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    “Do you want to?”

    Terrified brown meets pleading blue. The look in his eye is answer enough. “Buck.”

    “I want to.” Buck tugs gently at Eddie’s happy trail. “I— I want you.”

    “Jesus.”

    “Do you want me, Eddie?” Buck murmurs. He tips the angle of his head down, looking up at Eddie through flaxen lashes. “Do you wanna fuck me?”

    Wordlessly, Eddie sways forward, stomach tense against Buck’s hand, lips grazing Buck’s. Buck’s never felt like this before, this— powerful. A few words out of his mouth got Eddie like this, got him this twisted up. He got hard from kissing him.

    “Tell me to stop,” Eddie pleads, breath hot against Buck’s mouth. “Buck.”

    “Can’t,” Buck exhales, fingers dipping just past Eddie’s waistband, holding him there. “Please, Eddie. Want you.”

    OR: 25-year-old Probie Evan Buckley isn’t expecting to meet and fawn over seasoned firefighter Eddie Diaz at the Firefighter games. He also isn’t expecting to end up in bed with him.

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    He’s allowed this, sure. In small doses, as Eddie’s friend and as Chris’s, well - uncle doesn’t feel right, but he’s not just his friend either, is he?

    And this is good, it’s great, it’s more than Buck ever imagined he would find for himself. More than he ever thought he would be trusted with. But there’s that part of him that lurks just beneath his ribcage - the selfish, greedy part - that longs for more than this. For more than just a few evenings a week, hanging out like friends do, pretending like it doesn’t break his heart to love Eddie in a way that Eddie could never love him back.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    Eddie is made of shattered glass. Not like a mosaic - not something broken made beautiful. No, Eddie is all sharp points and jagged edges; he’s hurt everyone that’s ever tried to hold him.

    But Buck…Buck holds him like it’s easy. Like there’s nothing else in the world he would rather be doing. He holds Eddie like he’s precious, cradling him between gentle hands with a kind of reverence that is usually reserved for something holy. Something god-like. And then Eddie catches a glimpse of him and Buck in the mirror next to Buck’s bed, and he thinks oh. He thinks maybe this is as close to heaven as a man like him will ever get.

    So no one can blame him for wanting to enjoy it while it lasts.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    In which Buck doesn't look very closely when putting on a hoodie before going to work.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    "Your first declarations could do with a little more finesse," Jack said. "C'mon, do over."

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