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    what it means to be evil by

    Fandoms: Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Iron Man (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    24 Jun 2026

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    He'd screamed back at Ben only once, mourning sharp and fresh on both their breaths against each others faces only inches from each other, desperate for him to understand that Peter wished it had been himself on that pavement divinely punished for an argument he could hardly even remember but would gladly die for if it meant May would have walked and how he still wished he were dead day after day because to see her empty shoes untouched upon the doorstep was worse than dying and he'd kill himself a thousand times to bring her back but how dare he suggest that Peter would be happier any other way than with them both.

    And Ben had slapped him, then—and Peter thinks for the first time that perhaps he had lost them both after all.
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    Aunt May goes after Peter that night, and neither Peter nor Ben were quite the same after that. Good and evil are just words. Monster. Martyr. Mortal. Other nouns and adjectives that don't really mean anything at all. Peter is like a definition. Ben is a passing thought. Tony Stark is an exclamation point.

    And life is one big, glaring question mark.

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    if i close my eyes, i can pretend like you aren't there by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types  

    29 Dec 2024

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    After being kicked out by Aunt May because she found out he was Spider-man, Peter Parker takes to the streets. Alone, unwanted, and hungry, the past two years have been spent living for the sake of Spider-man. Maybe it takes meeting a group of superheros to change Peter's tune.

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    The 9 times an Avenger met Peter Parker, and the one time they met Spider-man.

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    Benefits by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)  

    17 Apr 2025

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    There are many benefits to being Spider-Man. When Peter finds himself in...less than perfect living situations, he may discover more than one.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Hope Sent A-Quiver by

    Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)  

    24 Apr 2023

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    Nearly two years after they saved the world and defeated Thanos, Clint is a walking shell of himself, though he puts on a brave front for his family.

    Six months after Spiderman dies—a mute, homeless teenager appears in the woods around the Barton farmstead.

    This is the story of how they resurrect each other.

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    A Place to Rest Your Head...and Maybe Call Home by ,

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    08 Apr 2020

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    After May and Ben die, Peter is put into the system. After going through too many homes in too short a time, he decides he'd be beter off alone.
    Living on the streets, Peter makes the best of what he has by using his brain and his powers to his advantage. He was prepared to hide out until he was old enough to hold a job and be considered an adult by the state. He'd find a way to live and survive until he could get back on his feet again.
    Then an internship changes everything. It may even change his Parker Luck.

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    28 May 2026