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what if i regret this for the rest of my life? by kittyboysae
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
26 Jun 2026
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After a failed suicide attempt, Itoshi Sae is forced to go back home and face the source of his trauma in a desperate attempt to give himself a second chance in life.
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Sae’s heart gets broken, so jokingly he draws a pentagram, circles it with salt just in case, and recites bad verses from an old, absurd tome — a cookbook, no less — to summon a demon for his vengeance.
But the joke’s on him. The ritual works, and before he knows what’s happening, there’s a demon in his kitchen, looking as murderous to be there as Sae is shocked to see it. Now, Sae is stuck with an actual demon, but not quite far from the revenge fantasy he had momentarily entertained.
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Sae summons Shidou, a demon who loathes humankind with all he has.
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20 Apr 2026
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Holy shit.
Genuinely, holy fuck.
Words cannot even describe the love I feel for this piece of literature. The way I relate to the characters, their wishes and desires and the way I understand their pain in a way that hits close to home, It's truly amazing.
Sae was already my favorite character before, as I first laid my eyes on him, it was like love at first sight. Now, it feels as if that love for him has nearly doubled if not tripled in size.
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"I'm not- you kill yourself, Sae!" Shidou exclaims. "You kill yourself today, and I'm supposed to fix it! All of a sudden I have to care about you again, and I'm just not fucking ready!"
Sae's eyes widen, as if he's taken aback. "What are you talking about?" he asks defensively. "I-"
"I'm just not ready," Shidou says lamely. "I know it makes me selfish, but I can't do it today. I'm sorry, Sae. I'll see you in the next loop."---
Sae Itoshi jumps off his balcony, and now it's Ryusei Shidou's problem. Shidou finds himself trapped in a timeloop where it appears the end goal is to save Sae's life, but is it possible for the two to heal after a world of hurt?- Language:
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Bookmarked by starr_5149
10 Apr 2026
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HOLY SHIT DUDE. THE BEST FIC IVE READ YET ATP. I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHHHHH AUGHHH I ALMOST CRIED WHATAFUCKKKK I LOVED IT
DEPRESSED AND MISERABLE SAE MY LOVEEEE AUGHHH
I LOVE SEEING MY FAVORITE CHARACTERS SUFFER. -
We’re Giving Love in a Family Dose by Calum_af
Fandoms: Blue Lock (Manga), Blue Lock (Anime)
19 Feb 2026
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;in which rin tries to get his brother to break up with the pink nuisance, sae maintaining his relationship with his little brother, shidou trying to fight rin and isagi is just along for the ride
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07 Apr 2026
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AWWWWE SO CUTEEEEE AWWWWWWWWWWWWW I LOVE MY BABY SAE SO MUCHHHH AUGHHHHHHHHH
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a life meant for two, carried by one. by gothnarwhal
Fandoms: State SMP | ish's Civilization Series
13 Apr 2026
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I don't know how to write summaries.
Saps stands at the tower, hands trembling, mind reeling.
'why' Saps asks himself, although he knows why. He's not asking himself why he wants to end it right here, right now, he's asking himself why Fluixon had betrayed him. Betrayed them.Saps laughs silently to himself and shakes his head, Fluixon really is just like his father.