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He’s different, Jaemin is, in ways that only someone who once knew him as well as Mark did would notice. This weariness that clings to him…Mark wonders how long it’s been there. And Mark knows they haven’t been talking for very long, but he hasn’t seen Jaemin smile—really, properly smile—even once. Even the way he sits, shoulders hunched over like the weight of the world is bearing down on him, isn’t like him. Mark has to wonder what the industry has done to his Jaeminie.
(Mark's first friend, first crush, first kiss, first love is an idol. And he’s falling to pieces as the whole world watches.)
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Giant sequoias can withstand all manner of natural disasters. Mark wonders if he and Jaemin can survive anything, too.
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19 Jun 2026
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the most beautiful fic i've read in recent memory
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“If Jeno and I weren’t idols together, if we met in a different universe, do you think we’d still be friends?” Jaemin asks.
“I don’t know,” Renjun says. “I mean, wouldn’t it depend on the circumstances?”
But that’s the problem, Jaemin wants to scream. Because no matter what, no matter which world he wakes up in, he’s always in love with Jeno.
(or, Jaemin starts dreaming of alternate universes. Jeno is the one commonality between all of them.)
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19 Jun 2026