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    There's no good way to be stuck in an elevator. Not when you're stuck in an elevator with someone who treats being annoying as an art form he wants to perfect, and definitely not when that person is your son's rival who you've hated for years.

    But, when Yuna finds herself stuck in an elevator with Ilya Rozanov, she realises there's more to the story than she'd seen.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Dialect (ˈdī-ə-ˌlekt). Noun: A variety of a language used by the members of a group.
     
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    Shane's been fucking Ilya Rozanov for a decade and yet somehow the more time they spend together the more he realizes how little he actually knows about Ilya, like, as a person. As a partner. 

    Again, he wishes he spoke Russian. That they had any shared native language besides sex and hockey.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Never mind the next two weeks, the next eight hours stretched endlessly in front of him. He had no idea how to occupy his time. His house was basically empty, which sounded sad but was really a good thing, evidence he’d built himself the life he wanted – where he always had something to do, outside and with other people. Ilya had been restless for as long as he could remember, had never been able to sit still. He’d gotten in trouble for it as a kid at the dinner table and he got in trouble for it as a full grown man on the team bus. He’d gotten in trouble for it when the doctors had been trying to take the x-ray, his leg jumping without his permission.

    Ilya gets injured, stops leaving the house, loses his mind, learns to read tarot, and sends Shane Hollander a lot of photos.

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    18 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 9

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    High school was an insufferable place when all people wanted to do was speculate about everyone else’s secondary sex. Weren’t they all bussed here every morning to learn? It was questionable how much education was retained between the ages of 14-17, because more often than not, teens were just awaiting a presentation that might happen, or, most likely, would not. Anyone tall and narrow with a wicked metabolism was immediately labeled a potential alpha, and anyone with a ‘fatass and load-bearing hips’ (Dennis Cooley’s words, not Shane’s) was surely an omega.

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    In a world where Omega presentations are rare, what happens when the captains for the Canadian & Russian junior teams are both Omegas? And the world of the MLH pits two young, territorial players against each other as they occupy the space of forward centres, which is usually reserved for Betas.

    Ilya internally embraces his new designation, but struggles to balance his instincts and the pressure to not disappoint.
    Shane just wishes he could be a beta again. When everything was simple and this beautiful, sculpted Russian wasn't quietly asking him if the league had also made him change his birth control before signing his contract.

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    17 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 46

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    “You are here to get your revenge on me?” Rozanov asks, a little garbled with his accent and his busted lip. There’s dried blood on his chin.

    “No,” Scott says, pulls over a chair and sits down a respectable six feet from the bed. “I don’t believe in that. I just wanted to talk to you.”

    Scott takes Ilya Rozanov to the winner’s room.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Scott arrives at Sochi reckless, mostly hairless, and entirely Kip-less, but he's doing completely fine. Vaughny needs to stop worrying, because he's definitely not going to do something stupid, like spend his Gold medal speech begging Kip to take him back.

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    24 May 2026

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    Scott Hunter is just trying to make the most of his closeted NHL career, keep his head down, wait until he retires before he tries find his person.

    He doesn't want to know anything at all about these two dumb rookies and what they're getting up to behind the facade of their so-called rivalry... but they're making it really hard for him to ignore them.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are not Scott's problem. That's all there is to it.

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    01 May 2026

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    Shane leans down and bites Ilya’s chest over his heart. Shane has slashed him open, body and soul, head to toe. No noxious steam wafts out from where Shane’s teeth had been. Shane is seeing through to his skin and bones, is physically inside of him, and is not recoiling. Instead, he’s whimpering and shoving his face, sticky with sweat, into Ilya’s neck.

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    26 Apr 2026

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    November 2017. A blurry video of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov kissing is shared on twitter by an anonymous user.

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    19 Apr 2026

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    He’s about to get into the driver’s seat when another flash goes off right in his face and some smirky fucker says, “So, you like taking it up the ass?”

    “Love it,” Jamie’s mouth says before Jamie’s brain can get in on the action. “Feels fucking great. Have a good day!”

    Or: the post-Season 1 fic where, Instead of self-destruction via reality show, Jamie tries self-destruction via public and very messy coming out. It works out better than expected.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “Uh, sorry.” He stares down at Eddie’s shoes. “I just think I’m- I’m kind of scared.” He eventually understood, intellectually, why Ali left him. It was a lot. She didn’t really get the scope of what she was signing up for. His leg had turned something fun and casual into something suddenly dead fucking serious. So, yeah, he understood, but he’s not sure until this moment that he really, actually understood. Tommy’s down that hall somewhere, and he got hurt at his job which is dangerous, and Buck is wondering how awful it would be to flee back through all the hallways and out of Pasadena to parts of the city he knows better, and go and find a nice safe girl with a nice safe job so his chest won’t ever feel like this. Or, only feel like this sometimes, with Eddie or Hen and Chimney and Bobby, or Maddie, people who he’s already seen bleed so he knows they can do it.

    Tommy’s helicopter goes down. Buck fixes the station AC unit.

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    15 Apr 2026

  12. Rec 16

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    The fucked up thing, Ilya thought as Sasha grabbed him through his pants, was that he wanted it and Ilya knew that Sasha could tell.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    “I’m Scott,” the man said breathlessly. He laughed then, a little shy sounding. “By the way.”

    Ilya took a moment still to open his eyes, basking in that fucking kiss, still without a clear view of his face. “Ilya.”

    But then shit changed.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Scott’s not really surprised to spot Ilya Rozanov backstage, getting lightly swarmed by a crowd of sound techs and hair and makeup crew. Even on the rare year that neither of them were getting any awards, the League always tried to get either him or Hollander, and preferably both, presenting something. And since Hollander was still out for the count and recovering up in Ottawa, that left Rozanov, standing awkwardly while a harried-looking woman straightened his bow-tie.

    Or: Scott Hunter's not really sure what's happening right now.

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    25 Jan 2026

  15. Rec 79

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    So I had some truly incomprehensible conversations recently with people who firmly believe that Heated Rivalry is Russian propaganda -- because the (Canadian) show depicts a queer Russian man as sympathetic? I guess?? -- and while that was obviously a bugfuck weird opinion to have, it did inspire me to think more about the timeline of the show (as pulled from the timeline I put together) vs. the timeline of modern Russian legislation targeting the queer population.

    meret118 on Tumblr then requested that I put it up on AO3, so here it is.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    Somehow, Bobby Sullivan had managed to make a mess of his life. And then eventually, he starts piecing it back together.

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    18 Dec 2025

  17. Rec 58

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    By dawn there’s a statement from the chief’s office, announcing the successful rescue of the survivors of the Uno, without mentioning the 118 or Kinard. In fact it sounds like it was Chief Simpson’s plan all along.

    Crisis averted, Melton thinks. Nobody is getting fired, and everything is going back to normal now.

    Except that things do not go back to normal, because Kinard starts dating Buckley from the 118. Melton honestly doesn’t care about break room gossip or the LAFD rumor mill, but Buckley is kind of famous, and apparently his special brand of chaos is contagious. 

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    01 Nov 2025

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    Freshly retired from the rodeo circuit, Tommy Kinard accepts a job at the Han's guest ranch in Colorado. He's expecting a quiet life helping tourists learn how to ride.

    What he gets is Evan Buckley.

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    16 Oct 2025

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    They're gonna crucify me anyway
    What if the way you hold me
    Is actually what's holy?

    “It won't feel like relief for a while,” she tells him, quietly. “But try to unclench your jaw every once in a while. Helps the constant headache.”

    Tommy tries to outrun shame and ends up finding himself (and Evan Buckley).

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    20 Jul 2025

  20. Rec 59

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    A random text during pride month. A list of gay movies from the 90-early 2000. A crash course in Tommy Kinard.

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    10 Jul 2025

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