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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    You're the guy who showed up," Eddie said firmly. "The guy who said yes when he needed someone. That's what matters, Buck. The rest? We'll figure it out. All of us."

    From the living room came the sound of Chris's voice, patient and warm, explaining something about pigeons. Theo's small laugh—tentative, fragile, but real—drifted back to them.

    "Chris is so good with him," Buck said.

    "Chris learned from the best." Eddie's hand found Buck's shoulder, squeezing. "You've been showing him how to be patient and kind and present for eight years. Now he gets to pay it forward."

    Buck nodded, not trusting his voice. Eddie's hand was still on his shoulder, warm and steady, and Buck let himself lean into that certainty. Into the promise of *we* instead of *I*.

     

    Or Buck fosters Theo and he and Eddie basically co parent together and discover how in love they are.
    Mostly canon except Bobby never died as it's my story so I can make that happen

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    18 Jun 2026

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    There was a warmth in those tiny kisses, a sensation that travelled up Eddie’s thumb, past his shoulders, down to his toes and back up at the base of his spine. Something sweet.

    “Hey, buddy.” Eddie finally asked when the silence became too much. “What are you doing?”

    Buck paused, giving him a look so serious that Eddie was about to call bullshit on the pain meds. “I’m making you better. Idiot.”

     

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    Five times Eddie used his kisses to heal or to be healed, plus one time he didn't have to do anything at all.

    (The healing kisses buddie fic)

     

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    22 May 2026

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    “Buck, I don’t want to upset you,” he said. “But can you feel this?” Eddie’s eyes gestured down at his arm. Buck followed along the bandages, expecting to see some sort of spot of red or maybe an odd-angled turn. Instead his heart rose and fell too fast as he realized that since they’d been talking, Eddie hadn’t just had his hand on his shoulder. His other was delicately wrapped in Buck’s exposed fingers, starkly white even against the bedding. Buck tried to move them, wanting so badly, even with all this and even as much as it could give him away, to curl back.
    They didn’t move.
    ……
    After a spiral, Buck attempts the unthinkable. Eddie helps him recover, but his lasting injuries present new challenges that jeopardize his career. Now he has to get his mental health in order, face potentially leaving the firehouse, and all while being completely and totally in love with his best friend.

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    14 May 2026

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    "You do realize it's okay to be angry sometimes, right?" Jungkook cracks open the can, taking a slow sip. "Or to show any kind of negative emotion in general."

    A scoff escapes Jimin before he can stop himself, and he throws Jungkook's bruised knuckles a pointed look.

    "And I guess you know all about showing negative emotions."

    Jungkook follows his gaze and lifts an eyebrow.

    "Would you look at that—" His lips curl into a grin. "He can talk back."

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    A story in which ice hockey team captain Jeon Jungkook (loud, rich, popular—and maybe a bit of a jerk) and figure skater Park Jimin (quiet, working two side jobs, and having one friend in total – two, if you count his dog) are about to slip and slide into an unexpectedly intense senior year.

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    03 May 2026