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    “Ahhh,” Ryan breathes, tongue out and grinning. Oliver can almost see the remnants of the wine sparkling on his tongue. “Come get a taste.”

    Oliver rolls his eyes but walks over to Ryan all the same. To him, champagne always tastes like someone carbonated a headache and then charged too much for it. But Ryan’s lips are sweet — white peach and honey — and something warm and yeasty sits on his tongue.

    or: an ode to Oliver and Ryan's wet hot European convention season, long may it reign

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    26 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 74

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    “How do people have sex when they have kids?” Buck continues, knowing he’s whining a little bit, but he’s pent up, and Theo came into his life without warning so he didn’t have time to mentally prepare for everything it would entail. Namely, what it would mean for Buck’s sex life.

    Eddie’s face is kind of red, but he says, in that matter of fact way he always does, “Theo’s asleep right now.”

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    26 Jul 2026

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    Eddie gets a vibrator.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    Buck starts dating again. Eddie is totally and completely normal about it.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    "You don't see the problem," Buck says finally, in as measured a tone as he can, "with getting married to me. For tax purposes."

    "Not just tax purposes," Eddie says indignantly, like that's Buck's main sticking point. Buck finally turns his head and looks at him. Still stupid. Still beautiful, in a light-colored Henley that makes his skin glow, his long fingers curled around the neck of the beer bottle resting on his knee. His big brown eyes and the encouraging little smile on his lips, like he's offering Buck a special treat, instead of a lifelong fucking commitment of platonic marriage. Buck wants to kiss him, or maybe strangle him. Either one would serve Eddie right.

    Or: Eddie proposes marriage (platonically). Buck spirals.

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    13 Nov 2025

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    "Buck," Eddie whispers. His beautiful face is cast in sharp angles and deep shadows, his eyes wide and dark, except when he shifts his weight and the faint light catches and reflects twin flares of eerie, inhuman red. Are Eddie's teeth longer? He can't tell. How suddenly does the shift come on, trapped away from direct moonlight like this?

    Or: trapped together during the full moon, Buck and Eddie improvise.

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    02 Nov 2025

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    He should have been relieved that he no longer had to hide, and he was. He just… couldn’t find his footing. He was hallucinating an elaborate reality where he was a person Eddie Diaz held and kissed and took to bed.

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    22 Oct 2025

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    Buck asks, "Where is your dad?"

    "He's downstairs buying sodas," Christopher replies. He sits down next to Buck and points at the magazine. "Why are you reading Bridal Guide?"

    "Oh." Buck flushes a little. It's not like he can explain: I realized I'm in love with your dad and keep accidentally planning a wedding we're never going to have. "It was this or Golf Digest."

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    21 Oct 2025

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    “Were you, uh, dreaming just now?”

    Eddie clears his throat.

    “Yeah,” he lies, because what is he supposed to say? The truth? He pushes himself up, still keeping himself angled away, scrubbing his palm down his face. “Yeah, I think I was.”

    At the very least, it isn’t broad daylight, so his cheeks won’t betray how goddamn hot his face is. He looks over at Buck; the dashboard of the Jeep and the moon in the sky cast a soft glow on his features.

    With a sidelong look, a sly little smile pulls at Buck’s lips. “Sounded like it mighta been a good one,” he teases, wagging his eyebrows.

     

    Halfway through their drive from El Paso to LA, Buck gives Eddie permission to let go.

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    15 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 26

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    Detailed floor plans and discussion of the house Eddie and Chris live in.

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    25 Aug 2025

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    Which brings Eddie to his current predicament: drowning in love and unable to do a thing about it, all while being subjected to his criminally attractive best friend sauntering around sans a shirt at every hour of the goddamn day.

    Morning toothbrushing? Shirtless. After school video games? Shirtless. Reading on the couch? Shirtless. Weeding the garden in LA summer sunshine? Shirtless and sweaty. Asleep half a foot of bedspace away from Eddie? There aren’t even pants involved. Existing day-to-day seems to have become a topless event where Buck is concerned, because Eddie has apparently racked up enough overdue penance for several lifetimes.

     

    or, eddie loves living with his best friend. he just really wishes buck would put on a fucking shirt

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    20 Jun 2025

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    "Look who's talking. Come on, it's just me," Buck says, like that's an argument or something, and it must work, because when he leans across to push play, Eddie doesn't stop him.

    Or: Buck walks in on Eddie watching porn. It escalates from there.

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    15 Jun 2025

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    Buck runs, and Eddie follows.

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    It’s been over two months of chasing Buck across the country, from state to state to state, following a trail he suspects Buck doesn’t realize he’s dropping breadcrumbs on. If he did, Eddie worries he’d stop sending the postcards, and they’re his only clues. Buck left his phone in his apartment back in Los Angeles. If he’s gotten a new one, he hasn’t shared the number with anyone—not Maddie, not Chris, and certainly not Eddie.

    So Eddie lays in a too-soft bed in a too-small cabin in the middle of bumfuck Nebraska, the first grey light of dawn creeping its fingers past the dusky pink curtains, and reads the postcard again. He knows what it says by heart, but it makes him feel a little less alone to hear Buck’s voice in his head.

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    26 May 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 86

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    He’s in the kitchen with the wives, though even the wives were there too, and the 118 are crowded together, stuffed onto a couch that doesn’t fit four, closer than they’ve ever been in more ways than anyone will be able to name.

    Not for the first time in his life, Eddie stands on the outside looking in. He can’t have this again, this family that he fell into - it’s a flash in the pan, lightning in a bottle. His new crew waits for him back in El Paso, a new collection of strangers he can't let himself get close to.

    Buck looks up and around, catching Eddie’s eyes when he finds where Eddie has gone. He moves his arm to the back of the couch, fingers reaching out in what looks like an invitation. Eddie stands in the kitchen and begs himself - take it, take it, take it.

     

    [Or coming together and coming apart in the days surrounding Bobby's funeral.]

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    23 May 2025

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    And Eddie’s not jealous, of course not, that’s Buck’s thing. He thinks wryly of Tommy and sprained ankles, and an embarrassing fondness fills his chest. Buck’s so— Buck, wholly and completely, and Eddie misses him, is all. But that’s not why he’s doing it, honest. These people don’t appreciate Buck for who he is, not the way Eddie does. He just wants the best for Buck, okay?

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    Eddie brings Christopher home from Texas to find that in his absence, Buck’s started sleeping around.

    Eddie is completely normal about that.

     

    (Or, Eddie starts cockblocking Buck. Things escalate from there.)

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    19 May 2025

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    I slept with Buck, he imagines saying out loud. To Bobby, probably. Bobby gives good advice, always listens carefully, like it matters. Doesn't judge, at least not out loud.

    Gave. Bobby gave good advice. Bobby is never going to look at Eddie across the big table at the station loft with a faintly amused expression on his face while he tells Eddie something that Eddie deep down already knew.

    I slept with Buck. I don't know what to do.

    Bobby would raise his eyebrows and say, Well, maybe you should talk to him.

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    08 May 2025

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    When he looked up, Eddie’s eyes were bright, focused. He was a little flushed, and his shoulders were soft but his jaw was set. “I love you,” he said.
    “I love you, too, man,” Buck said. “But you know what I mean.”
    “I do know,” Eddie said. “Buck, I’m trying to tell you something.”

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    05 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 72

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    Buck tries. He does; it’s not working. There’s a mental block that’s stronger than the near-painful pressure on his bladder. It’s a little humiliating, just standing there waiting for nothing to happen. “I can’t,” Buck admits, voice small, and he’s about to turn around himself when the grip Eddie has on his waist tightens.

    “You can.” Again with that making-it-happen voice. One of Eddie’s hands begins a soothing motion, edging from his side to Buck’s stomach.

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    01 Apr 2025

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    Buck scoffs. “You really think you could go longer than I could without--”

    Eddie shakes his head in amusement. “Making a ‘deposit’?” he teases sarcastically, finishing Buck’s sentence when he awkwardly clams up. “Yes, with one hundred percent certainty.”

    Buck’s eyebrows raise, his bright grin showing off a row of perfectly white teeth. “Oh, you wanna bet? Since you’re so confident.”

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    Buck and Eddie challenge each other to see who can go the longest without an orgasm. Eddie’s pretty confident he can win.

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    14 Mar 2025

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    Just Buck speaking, apparently, is enough to get him hard.

    His brain starts hurting. Like he’s guzzled down a Big Gulp sized Icee in the summertime.

    ...or, Eddie slowly loses his mind and has phone sex about it.

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    06 Mar 2025

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