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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    The last day of the year used to have his name in it.

    Kakavasha survives the same day again and again - as a beloved child, then as the last thing his sister sends running, then as an object, a spectacle, a Stoneheart.

    Years later, with rain against the windows and thread tangled between his fingers, Aventurine tries to make something of it again.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Oh this hurt me in the BEST WAY. Yes yes yes please and thank you.

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Ratio agrees to attend a masquerade ball for operational reasons only.

    Then Aventurine makes him dance, flirts outrageously, drags him into a garden alcove, and somehow still expects him not to have notes.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    The most satisfying little NOW KISS nugget with extra dancing and verbal sparring, be still my heart!!!

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    Aventurine thinks he is visiting Ratio’s home. Ratio thinks he is avoiding admitting he still has one.

    By the end of the week, after a broken translator, too many relatives, and a homecoming years overdue, both of them have to revise the definition: home is not the planet, the house, or the family table.

    It is the person who sees you and stays.

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    06 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Three chapters in, this fic has already remapped my neural pathways and changed the trajectory of my life, oh my god just read it

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    The position of Water Prison guard is not a particularly well regarded one. Naturally, this is the exact position Shen Yuan finds himself deposited in when he transmigrates from his world to “Proud Immortal Demon Way”. How lucky. He stands daily outside of Shen Qingqiu's cell and listens to screaming.

    Eventually, Shen Yuan's tendency of collecting strays kicks into gear, and Luo Binghe has a life-altering realization. The red string of fate becomes twisted, strangling and knotted, around three lives.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    This goes absolutely CRAZY in the very best ways.

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Aventurine leans against the balcony railing, gold city light catching against the rings on his fingers. “You know,” he says, “most people would’ve requested a different room by now.”

    Dr. Ratio looks up from his datapad just long enough to meet his eyes. “Most people,” he replies calmly, “are less tolerable than you.”

    For a second, Aventurine forgets how to answer.

    Ratio notices that too.

    Dr. Ratio and Aventurine are sent by the IPC to Somnus-V, a planet whose economy runs on traded memories and emotion. As they navigate the upper district’s political elite, the two find themselves being constantly monitored in a society built around emotional vulnerability and psychological control. Meanwhile, Aventurine’s growing feelings for Ratio begin complicating a mission that was supposed to remain strictly professional.

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    26 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh this is so damn good, MISSION FIC WITH FEELINGS AND MYSTERY AND THE BEST DAMN EMOTIONAL CRUCIBLE ooof I’m so here for it 🔥🔥🔥

  6. Public Bookmark 84

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    “Fuck,” Childe says, collapsing against his pillow.

    It’s been ages since he’s had a wet dream. If this were Zhongli’s bed, he’d be embarrassed, but it’s not. It’s his, in the suite he rarely sleeps in anymore, since he’d rather be in Zhongli’s bed anyway.

    He flops to his back, picking at his sticky pants and staring at the wet spot on the bed. “Huh.”

    So, he pretends that didn’t happen. A week goes by. He forgets about the dream, letting it fade into the ether as dreams are wont to do—until he has another.

    Childe starts dreaming about switching things up with Zhongli.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Putting Childe in the cat panini press as god intended

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    Zhongli, meanwhile, sits back in his chair, flabbergasted. “You mean to tell me in your twenty-odd years of life—” Childe corrects his age, clearly proud of his relative youth. “—you have never taken a lover?” He uses this turn of phrase deliberately, and it has the desired effect.

    Childe’s face flames. “That’s—that’s not—” He clears his throat and lowers his voice. “We were talking about dating.”

    “So you have done neither,” Zhongli says slowly.

    Childe has always been too dedicated to the Tsaritsa to find time for intimacy. Zhongli changes that.

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    22 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    aww yeah this is the quality stuff right here 😩👌

  8. Public Bookmark 27

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    “Of course I remember you, Ratio,” Aventurine says, smiling. “What a surprise! It’s been - what, ten years?”
    “Closer to fifteen,” Veritas corrects him.
    Aventurine didn’t even recognise him. He doesn’t remember how long it’s been.
    The reunions in his idle fantasies had gone a lot differently.

    A down on his luck Veritas has a chance reunion with his first love. It doesn't go quite like how he imagined it.

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    21 Jun 2026

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    oh this is so damned DELICIOUS

  9. Public Bookmark 50

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    When Aventurine happens to run into Ratio, his one who got away, he swears that this time it'll be different. The fact that Ratio already has a ring on his finger won't stop him.

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    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh they are so fucking stupid and absolutely cooked and the tension was so good, absolutely delicious.

  10. Public Bookmark 38

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    “You may,” Aventurine starts, voice quiet because Ratio will always listen to him, and he sees Ratio’s eyes start to light up with excitement. Silly boy. He just wants to be told what to do. “-Take off my socks.”

    Ratio doesn’t say anything. He doesn’t need to. When he’s like this, there’s never any doubts that he didn’t hear or will not do what Aventurine says.

    Aventurine very much likes Ratio below him.

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    18 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AWWWWW YEAH SUBBY RATIO LOOKING AT AVENTURINE LIKE HE'LL ABSOLUTELY PERISH IF HE DOESN'T GET A MORSEL OF PUSSY, MY BELOVED!!!

  11. Public Bookmark 19

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    Childe lounged in his chair, legs spread lazily across the arms, sipping at a cup of tea he had poured for himself earlier. Normally that wouldn’t be anything of note, the problem was that Zhongli’s sensitive nose could smell how poorly the tea was made. A Jade Cloud green tea, a very delicate blend harvested from the fields in Qingce, one that should normally have a sweet aroma with a slight nuttiness to it. And while he could smell the undertones of what the tea should smell like, it was overpowered by a horrible bitterness.

    “Childe,” he said, “your tea smells foul.”

    Or: Improperly brewed tea still has it's uses!

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    18 Jun 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 97

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    "Man, with that reputation sounds like I should be part of your House, haha!”

    A pause. “You could be, you know.”

    He stilled, pushing away from the brunette to look them in the eyes proper. “What?”

    Zhongli took his hands in their own, cupping them between their much larger and softer ones. “Be a part of this House."

    He looked away. This family was so close knit, would it really be ok for him to just...step in?

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    It is said sparks of excitement can be found everywhere in Liyue, but after a year of living in Liyue Harbour Ajax finds himself bored. That is until Zhongli Pei, tattoo artist and House Mother, finds their way into his life and gives him a second chance at family. But when the past he's been running from catches up to him will he be able to hold on to the new life he's found? Or will it all go up in smoke.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    THE ONE WITH BALLROOM ZHONGLI yes m'am

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I have an idea, one that I think you might find interesting. Do you remember the bargain that we struck the last time you requested my help? Call it…an addendum to our previous agreement. A small wager that concerns the three of us.”

    Aventurine blinks. “Together?”

    “Do you think that you can last?”

    Aventurine makes a wager with Black Swan and Acheron.

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    26 May 2026

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    I fuck with this.... mhm.

  14. Public Bookmark 17

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    "If you keep me here much longer," Veritas Ratio says with as much dignity as he can muster, "my knees will begin to cramp."

    "Oh?" Aventurine grins with the barest hint of teeth, every inch the cat laying eyes on a canary. "Do you have someplace else to be, doc?"

     

    Aventurine strings Ratio along, Ratio follows his lead, and both of them benefit in the end.

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    20 May 2026

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    BARK BARK BARK BARK FUCKIN WOOF!!!!

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    This is routine for him. It has been this way since childhood. He’s content with it. Sometimes, it is an outright advantage. Being ‘lonely’ allows you to focus. He spent his last birthday locked away in his house proving an unprovable equation, because he doesn’t care about these things, and that gives him more time to seek out all knowledge in the world.

    And maybe, on other occasions, without all these memories of nearly thirty birthdays spent in silence, he believes that.

    Ratio has a typically miserable birthday. Aventurine gives him three presents to cheer him up.

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    18 May 2026

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    This fic beat me up and took my lunch money and I’m so happy about it (and as a Virgo, I agree, Ratio is the pinnacle of Capricorn)

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    What was he expecting to find tonight? Aventurine subdued? Aventurine not even in attendance? Was he hoping to overhear that the Stonehearts were down a number? Ratio isn’t sure. He just knows he was hoping for anything but… this. Anything but the usual performance. Not after Penacony. He’d assumed it was enough to change something.

    He’d hoped it would change something.

    Ratio and Aventurine attend the first IPC Gala since Penacony. They haven't seen each other in two months. Naturally, it ends with them frotting in Opal's study.

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    18 May 2026

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    Going FERAL over this, it’s so hot when Aventurine is on his game

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    If anyone else tried to strap Aventurine down to a machine like this again he’d bite and claw his way off it… Then he’d probably get back on it and torture himself, but that’s different. That’s him giving himself what he deserves, the best feeling he can get these days. Anyone else would be using him, would be trying to mould him into another shape where the angles don’t add up. They’d be leering and drooling.

    Ratio isn't like anybody else

    Ratio edges Aventurine with sex toys. For science.

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    16 May 2026

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    OH MY GODDDDD

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    The distance between them is only making the tension simmer hotter. Aventurine fumbles any ball that comes his way, too focused on glimpses of Ratio. Ratio fouls for the first time when he’s up to bat, and his pitches are getting sloppier and sloppier. He’s not looking at Aventurine, but his mind is clearly not on baseball anymore.

    When the sixth inning ends, they meet in the middle of the diamond. Aventurine is a lot dirtier now, covered in grass stains. He’s sweating hard enough that his hair is limp and damp. Ratio isn’t fairing much better. They push their bodies together, heedless of the dirt, all but rubbing on each other like cats now. Ratio’s knuckles press firmly on Aventurine’s sweaty chest when he hands the bat over, hand curled around it unnecessarily. Direct contact. Aventurine shudders. So does Ratio.

    The IPC and The Intelligentsia Guild play their annual, 'friendly' game of baseball, and Ratio and Aventurine subject everyone to the worst flirting of this Amber Era.

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    16 May 2026

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    BARKING AND HOWLING AT THE MOON AND IM NOT EVEN A SPORTS GUY

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    This is the sort of look Aventurine gives him when he answers faculty emails while Aventurine is trying to dazzle him with card tricks. Hungry and determined. It sends an embarrassing shiver down his spine, because he knows what follows. (Hands ghosting over his skin, an insisting mouth pressed to his throat. All of Aventurine’s greed turned on him, to the task of getting his attention back.)

    His core clenches. Muscle memory. Pathetic classical conditioning. He's too tired for this. Aventurine snaps at a kindly offered hand but kicks your leg out from under you just to keep your eyes on him. He must have attention, all the attention in the world. It must never be positive

    Aventurine sighs. “Are you really still sore about the nurse outfit joke?”

    Ratio has been overworking himself. Aventurine is bored with his mandatory sick leave, in need of attention, and definitely not just trying to tire Ratio out so he'll stop worrying about him and get some sleep.

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    16 May 2026

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    Oh HELL YEAH the transmasc Ratio switch fic of my dreams 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  20. Public Bookmark 29

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    Veritas is a patient man—exceedingly patient, in fact. But after enduring six months of Aventurine dodging his every attempt at an honest conversation about their feelings, Veritas decides to take the matter—and Aventurine himself, of course—in hand.

    Or: Aventurine fucks around once again. Veritas makes sure he finds out. A lesson is finally learned.

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    14 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love them, your honor 🥹🥹🥹

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