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    At night, alone in his bedroll, Astarion’s mind wanders. Away from himself, his body, his own recursive and increasingly irritating patterns of thought—it wanders and it wanders until it, eventually, ends up back where it started. Astarion on his knees, entertaining someone else.

    He has spent two hundred years fantasizing about freedom—ludicrous dreams, where he is fed, where he is warm, where he parts Cazador’s head from his neck with his fangs—the stupidest, most basic, crudest ideas of what he might do if only he had the power to control himself. And now that he has that control, he fantasizes about someone taking it away again.

    Specifically, he fantasizes about Wyll.

    For some time, now, Astarion has fantasized about Wyll Ravengard putting him in his place. This isn't a problem, until suddenly it is.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Astarion mouths wet kisses against the other side of Tav’s neck, and then he mutters something so unsettling into his skin that Tav is almost certain he misheard it.

    “What did you say?”

    “I wonder how much blood you’d have to lose,” Astarion repeats, “for your cock to stay soft?”

     

    In which Astarion drinks way, way, way too much of Tav's blood one time, and then they both get incredibly horny (and emotional) about it.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    Astarion has kissed people before, of course. He’s kissed quite a lot of people, thank you very much. Some of them even survived the process.

    Some of them he even enjoyed. Not that that’s here nor there.

    Astarion successfully seduces Wyll, but Wyll is less interested in taking Astarion to bed a second time than he is in kissing him senseless. Astarion has no idea what to do with that.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Karlach's treasured teddy bear is torn almost in half.

    The day is reluctantly saved by an exasperated vampire who has spent two centuries mending his own clothing.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “Thanatos?” Zagreus’ brow furrows in confusion, and the worry on his face makes the butterflies in Thanatos’ stomach launch a violently militarised assault on his insides. Thanatos suddenly finds himself feeling quite strongly, and entirely against his will, that nothing should ever be permitted to make Zagreus unhappy; he wants to reach out and smooth the lines marring the otherwise flawless expanse of his forehead, wants to lay a soft kiss on the delicate curve of his perfect brow ridge, wants to cradle him gently in loving arms until his expression reverts to its contentedly gormless default.

    “I wish I was mortal so that I could kill myself,” Thanatos says, fervently and with great feeling.

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    In the middle of one of Zagreus' escape attempts, Aphrodite's Charm works its magic on a singularly unlikely target.

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    24 May 2026