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    After a water rescue that almost ends badly, Buck comes down with a cold. At least, that's what he keeps telling himself despite getting worse.

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    Mammon puts a slow acting death curse on himself and struggles to undo it before his brothers find out. Will he get away with it and spend his last few days doing what he wants or will he get help before it’s too late? With only a week left to live, he has a lot of important choices to make.

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    “When I die, the IPC will reclaim all of my possessions. I have no surviving family members; nobody will cry for me.” The last bit comes from the collapse of wishful thinking. A bit of sentimentality. Is it part of the act?

    Aventurine… nobody would cry for Aventurine. The man who went all in, who tried to bet against the world, the one with good fortune on his side. Flashy smiles, good perfume, and a crisp and clean fashion sense - the hollow shell, the disposable pawn, the uncannily lucky gambling chip.

    “So in every sense that matters, I have nothing to lose.”

    The crease between Ratio’s eyebrows deepens whilst his movements grow still, as if battling with some sort of internal conflict. Aventurine watched as he comes to a conclusion, turning his gaze to him fully, and then speaking,

    “I’d mourn you if you died.”

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    based on @portalmonsterrr's comic on twitter! it's called memento vivere on there as well, please check it out, because that is what inspired this. <3

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    On the anniversary of their father’s death, Kaeya drinks alone. Diluc knows that’s not what their father would have wanted, so reluctantly, he joins him.

    There’s a reason Diluc doesn’t drink.

    “Why then?” Diluc’s voice wavers, a bow string set to snap. He’s held this question close to his chest for so long. “Why did you have to tell me the same night Father died?”

    “…Because I knew how you’d react,” Kaeya admits.

    Diluc falters. ”You— you knew?”

    “Oh, yes,” Kaeya says. “I was counting on it.”

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    “You never kill me. I mean— You get close, or tempted to, but you've never once killed me in any version of this. Why is that?”

    Inho stared off, not speaking. His jaw clenched, and Gihun knew it meant he was holding back. He'd seen him do it a hundred times, even if Inho would never remember.

    “Are you afraid?”

    This made him scoff, looking off to the side almost rolling his eyes in disbelief. “I've killed more people than I could count, in my first game and in yours. I've killed my own guards–”

    “I wasn't talking about killing.” Gihun stepped closer, looking at him once again. “Are you afraid to lose me, Inho?”

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    The one where Gihun is forced to relive the games over and over again until he gets it right.

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