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Six Feet of Distance by saint_of_nowhere
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
24 Feb 2026
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Aki doesn’t seem to find pleasure in smoking. Doesn’t seem to be an addict waiting for his next hit. Out there on the balcony, the faint glow of the cigarette illuminating his fingertips, he instead looks like a man in atonement. For what, Angel isn’t sure. Aki has always been what most humans would call a good man.
Angel steps outside. Aki glances at him.
“You always look so miserable out here,” Angel says.
“Do I?” Aki’s voice is soft, like speaking too loud would interrupt the low drone of insects singing under the stars.
Angel shrugs. “More than you normally do, anyway.”
Aki exhales through his nose like a muted laugh. “Didn’t realize you paid that close of attention.”
“I don’t.” A lie.
Aki stares at him for a moment. Takes a slow drag. “I’m not miserable,” he says quietly. “I just…” he trails off.
Angel waits. The insects sing. Aki sighs.
“Do you ever think that maybe you’re just… not meant for the things you want?”--------
In the months leading up to Aki's death, the Angel Devil unexpectedly moves into his apartment.
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Angel is hungry. Aki tries his best to help.
That's what partners do, right?
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31 Jan 2026
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Aki lives, in a manner of speaking.
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- Part 1 of Ceasefire
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31 Oct 2025
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Despite all cosmic, insurmountable odds, he watches as the recently deceased Aki Hayakawa emerges from the woods, clad in a winter coat, looking exasperated, but far more alive than he’s ever seen him.
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30 Oct 2025
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Convenience Store Chainsaw by catchan12
Fandoms: Chainsaw Man (Manga), Chainsaw Man (Anime)
05 Feb 2026
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Angel works a dead-end depressing job at a Family Mart convenience store. Aki Hayakawa is the legal guardian of two trouble-making teens who deplete his life savings and patience. For the past month, Angel has been observing Aki’s unusual buying habits. He hopes to get to the bottom of why tf does Aki buy so much milk.
Hijinks ensue.
(Chainsaw Man if Fujimoto was hugged as a child.)
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28 Oct 2025
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"You're staring," Angel said, voice low and even, the words curling like smoke. No inflection, but they landed heavy, vibrating through Aki's chest, as if exposing his true, deepest intentions.
Aki couldn't speak. Couldn't move. Angel shifted then, settling astride him, small, slender weight pressing down, knees bracketing his hips, the lace of those panties brushing fabric against fabric in a friction that sent heat spiking through Aki's veins.
// Or, the weeks before Halloween eve leave Aki with just three things: endless deadlines, cigarettes, and an uneasy feeling after an inconvenient dream about his intriguing and reserved coworker, Angel.
But after a late-night Halloween office party, where exhaustion and a dare game blur his feelings, Aki ends up offering Angel a ride home, and maybe something he can’t take back.Bookmarked by saint_of_nowhere
27 Oct 2025