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    "...Like, you’d be sitting at your desk and I’d come in to bring you tea or a report, and you would give me some sort of dressing down about my terrible work and incompetence—”
     
    Jon’s smile disappears in an instant, replaced by a grimace. “Oh, God, sometimes I forget how awful I was to you back then.” he says.

    “Oh no, it’s alright, really!” says Martin. “I mean, obviously you respect me more now and that’s great, but, um. I didn’t exactly mind?” Jon gives him an incredulous look and Martin can feel himself flushing as he continues. “I mean, I kind of liked it.”

    Set in a nebulous future where everything is OK and they’re free of the Institute, Jon and Martin figure out sex in the context of their new relationship.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    Theodore Decker spends his lonely and hated teenage years drifting between grief and numbness, clinging to pills, alcohol, and the haze that blurs his pain. Then there’s Boris—reckless, magnetic, already fluent in chaos. What begins as a desperate friendship in ruin—stealing bottles, chasing highs, and laughing in the shadows of empty houses—slowly twists into something more dangerous: a love Theo can’t name, let alone admit.

    Boris becomes both salvation and damnation, the boy who pulls him out of the silence of loss only to drag him deeper into the blur of intoxication. Desire flares in stolen glances, in the moments between intoxicated laughter and sick despair. But Theo’s heart is a battlefield—longing collides with fear, tenderness warps into shame, and every look filled of both poison and promise.

    Caught between devotion and destruction, the two boys circle each other like smoke: inseparable, combustible, destined to either save one another—or burn everything down.

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    22 May 2026

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    “Well,” Shōta snorts, “they admitted you to UA when you can't even throw a decent punch.”

    A moment later, Shōta realizes his miscalculation.

    However, that's not before Yamada's fist smashes into his jaw.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Six months after Hizashi is arrested and imprisoned for villainy, Shouta decides to pay him a visit. He never gave up on love. Love just gave out on him, like pillars eroded from the ever-constant waves of life. He didn't expect to collapse, but he had no other choice.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Why is it that blood looks so perfect splattered against snow?

    “You look like shit, Shou.”

    Is it because it feels so good to ruin something so perfect?

    “Piss off, Yamada.”


    Or: following the death of Oboro, Shouta and Hizashi become estranged to each other. But on one snowy night, nearly a decade after their relationship fell apart, they bump into each other again.

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    23 Feb 2026