with Mel after the fourth of July shift. Whitaker suspects that something’s up.

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sooooo goooddddd

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