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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Naim takes a shaky step forward, and Ryan’s hand reaches out to steady him like it’s second nature. There are so many things that Naim wants to say, but can't because the words are stuck in his throat, like the entity's fist shoved them down to the point of unspeakability. His thoughts are overlapping and restless, and his head buzzes with incessant white noise. He opens his mouth to say something, gaping like a fish, and then closes it.

    I love you, he thinks.

    “I’m sorry,” Naim says instead, because that sounds about right.

    OR, the one time naim dreams of reconciliation, and the one time it’s real.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    "His eyes dart across the landscape in front of him as he takes one stumbling step back, then another, and another, and then he's running, sprinting, arms pumping as he tries to get back to the car. And then Naim is in front of him, eyes flat and empty, and Ryan can't stop in time."

    OR

    Ryan has some trouble after dropping Naim off.

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Ryan hated the way that Naim stared at him with his creepy little eyes, how he walked around like he was okay being alone, how he looked like he knew there was something wrong with them, something wrong with Ryan, something rotten deep, deep inside, hated the way his eyes were always drawn to him like a dying moth to a flame, hated the way he dreamed about him, night after night.

    (Alternatively: the deleted bullying scene.)

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    20 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 16

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    “Thank you,” Ryan whispers, the metal of his rings cool against the skin of Naim’s neck. Naim’s hands land on Ryan’s thighs. “I’m, fuck, Naim. I’m not good at this. But I want to be. For you.”

    “Ryan, you don’t-“

    “I do,” Ryan cuts him off, licking his torn bottom lip. “You’re the only person who has taken care of me like this. Only one who wants to. You look at me and you don’t see a fuckup, a loser. You just see me. You’re the only one, Naim.”

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    20 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    When the Winchesters catch wind of two suspicious deaths in a small religious community in Nebraska, Sam thinks it's a case. Dean thinks it's the work of a cult, a.k.a. none of their business.

    They decide to check it out, and what they find is much worse than a simple salt and burn: a preternatural entity has latched onto two teenage boys, tormenting them in the form of the person they desire most--each other.

    As Sam and Dean race against the clock to save Ryan and Naim, Dean must confront some long-buried feelings about his own teenage years.

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    20 Jul 2026