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the one where they saved the world by nspx
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars EU
19 Dec 2015
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“Why would he say something like that about our Dad?” he asks quietly, like he’s verging on tears but not really, because he needs to be strong now and besides, this is silly, this Horm man doesn’t matter anyway, because Dad is the bestest and they all know it.
Nik, who was very sleepy before, looks wide awake now. “D’you – d’you remember when we said we’d help everyone in the galaxy?” he furrows his eyebrows.
“When we said nobody should ever get hurt.”
“Yeah,” says Jaina. “’course I remember.”
“I think,” Nik continues, looking alarmingly like their Mom when he’s speaking like this, all slow and calm, like there’s a storm brewing inside his head and he’s about to say something brilliant. “I think we should start with Dad, and I know just how to do it.”Solobrat shenanigans ensue.
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watch the flames burn auburn by nspx
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars Original Trilogy
09 Jun 2015
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The Dark whispers to him, and it sounds like the sky before a sandstorm.
Suitless!Vader AU. Turning point: Mustafar. "It's over, Anakin! I have the high ground!"
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- Part 1 of where the light won't find you 'verse
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and i'll be anything you ask and more by nspx
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy
27 May 2015
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An ex-assassin meets a dead man in the shadows and somehow, he is darker than night itself and somehow, he knows exactly what to say to her.
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- Part 3 of bound by the things we choose 'verse
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we could be so close, like brothers by nspx for philthestone
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars Original Trilogy
24 Apr 2015
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In which: Obi-Wan thinks, questions, blames himself; Qui-Gon offers moral support; the memory of who Anakin once was tortures Obi-Wan, and most importantly; in which they meet again, two halves of one whole, in the Netherworlds.
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- Part 2 of bound by the things we choose 'verse
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no light, no light by nspx
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode III: Revenge of the Sith, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
13 Apr 2015
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The war haunts Anakin even when she is with him, even when she holds him tight and murmurs in his ear, “Ani, please, I’m here, it’s okay.”
He still wakes up in cold sweat. She wishes things were different.
3 times Anakin comes to Padme + the one time she comes to him
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where the light won't find you 'verse by nspx
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
09 Jun 2015
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Suitlesss!Vader AU.
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bound by the things we choose 'verse by nspx
Fandom Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Episode VI: Return of the Jedi, Star Wars Original Trilogy, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
27 May 2015
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A series about family, forgiveness and love.
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Shane is out, almost proud, and definitely not unattached.
He’s about to have his hot girl summer.
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(Shane Hollander and the mortifying ordeal of being known, knowing oneself, and unlearning the shame that stays even once the secret is gone.)
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27 Jun 2026
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like puzzle pieces from the clay by beautifulduckweed for cadenzamuse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 May 2026
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The universe had decided Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov were perfect for each other, so it sent them an unmistakable sign. Unfortunately, the two of them have a lot of practice in mistaking things. So the universe tries again, and again.
Or: how many soulmate tropes does it take to get two oblivious hockey boys together?
“Dude, did you get a tattoo?”
Shane looked over. Shelly, who had the stall next to his at the CN Sports Complex locker room, was staring at Shane’s left arm.
“Uh, no?”
“What the fuck is it, then? Looks gnarly as hell.”
Shane looked down at the dark squiggly shape on his delt, an irregular blob slightly bigger than a loonie. Its edges were a series of indentations and protrusions, kind of like a jigsaw puzzle piece. If he’d seen this on anyone else, he would’ve assumed it was a tattoo, too. A shitty one that should be lasered off ASAP.
“I don’t know,” he said. “It kinda showed up out of nowhere, like, last night.”- Language:
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27 Jun 2026
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Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off. Shane wants it to be Wednesday. But no matter what, Shane wakes up on Tuesday at 5:26 AM on game day in Boston, four minutes before his alarm goes off.
”Fuck,” he croaks. “Fuck, fuck, fuck.”
Chapter 1: Shane wakes up on the same Tuesday over and over again after leaving Rozanov in a rush. Tuesday is his second least favourite day of the week, so he's not really happy about it.
Chapter 2: Ilya notices Shane acts strangely. He just never remembers.
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- Part 1 of HR Time Loop
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24 Jun 2026
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Give You Up by Eigengrau (aussiebee)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Shane watches Ilya shove a hand through his hair, waits for him to meet his eyes. “You pretend to want things, pretend I can have things that we both know you won’t let me have,” he says, his newfound self-esteem carrying him past the point of no return. He wishes he’d never discovered it, because it’s making Ilya’s face do something awful.
“Oh, you mean I hurt your feelings?”
Close enough, Shane supposes, his chest aching again. He goes to lift his hand again, sees Ilya zero in on the movement, doesn’t. “I guess so.”
Ilya scoffs, mean and sharp. “So sorry, Hollander, I didn’t mean to make you get so emotional about a casual fuck.”
Asshole. So many times he has lobbed the word at Ilya in exasperation, reluctant affection and disbelief, but now he thinks it with vitriolic anger. “I think you should go.”Shane finally decides that Ilya's ability to weaponise sex isn't enough for him anymore. Ilya doesn't take it well, but Shane holds firm. Then they start to text about it. Sort of.
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23 Jun 2026
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“You are planning to rob me or what?” He hears Rozanov call, and he can’t help but smile slightly even as he rolls his eyes, closing the door to the linen closet and feeling strangely lighter than when he opened it, reassured that he’s just trying to read into a blank page, that today doesn’t mean anything more than Rozanov doesn’t mind him being around, which is strangely flattering.
“I don’t know,” he calls back. “Don’t Russians like diamonds and fur and stuff? Where should I start looking if I want to know what my options are?”
He hears Rozanov laugh, and it makes him smile.
When he joins him in the living room once more, Rozanov tugs him down to lean against him again. Shane goes easier this time, settling into it, knowing it doesn’t mean anything other than the fact that he just happens to be the closest warm body, the person on Rozanov’s roster who filled today’s slot.
(the tuna meltdown doesn't happen) (this does not mean they get ANY better at communication)
(or: how shane didn't realize he had a boyfriend for several months)
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09 Jun 2026