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    "Mr Hollander?" God. He couldn't do this. Shane looks up and meets Ilya's eyes. He was into him. He was into him badly, and Ilya was so much younger than him.

    "Call me Shane?"

    Ilya eyes him. His gaze wanders over Shane, where he sits across from him on the grass. In his backyard of the house he had bought with his husband years ago. Ilya took his time eyeing Shane. Look at every part of him. Shane's skin prickled where his gaze landed. This was bad. Being on a first-name basis was too personal. He was crossing another line.

    "Shane," Ilya tries out, and it sounds heavenly from his mouth. Shane didn't know what was wrong with him, but he wanted to moan. This 24-year-old had him in a grip, and he probably didn't even know it.

    Shane was going to go to hell.

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    37-year-old Shane and 24-year-old Ilya sneak around all summer, hiding their affair from Shane's husband.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    scenes meant to slot into the show canon. take them as "add ons."

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    19 Jun 2026

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    Shane wakes up after hitting his head to discover that he and Ilya have three children, are retired from hockey, and are getting divorced. Shane doesn't remember any of that. But he's determined to get them back together.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    The video opens with an air of domesticity and almost innocence to it that foreshadowed nothing of what would follow. A quick sweeping shot of a bedroom, lights low, before the camera settles on a man standing in front of a mirror. The atmosphere is intimate and cozy. Ilya Rozanov is just finishing pulling the jersey over his head, abs and a trail of hair disappearing under a sea of blue. He turns to look in the mirror. His black boxer briefs visible where the jersey ends. HOLLANDER spelled across the back with 24 in the center

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    Well it's yet another Hollanov getting outted Pre-Tuna melt fic because this one is haunting my brain.
    How will the boys handle it when a stupid video they decided to make gets posted at the start of the 2016 season? Before they've ever had a chance to establish what they want with each other. What will the consequences be in a era before Scott Hunter kissing on the ice and Ilya's still the captain in Boston.

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    06 Jun 2026