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  1. Public Bookmark 38

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    Weeks after the incident with Bonnie, James is living in the cabin at Alyssa's aunt's house while she works to pay back her mum. Meanwhile Alyssa is struggling to get a handle on her mental health. Saying "I love you" can't fix everything, but then again, they never expected it to.

    Basically this is a continuation of how James and Alyssa's relationship evolves shortly after the end of season 2. There are some issues the show doesn't give any closure on, so I self-indulgently decided to tackle them myself.

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    01 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    She crawls over top of him, trapping him beneath her on the couch. She could get drunk off his smile if she weren't already more than a little tipsy. "You're lying," she coos. "You're lying, you liar."

    Without a second thought, she leans forward and presses her lips to his. It’s a shy, hesitant kiss, but she can feel her heart swelling, reaching out to his.

    Love me. Please.

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    23 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 55

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    Claire and Leon's evolving connection spans decades, entwining their lives in unexpected ways from 1998 to present day.

    Kicks off with that obligatory 'hotel rendezvous' chapter right after the city goes to hell." That we have all written, read, and have some interpretation living rent free in our minds.
    had to draw up a whole timeline just to keep track of where things are going because, believe me, things get messy!

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    10 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Andrew knows what she needs. Even if she can’t admit it to herself.

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    takes place immediately after the "Drunk Love" vision

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    02 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 37

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    There is something else she has called him, mostly in jest. Once or twice when she wanted to get his goat about something. It was always a joke, but there wasn't anything joking about the way his eyes darkened, how he held her gaze for too long after the word left her mouth. He was right that he had taught her exactly how to undo him; but, that was in part because she had been a very diligent student.

    “Please, Daddy, I want you to be yours.”

    It’s like a lightning bolt to his chest, shocking him into action. A growl leaves his mouth as he covers her body with his own so he can kiss her. Vicious and totaling like this isn’t the first time. Not letting her catch her breath as his tongue dives into her mouth, thrusting his finger all the way into her at the same time like he wants to swallow her pleasure whole.

    When she pushes him away so she can catch her breath, his eyes are darkly glistening.

    “Do you have any idea how many times I’ve dreamed of you saying some fucked up shit like that?”

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    02 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    absolute cinema