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all the quiet nights you bear, seal them up with care (no one needs to know they're there) by starlesbian
Fandoms: Steven Universe (Cartoon)
04 Oct 2024
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"Can I... stay myself this time?"
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based off of rebecca sugar's sketches of amethyst shifting to look like lars for sadie...... looooord they've broken me
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there's something in the static (i think i've been having revelations) by starlesbian
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
18 May 2024
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Taking Buck's hands in hers to stop his picking, she starts. “Evan… you are the most emotional person I’ve ever met.” Buck grimaces. Maddie ignores him. “And I think that is truly a beautiful trait for a person to have. You have always worn your heart on your sleeve, and even when you're trying to be sneaky, trying to rebel, it's so clear what you're after.” Oh, God, how Buck hates to be read for filth.
“You, for as long as I’ve known you as the admirable man you are, have deeply craved love.” And there the fuck it is. “It's not just attention—You love so openly and so deeply and I know that all you hope for is to be loved in return. And I am so, so sorry that fate has refused to award you that simplest gift. Because, of all the people in the world who have the ability to love, you’re one of the best at it. And no person should have to bite their cheek and silently beg to be loved. Especially not you.”
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At a certain point, not knowing who you are is going to kill you; For Evan Buckley's thirty years of living, he has been trying to figure it out.
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el and will are in their first "first period" of freshman year in california. el meets someone special.
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a ficlet i wrote a few months ago for school and never posted! thought some may enjoy
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we're almost to the part where you're smiling by starlesbian
Fandoms: The Magnus Archives (Podcast)
23 Nov 2022
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Martin Blackwood has recently discovered that he is magic.
This isn't exactly true, but it is certainly what he tells himself—what would *you* call the ability to manipulate water?
Well. Not all water. But still a pretty big portion of it! Just... the water in the sky.
Clouds. He can manipulate clouds. And by manipulate he means make little shapes with them.
It's cooler than it sounds.
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in fewer words, martin has lonely powers and tries to use them to cheer up a sad jon sims. it doesn't really work. but then it does!!!
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the avengers have twitter and shenanigans ensue by starlesbian
Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom, Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel
21 Nov 2022
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this is exactly like every single other twitter fic on this godforsaken website but i wanted to do one too so<3
everyone is gay. everyone. all of them.
this is mostly spidey-centric, yet another example of how unoriginal i am
Recent series
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the kevin atwater johnlock saga by starlesbian
Fandom Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
22 Aug 2022
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johnlock as told through kevin atwater's music <3
knowledge of kevin's discography unneeded
canon-compliant or -defiant? undecided
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ineffable professors by starlesbian
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
06 Jan 2022
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crowley and aziraphale get bored and decide to become the best professors at a realfake university that i know nothing about and my OCs are just peter parker and me (at the time of beginning the series) in a different font
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In which Hunter gets a little too sucked into the exciting world of owning a scroll and a little too fond of the girl he can now contact via said scroll. But Hunter is no fool. He is very aware of the people Willow Park is associated with; enemies of the Emperor's coven, like the Owl Lady and her Human. So, he doesn't intend to get too carried away with this whole friendship thing, he'll just stick to texting and....
Oh. He has bumped into her in town and she's eager to say hi. Well, that's....fine.
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Bookmarked by starlesbian
06 Jul 2026
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Now on official government record: Carol let the hivemind fuck her, Carol fucked the hivemind.
Bookmarked by starlesbian
19 May 2026
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fall back into place by charizona
pluribus, stursia
zosia's wrangling of her individualism and identity happens to land her in carol sturka's bed a lot
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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Bookmarked by starlesbian
09 Apr 2026
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ilyuca81 (otherwise known as lucarozanov) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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lucarozanov
if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though
Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.
Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.
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09 Apr 2026
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@MLHTracker by summerblood for arenasoundsystem (cutflowersounds)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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MLH Tracker @MLHTracker
rozanov81 (Ilya Rozanov) started following 3 and unfollowed 0:✅ montrealmetros (The Montreal Metros)
✅ shanehollanderofficial (Shane Hollander)
✅ metrosworst (Worst Metros Plays)
⏎ 55 ⟳ 39 ♡ 732rozanov defender @gremlinroz
... alright who told ilya about the mlh tracker
⏎ 0 ⟳ 10 ♡ 63lea @rozanovsss
getting ready for the game on thursday i see... masterful trolling
⏎ 5 ⟳ 1 ♡ 37The history of Hollanov, primarily as seen through the MLH Tracker on Twitter.
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Bookmarked by starlesbian
09 Apr 2026