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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Cas doesn’t seem to get it. So Dean brushes past him with the excuse of getting a beer and ignores that Cas has laid out for him again that he wanted a win to show Dean he’s doing everything to make up for his past failures. Ignore that yes, Dean gave him a mixtape like a sixteen-year-old and Cas didn’t understand the implications. Ignore that Cas still doesn’t know that he snaps and yells and tells Cas to fuck off and stop trying to be the hero because Dean knows what Cas doesn’t want him to, and Cas doesn’t know what Dean wants him to.

    Or, The One Where Cas Plays Dean and Steals the Colt.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Ough devastating

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    illicit affairs by Jcampky

    Published: 2023-10-11
    Work ID: 50740270

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    Cas doesn’t seem to get it. So Dean brushes past him with the excuse of getting a beer and ignores that Cas has laid out for him again that he wanted a win to show Dean he’s doing everything to make up for his past failures. Ignore that yes, Dean gave him a mixtape like a sixteen-year-old and Cas didn’t understand the implications. Ignore that Cas still doesn’t know that he snaps and yells and tells Cas to fuck off and stop trying to be the hero because Dean knows what Cas doesn’t want him to, and Cas doesn’t know what Dean wants him to.

    Or, The One Where Cas Plays Dean and Steals the Colt.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/13

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    Castiel is a guardian angel. Not just any regular guardian angel. He is assigned to Problem Cases. Humans who are impossible to save. Humans who inevitably destroy themselves.

    His newest assignment is Dean Winchester. Every previous guardian either quit, vanished, or was reassigned. Nobody tells Cas why.

    The only warning he receives: “Do not let him remember.”
    Cas assumes they’re talking about some cosmic truth. But as he begins to bond with his new charge, he realizes it’s much deeper than that.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    Closure (You Will Never Belong To Me) by samswitchluv

    Updated: 2026-06-08
    Work ID: 86361461

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester
    Castiel & Dean Winchester

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    Castiel is a guardian angel. Not just any regular guardian angel. He is assigned to Problem Cases. Humans who are impossible to save. Humans who inevitably destroy themselves.

    His newest assignment is Dean Winchester. Every previous guardian either quit, vanished, or was reassigned. Nobody tells Cas why.

    The only warning he receives: “Do not let him remember.”
    Cas assumes they’re talking about some cosmic truth. But as he begins to bond with his new charge, he realizes it’s much deeper than that.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/10

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    In the aftermath there is nothing. Cas got swollen into emptiness and Dean thinks he copes. He does. In his own way.

    He got nothing on Cas, that’s the final conclusion. But there’s a coat…
    He needs it. At least until he gets his angel back.

    Or: A deep dive into how depression and grief mix. Makes you hollow and carved out like a tree-trunk. And how healing is never linear.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Trench: ditches and coats by Wildflowersovermygrave

    Updated: 2026-06-03
    Work ID: 85099661

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    In the aftermath there is nothing. Cas got swollen into emptiness and Dean thinks he copes. He does. In his own way.

    Then, one sunny day he sees a man. In the exact same trenchcoat the angel used to wear. Dean starts following it, the man. But the road after the coat is filled with realizations. Deep, buried feelings, an explanation to all the grief he experiences.

    He got nothing on Cas, that’s the final conclusion. But the coat…

    Dean wants it. He needs it. At least until he gets his angel back.

    Or: A deep dive into how depression and grief mix. Makes you hollow and carved out like a tree-trunk. And how healing is never linear.

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Here were the facts, then: Phoenix Wright was almost certainly attracted to guys, and almost certainly didn’t realize it. Phoenix Wright was dating a woman, who Doug knew from first-hand experience could be very charming when she wanted to be. Phoenix professed to be in love with this woman after just a couple of months. He also cared enough about a guy friend that he was apparently willing to move heaven and earth just for a chance to talk to him.

    Which made Doug think, suddenly, of the times he’d seen Phoenix with Dahlia, the sort of stiff expression he’d sometimes get around her, the over-the-top gestures of romance, his insistence that he really loves her, actually, just fuck off, Doug!

    Who was he trying to convince, exactly?

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    29 May 2026

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    Electricity Aside by daggar, hi_its_ellis, lowbatteryhealth
    Part 1 of the dougnix extended universe

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    ID: 2369539
    Words: 79,854 | Works: 1 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 4
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    Completed: 2026-05-28
    Work ID: 32029933

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    Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright/Nonda Kikuzou | Doug Swallow
    Miyanagi Chinami | Dahlia Hawthorne/Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright
    Ayame | Iris/Naruhodou Ryuuichi | Phoenix Wright
    Miyanagi Chinami | Dahlia Hawthorne/Nonda Kikuzou | Doug Swallow

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    Here were the facts, then: Phoenix Wright was almost certainly attracted to guys, and almost certainly didn’t realize it. Phoenix Wright was dating a woman, who Doug knew from first-hand experience could be very charming when she wanted to be. Phoenix professed to be in love with this woman after just a couple of months. He also cared enough about a guy friend that he was apparently willing to move heaven and earth just for a chance to talk to him.

    Which made Doug think, suddenly, of the times he’d seen Phoenix with Dahlia, the sort of stiff expression he’d sometimes get around her, the over-the-top gestures of romance, his insistence that he really loves her, actually, just fuck off, Doug!

    Who was he trying to convince, exactly?

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/05/28

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    What does John see when he looks at Cas?

     

     

     

    Cas doesn’t look like a monster.

     

     

     

    But neither does Dean.

     

     

     

    John stands, slow. He holds out a hand. Calloused like Dean’s hands are calloused. Scarred the same way that Dean’s hands are scarred. There’s the smell of him in the air too. Earthy and dark, slightly sour around the edges. The room feels suddenly choked with it. Claustrophobic.

     

     

     

    Cas probably smells like the fabric softener they buy in bulk at Costco, but so does Dean so he can’t tell.

     

     

     

    John says, toneless, “I hear you’ve been driving my car.”

     

     

    . . .

     

    The closer you are to what you want—

    Dean's twenty-nine year old mother, his undefined relationship with Cas and their small family. Some kind of impossible reconciliation with John Winchester. Michael, out of his head, without destroying the world. His father's approval. To see the Grand Canyon.

    —The more vulnerable you are.

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    24 May 2026

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    Devastating and amazing "I can see why you broke in hell" dead dead
    dead

    Fave epilogue insta post

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    Ten Minutes From Home: Lebanon Coda by disabled_dean

    Completed: 2024-12-31
    Work ID: 61589965

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    Castiel/Dean Winchester

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    We're here! We made it!

    Thank you so much to everyone for reading, truly it has been such a delight to be on this little journey with all of you <3
    Thank you so much for your kind words and letting me get to know you a little better! I have a few more pieces of bonus content that I'll be posting in the next few weeks- eventually I'll come back and add that all into the same post to link it.

    Special shout out once more to @bloodydeanwinchester for coming onto the project late as a second beta-reader, and to @butch--dean for being down in the trenches with me from the beginning, ily!!!!

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/05/24