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    My dearest beloved,
    It is with great relief that I finally write to you. I think it doubtful for my words to ever reach your ears, but spare me this chance to lend you a piece of my thoughts — and only a piece, for I must write with caution lest I be discovered.

    Neil, amidst his own internal emotional conflict, accidentally stumbles upon letters Todd had been writing in secret to an unknown recipient. Neil (an idiot) continues to intrude on Todd's privacy by reading each new letter in secret, continuously agitating over their purpose.

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    “‘Course I’m okay.” Neil smiled peculiarly. “Tonight’s the night.”
    “What night?”
    He laughed, staring absurdly. “The play. The play is tonight.”
    “It is?”
    “What’s gotten into you, Todd?” He felt along his forehead for a fever he wouldn’t find.
    Todd swallowed and started to bring himself off the floor. “Just had a weird dream, I guess.”

    OR my timeloop fic where Todd gets stuck reliving the night of the play until he can save Neil

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    Todd Anderson is smitten with Neil Perry, and that keeps him awake at night. He knows the consequences of loving a boy will be life altering.

    When Neil realises Todd has been having trouble sleeping, he decides he’s not going to let him brave the night alone.

    Late night conversations and a game of chess leads to late night love confessions.

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    todd stares at his knuckles, unbelieving. they're glistening with the same blood that slowly drips from neil's nose. they're both breathing hard. neil looks at todd, looks at him with eyes like dry pine needles, and something pinches deep inside todd.

    he wants to yell at neil, he wants to punch him again. he wants to kiss him so hard he's breathless. their room is so hot. neil smiles, and todd wants to kiss the red off his lips.

    OR: after drunkenly making out at a party, neil and todd struggle to know what's worse - the guilt or the desire for more.

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    On the night of the play at Henley Hall, after Puck turned back into Neil Perry, Todd Anderson felt an odd sense of foreboding as the car rolled away...and made a choice.

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