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    The more you love someone, the more you want to kill them. Or: How Cas developed some bad habits, and Dean coped surprisingly well.

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  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Even after his father is dead, Dean doesn’t stop hunting; and it’s not as if he should, but he doesn’t let Sam rush headfirst into danger even when Sam wants to, and he doesn’t let Castiel protect him, either, because he still lives in that place in his mind that tells him this is his responsibility, and he’ll get no help from anyone.
     

    Just a short and sweet fic about Cas trying to convince Dean he doesn't have to carry the world on his shoulders.

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  3. Public Bookmark 82

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    Now that Chuck is gone and Cas is back, they can finally just live their lives. Dean is still trying to figure out what that means for him and if he can trust Cas to stay this time. He’s also trying to figure out where Cas is getting the random assortment of objects he keeps pulling out of his sleeve. He always seems to have exactly what Dean needs. Or maybe the truth is that Cas is exactly what Dean needs.

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    Cas flicks his hand in a motion that Dean finds familiar, the same one that always produces his angel blade. But instead of the silvery-white gleam of his signature weapon, a little book of matches falls into his palm. He hands it off to Dean. It’s from a strip club in St. Louis, judging by the mirrored silhouettes of two curvaceous women and the address printed on it.

    “Got something to tell me?” Dean chuckles.

    “Yes. I agree you’re getting too old for digging up graves. Although I assume you were asking where I got the matches. I’m not going to tell you.”

    Dean gapes at him. “What? Why?”

    “Because the expression on your face is hilarious,” Cas says, and saunters off toward the car.

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  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    "You threatened to throw me back in. I sold my fucking soul to get down there and then I wasn’t even strong enough to keep taking the pain. So, so I don’t know where you get off trying to convince me I didn’t belong there.”
    Cas’ expression changes, almost imperceptibly.
    “That’s the demon talking,” he says.
    “I don’t even want to look at you after what you tried to pull with Anna,” Dean says, turning back to stare at his knees. “Get out of here.”
    A hand lands on his shoulder, right over the fucking mark. Dean jolts. When he looks up, Cas is closer, and there’s…almost a kind expression on his face.
    “Your mother would not hate you for what you did in hell,” he says.

     

    An examination of Dean and hell and how demons managed to convince the little boy who made Christmas for his brother when their dad didn't come home that he was a monster.

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    Daddy’s blunt little instrument.

    It’s all he had ever known because it’s all he was ever shown. He was only as good as his last kill. His worth came from his ability to take care of Sam. He existed to take care of others. And Dean had been okay with that, or at least he thought he had been.

    Everything changed for Dean when he met Castiel. And everything changed again with the love that came from knowing Castiel.

     

    or: loving deeply gives you strength. being deeply loved gives you courage.

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