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compulsive het by realhikaru
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
25 Jan 2026
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Hikaru, in his own way, struggled too. He often spoke about girls, about crushes that sounded rehearsed, about futures that felt borrowed from someone else’s expectations. There were moments—quiet ones, when he thought Yoshiki wasn’t looking—when his smile faltered, as if he were trying to convince himself as much as anyone else.
Neither of them had the words for what they were doing. They only knew how to survive within the rules they followed.
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Yoshiki can’t imagine Hikaru as a girl. For the life of him.
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18 Jul 2026
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From the Outside by Ecorchepaws
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
31 Aug 2025
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"Yer sure ya ain't just tryna get yer rocks off..?"
"You know I’d never lie to ya. Sure, I’d feel good, but it’ll benefit you too. Promise…”A lie. "Hikaru" is hungry, harbouring a deep desire to have Yoshiki's soul all for himself. And what better way than to stay over and try to get a taste of it? He's desperate.
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18 Jul 2026
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The Summer Hikaru Gooned by Hemosphere
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)
10 Oct 2025
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Hikaru experiences his first wet dream and discovers the joys of masturbation.
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18 Jul 2026
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no gods to watch over me by crushcandles
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
10 Feb 2026
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Does Hikaru have a smell, he wonders, lightly brushing his knuckles over the tip of his nose and his lips, inside? Metallic, maybe, the way blood smelled like coins or keys, how Yoshiki's hand smelled if he held the bare frame of his bike for a while after it had been in the sun.
Or maybe inside Hikaru smells cold, stale and cold like the first rush of air from inside the fridge when you opened it. Inside Hikaru had been cold in a way that made Yoshiki's stomach hurt and his thoughts go staticky because it was all wrong.
Yoshiki deals with his dreams and his desires. Tries to. Tries to.
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17 Jul 2026
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For lack of anything else to do, they'd come to the field to practice after dinner. Foot balanced on the ball, hand on his hip, Bachira had said, First to three goals wins. If I win, you have to do my jump practice tomorrow and the day after.
That doesn't make any sense, Isagi had replied, but already what Bachira calls his monster was writhing under his skin, keen to Bachira's foot rocking the ball across the turf. And if I win?
I'll blow you, Bachira had said, sticking his tongue out and waggling it at Isagi.
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17 Jul 2026